I didn't hear you leave, I wonder how am I still here,
I don't want to move a thing, it might change my memory
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me
Like everytime he's home, he left without waking me. The times when I'm on the road with him are the best, because I always know where he is, and that he's all right. I should get out of bed, and do something, but maybe I can just lay here and remember the feel of him here in bed with me. Memories, perfect in every way, except the moment we forget them. Everybody will tell me to go out, do something, of course I wont. They'll say take your mind off him Debra, he's fine, you know he'll call you tonight. It's true, right after tonight's show, the phone will ring, and everything will be close to perfect. Except even after that I won't sleep, not the whole night anyways. I'll toss and turn, and adjust in bed a million times, worried, and anxious for more news from Steve. Tomorrow he'll still be gone, and I will have things to do, but they won't get done. They can wait until the weekend, until Steve comes home again, I love it when the shows are so close. He'll only be here a few days, but this time I will go with him. My next few days are completely shot, nothing will be accomplished until he's home.
I don't want to call my friends, they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed, risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me.
I know the girls are waiting by the phone for me to call, but what if someone called with news from Steve, or if he called. I cant chance it, sure I'm worried but that's natural when your apart from your husband as much as I am, you cherish every moment you have with them, you cant stand the thought of something taking that time from you. Just ask Martha. I can't imagine what it was like after she lost Owen, there's no way I would be able to go on. My life is at a standstill, when he's away, its like I've pushed pause and we'll continue from where we left off the moment he returns, I cant exist, or move on without him here, that's just the way it is. Don't ask me to change that, I know I can't, life resumes when he's here lying next to me in our bed.
I don't want to move a thing, it might change my memory
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want, but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe, until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me
Like everytime he's home, he left without waking me. The times when I'm on the road with him are the best, because I always know where he is, and that he's all right. I should get out of bed, and do something, but maybe I can just lay here and remember the feel of him here in bed with me. Memories, perfect in every way, except the moment we forget them. Everybody will tell me to go out, do something, of course I wont. They'll say take your mind off him Debra, he's fine, you know he'll call you tonight. It's true, right after tonight's show, the phone will ring, and everything will be close to perfect. Except even after that I won't sleep, not the whole night anyways. I'll toss and turn, and adjust in bed a million times, worried, and anxious for more news from Steve. Tomorrow he'll still be gone, and I will have things to do, but they won't get done. They can wait until the weekend, until Steve comes home again, I love it when the shows are so close. He'll only be here a few days, but this time I will go with him. My next few days are completely shot, nothing will be accomplished until he's home.
I don't want to call my friends, they might wake me from this dream
And I can't leave this bed, risk forgetting all that's been
Oh I am what I am, I'll do what I want but I can't hide
I won't go, I won't sleep, I can't breathe until you're resting here with me
I won't leave, I can't hide, I cannot be, until you're resting here with me.
I know the girls are waiting by the phone for me to call, but what if someone called with news from Steve, or if he called. I cant chance it, sure I'm worried but that's natural when your apart from your husband as much as I am, you cherish every moment you have with them, you cant stand the thought of something taking that time from you. Just ask Martha. I can't imagine what it was like after she lost Owen, there's no way I would be able to go on. My life is at a standstill, when he's away, its like I've pushed pause and we'll continue from where we left off the moment he returns, I cant exist, or move on without him here, that's just the way it is. Don't ask me to change that, I know I can't, life resumes when he's here lying next to me in our bed.
