Screams And Truths Of the Night
I woke up and looked around. This felt different. It smelled different. A fire was lit in the corner. Someone or something moved next to me. I screamed but when I saw who was next to me I screamed and fell out of the bed on the floor with a bump.
"Are you alright Miss Smuller?"
"How? Why? Am I here? In your bed?!!"
"You can probably apparate."
"But, but how?"
"I don't really want to tell you."
"Why the hell not?! TELL ME!"
"I will tell her Severus, she has a right to know." A familiar voice spoke out.
"Please do, Headmaster."
"Katarina, you can probably apparate by desire. Would that explain why you ended up in Severus's bed?"
No one spoke for awhile, but actions took place. Snape got off the bed he was sitting on and sat on the floor beside me. He then put his arms around me and I could help but fall against him and cry. I don't really know why I was or why I wanted too, but I needed to. I wanted him to comfort me, and he did. I think that was the first time I truly loved him. When I thought he would pull away he pulled me closer. He hugged me tight and kissed the top of my head and said in a voice I never heard him use, so nice and calm, "Its alright." I rocked in his arms and he made me feel safe.
"You must go to your room-" Dumbledore spoke next. "if anyone noticed you missing-"
"Horrible things would happen." I was wiping off my tears and letting Snape comfort me more.
"Yes, I will leave you two alone but remeber-"
"Yes I know Headmaster."
"Good night then"
As he was leaving he pulled me tighter to his body, he could tell i was shivering.
"Are you sure you are alright Miss Smuller, you fell pretty hard."
"Call me Katarina or I leave"
"Then you must call me Severus."
"Er- Ok."
"Are you mad at me? For hugging you?"
"How could I be?"
"Honestly, I want to kiss you right now"
"Then do it."
He leaned forward and gave me a kiss that was so soft, and yet so passionate. I was in his arms, and he was so warm and comforting.
"I'll walk you to you room, be most unfortunate if Peeves caught you alone."
"Thank-you"
He gave me a hand up and helped me to my feet, I smiled to him as he interlocked my hand into his.
"Why did you cry tonight? That's why i thought you were mad."
"I don't always know, depression or something. I didn't think i would ever had that here. I was hoping it would be a fresh start or something. I wasn't ever the student my parents wanted."
"What did they want of you?"
"To be perfect. Absolutely Perfect. Straight A's in everything. Like my brother. Or even B's would have satisfied them. But no, I have to be the mostly above average kid who happens to suck at math. I have been at the end Severus. I don't know what you would call it, but i have been at the end, knife at the wrists. The only thing that saved me was horses, I guess, or friends i think i had one or two at that time. People never understood why I should be sad, I was a good student, and pretty- or so my friends said. I only had one boyfriend and usually never had more than one friend. The whole school was my enemy."
"I'm glad you didn't. Didn't kill yourself."
"Thanks, I guess."
"look you are a great student, you have little flaws for starting two and a half years after everyone else. Yes you will get to start new here, how many friends do you have right now? or easier enemies?"
"The whole Slytherin team."
"They hate everyone though"
"Except you. Your a Slytherin and you don't hate me, right?"
"No, no. But back to what I was saying. You have started out new and you have the chance to be perfect and be better."
Then we finally got to the portrait of the fat lady and I knew we took the long way around. I didn't care. I told him the truth about my background. Now how was I to get his out of him?
"Good Night Katarina"
"Good Night Sev"
"Sev?"
"Yeah Sev"
He laughed and pulled me close to give me a kiss. With a gasp from the fat lady. he hugged me and we said goodnight once more.
I got into bed a silently as possible, but not silent enough.
"Where have you been!?" Herminone said in the mom-like whisper.
"Hermione you will be a good mom."
"WHERE WERE YOU!"
"I was in the bathroom"
"For 2 hours?!"
Holey shit i was in his room for 2 hours?!?
"Er- I'll tell you tomorrow.'
I hope she forgets by then.
"Fine! Night"
I woke up and looked around. This felt different. It smelled different. A fire was lit in the corner. Someone or something moved next to me. I screamed but when I saw who was next to me I screamed and fell out of the bed on the floor with a bump.
"Are you alright Miss Smuller?"
"How? Why? Am I here? In your bed?!!"
"You can probably apparate."
"But, but how?"
"I don't really want to tell you."
"Why the hell not?! TELL ME!"
"I will tell her Severus, she has a right to know." A familiar voice spoke out.
"Please do, Headmaster."
"Katarina, you can probably apparate by desire. Would that explain why you ended up in Severus's bed?"
No one spoke for awhile, but actions took place. Snape got off the bed he was sitting on and sat on the floor beside me. He then put his arms around me and I could help but fall against him and cry. I don't really know why I was or why I wanted too, but I needed to. I wanted him to comfort me, and he did. I think that was the first time I truly loved him. When I thought he would pull away he pulled me closer. He hugged me tight and kissed the top of my head and said in a voice I never heard him use, so nice and calm, "Its alright." I rocked in his arms and he made me feel safe.
"You must go to your room-" Dumbledore spoke next. "if anyone noticed you missing-"
"Horrible things would happen." I was wiping off my tears and letting Snape comfort me more.
"Yes, I will leave you two alone but remeber-"
"Yes I know Headmaster."
"Good night then"
As he was leaving he pulled me tighter to his body, he could tell i was shivering.
"Are you sure you are alright Miss Smuller, you fell pretty hard."
"Call me Katarina or I leave"
"Then you must call me Severus."
"Er- Ok."
"Are you mad at me? For hugging you?"
"How could I be?"
"Honestly, I want to kiss you right now"
"Then do it."
He leaned forward and gave me a kiss that was so soft, and yet so passionate. I was in his arms, and he was so warm and comforting.
"I'll walk you to you room, be most unfortunate if Peeves caught you alone."
"Thank-you"
He gave me a hand up and helped me to my feet, I smiled to him as he interlocked my hand into his.
"Why did you cry tonight? That's why i thought you were mad."
"I don't always know, depression or something. I didn't think i would ever had that here. I was hoping it would be a fresh start or something. I wasn't ever the student my parents wanted."
"What did they want of you?"
"To be perfect. Absolutely Perfect. Straight A's in everything. Like my brother. Or even B's would have satisfied them. But no, I have to be the mostly above average kid who happens to suck at math. I have been at the end Severus. I don't know what you would call it, but i have been at the end, knife at the wrists. The only thing that saved me was horses, I guess, or friends i think i had one or two at that time. People never understood why I should be sad, I was a good student, and pretty- or so my friends said. I only had one boyfriend and usually never had more than one friend. The whole school was my enemy."
"I'm glad you didn't. Didn't kill yourself."
"Thanks, I guess."
"look you are a great student, you have little flaws for starting two and a half years after everyone else. Yes you will get to start new here, how many friends do you have right now? or easier enemies?"
"The whole Slytherin team."
"They hate everyone though"
"Except you. Your a Slytherin and you don't hate me, right?"
"No, no. But back to what I was saying. You have started out new and you have the chance to be perfect and be better."
Then we finally got to the portrait of the fat lady and I knew we took the long way around. I didn't care. I told him the truth about my background. Now how was I to get his out of him?
"Good Night Katarina"
"Good Night Sev"
"Sev?"
"Yeah Sev"
He laughed and pulled me close to give me a kiss. With a gasp from the fat lady. he hugged me and we said goodnight once more.
I got into bed a silently as possible, but not silent enough.
"Where have you been!?" Herminone said in the mom-like whisper.
"Hermione you will be a good mom."
"WHERE WERE YOU!"
"I was in the bathroom"
"For 2 hours?!"
Holey shit i was in his room for 2 hours?!?
"Er- I'll tell you tomorrow.'
I hope she forgets by then.
"Fine! Night"
