The Last Chapter!!!!! Always

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Rating : Pg-13

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Lyrics: Mandy Moore: Cry


Buffy was so weak now she didn't even hear the door creak open, or the light foot steps walking towards her. Her vision was blurred so she couldn't see anything. Everything was a fuzzy image. She felt him though, felt his present. Her heart triggered off, beating faster though it had a gaping wound in it. More blood came gushing out, covering her. She was pleased, he would see her die, it would cause him pain, even if he didn't love her, he hated being the cause of death, so it would still cause him pain. She smiled slightly and started taking her last breaths.

The room was dark, just like it had been before. His vampire instincts could make out the light breaths on the opposite side of him. His senses were screaming " BUFFY" He knew she was hurt even before he saw her, plus he could smell blood, lots of blood. He rushed and kneeled by her. He could see her huddled on the floor, a stake lay protruding out of her chest. Blood covered almost every inch of her. She did not have long he could tell, she was an inch away from death. Her skin was transculent and her eyes, her beautiful green eyes held no light. Pain, cruel, intense pain filled Buffy's eyes.

" Oh Buffy," he whispered. He looked around and saw a note lying beside her. Already knowing what it was he picked it up and read. Tears falling from his face smudged the ink. He read every word slowly and each time he came to one his body filled with more pain. He came to his part and an excruciating pain came over him. He had done this to her. He had killed her. He left her for her own good he had thought, yet Angel had done this to her. His poor Buffy.

" Why would you do this?" he asked her, though already knowing the answer.

" You....i...it.....was a...all.....your fault" she rasped, taking great pleasure in the hurt that overcame his face. His beautiful face.

" Buffy, how could you think that? I never stopped loving you. You were everything to me. I left you because I loved you so much. I though you knew. Oh Buffy, I'm so sorry. You can't go, don't leave me. I wouldn't be able to live without you. I love you."

" You left me," was all she said.

" I'm so sorry," he lay his head down and began crying. Her blood matted her hair, his face, his lips. But he didn't even notice.

" Buffy, I'm so sorry. I love you. I love you," he repeated hoarsly over and over again.

/I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended too soon
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed/


Angel knew she wasn't going to make it, no matter what. He remembered all the times they had together. Good times and Bad.
The first words they had ever exchanged

" Who are you? Lets just say I'm a friend. What if I don't want a friend? I didn't say I was yours."

To that first kiss that had started a love more passionate than all. He had tried so hard not to fall in love with her. But it was hopless. Finally he gave in.

/In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry/


She had kissed him when he had his true face on, showing nothing but love towards him. In 250 years, he had found only one love, and she was about to leave him.



She had given him everthing to him, her blood, her sould and heart, her body, and trust. All he had given back to her was pain. Never shown her his true love for her.

" Angel?" she whispered.

He looked up, pain and love in his mocha eyes.

" I'm s.......sorry. I forgive you.....a....and......I....love you. I always will" she forced out.

" Buffy"

That was all he said, that was all he needed to say. All his love for her and sorriness filled his voice. He touched his lips to hers, still feeling that same spark as always and the both let loos of their tears.

/ the moment I saw you cry..../

He broke apart from her unwillingly.

" Still my girl?"

" Always"

/It was late in september
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But i was never that sure
You were all by yourself
Staring at a dark gray sky
I was changed/


He brought his lips down again for one last kiss. Before he met her she whispered " I love you"

" I love you"

/In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry/


They kissed with as much passion and love as Buffy could muster up, then when her lips relaxed, he knew. She was gone.

/I wanted to hold you
i wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right..../



He lay with her until sun down. Then with all his strength he left and told the gang what had happened after he found them.

/In places no one would find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was then that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry/


: 3 weeks later:

Angel was nothing now. Just a empty shell of a person. He wouldn't eat or talk. He stayed cooped up in the apartment. Laying where Buffy had died. Blaming himself over and over again for her death. Playing " If only"

When Buffy had been buried, Angel didn't visit her grave, till now. He walked the streets of Sunnydayle to the cemetary. He wandered among the headstones till he came to a clearing. There she lay. Her head stone read " Buffy Anne Summers" Devoted friend and loving sister"

Angel walked over and sat on top of it. There he took out a rose. A pale pink, so sweet and innocent. Beautiful and soft. they were Buffy. He peeled each petal of one by one till the grave was touched with petals. He sat there just staring at the petals, being brushed by the wind. He took out a stake from his coat. The stake that she had used to kill herself. Her blood still encrusted it. Just as she had done he thrust it into his heart, and his blood and hers mixed once more. He crumbled into ash and dust which sprinkled the petals. The dust and ash of him sank into the earth, falling over her body like a shield. Buffy and Angel, were one.

As weeks and months and years past, Buffy's resting place flourished. The grass upon her was a lush green and there pale pink roses grew all around, covering everything till it reached the headstone were two roses gently draped over it. And now on the head stone it read; Buffy Anne Summers, devoted friend and loving sister. Below now read Angel.

Life or death, their love would continue.....always