The Real Kayla Miller
Monday went all normal, it was also now normal for me to go riding after- school and normal for the other students to watch me when I did. I visited Severus every night still and I loved being with him. My pendant turned blue yesterday during charms, Hermione pointed it out to me. We wondered why, but I told her the pendant was from my mom. Tuesday though was a lot more exciting, or I guess you could call it that.
The morning went usually and so did lunch but as usual potions class turned out to be a hell-hole. It was going well until Severus messed up..
"Kayla Miller What do you think you are adding in that?!" People gasped, I thought it was just because of his loud voice
"Wormwood- but it says to right here!"
"What are you all doing? Back to you cauldrons."
"B-but you called her Kayla Miller sir.."
"Shit.." All I could say
"Oh, oh my gosh, I am sorry Kata... really I just forgot"
"Its fine- they would have found out sooner or later."
"You mean you are- Your grandmother is-" Harry was to shocked to speak I guess.
"er yeah. My real name is Kayla Miller." The part of the class that didn't hear Harry's studders gasped and some shouted. Then they started backing away from me. Great just what I needed. "Look I am sorry for not telling you but I mean I have go reason," I pointed my hand behind me and I heard screams. I was a cool feeling.
"EVERYONE Back to your cauldrons." Thank god for that. But the rest of the day and week was just hell. No one wanted to be near me except my friends, which was fine with me. Severus started comforting me at night, except I couldn't stay with him. I once remembered the mauder's map and knew I had to tell them about me and Sev. HE said it was ok, but it took coaxing.
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"Hey K-er ummm what should you call you?"
"Anything you want I don't really care. I need to talk to you about something you saw on the mauder's map." The both looked like they had forgotten for a second and then all the sudden they remembered.
"That's right! you were in Snape's office!" Ron said
"Why?" Harry asked
"er- umm... Me and Severus are dating..."
"WHAT!?" They both said that and with that the few people left in the common room jumped.
"Keep it down!"
"Sorry.. why, when, why!!"
"I love him you guys, and I know it is hard for you to understand, but I do and he loves me back. We started dating when my special talents classes took place."
"You are joking."
"Not at all. I'm going to bed, go ahead and hate me for what i just said. I don't really care anymore."
Again normalness for a little while, until lunch. We were eating breakfast calmly until I heard screaming. I turned around to see my grandmother must have apparated into the room.
"Grandmother! What are you-"
"I KNEW I KNEW HIS NAME! DO you know what he is? HUH HUH!?" She wasn't pointing fingers but I knew.
"Please grandmother its alright really."
"Edna! Its been awhile!" Dumbledore was actually smiling still how could he. I also saw Snape get up and walk over. He grabbed for my hand which i thought would have been a violation- and it was when i took it people gasped and then whispered.
"Lets talk this over in my office." Dumbledore spoke again.
"That's for sure! I won't have her dating such a man!"
"Edna, Edna, you always did have a temper, please be calm."
We reached his office in what was a haven for me, as soon as we were out to doors I was upon Sev, crying again. He just hugged me and told me everything was going to be ok.
"You knew he was a death eater?! All of you knew! and did nothing. Albus did you know she was dating him?"
"Yes and yes, and I also know Severus is not a follower anymore."
"Grandmother its alright really."
"You are dating the follower of a man I once killed!"
"Yes I know that. I am aware. But no thanks to you! Were you guys ever going to tell me why I couldn't use my name? Were you ever!?"
"Well-"
"You weren't going to were you! I can't believe this!"
"Katarina you need to be calm too. We can all sort this out!"
"I'll help you Albus, She will not be dating that man, And frankly that man shouldn't even be here!"
"That's unfair! I'll date who I want to date! Grandmother, I love him! and He loves me! you would break that up just because of a mistake in his past?! We all make mistakes grandma!"
"Not that bad!"
"So who cares how big they are! we have all made mistakes, and I don't think his mistake is worth suffering true love."
"Well said Kayla." Dumbledore smiled "I can see your past all too well. I have heard that you also have gotten your grandmothers invisibility cloak. She used it to come and see me at night. Why she didn't apparate like you is another question, but one I didn't ask"
My gosh, they were- they were- girlfriend and boyfriend! I just needed to go now, I was annoyed.
"I'm going to bed."
"Me too, and Kayla will you stay in my room tonight?" I looked at Dumbledore whom just smiled.
"I'd love too." I was just glad to get out of that room.
I fell asleep crying once more, but I was crying on Severus which made it all better, I loved him so.
Monday went all normal, it was also now normal for me to go riding after- school and normal for the other students to watch me when I did. I visited Severus every night still and I loved being with him. My pendant turned blue yesterday during charms, Hermione pointed it out to me. We wondered why, but I told her the pendant was from my mom. Tuesday though was a lot more exciting, or I guess you could call it that.
The morning went usually and so did lunch but as usual potions class turned out to be a hell-hole. It was going well until Severus messed up..
"Kayla Miller What do you think you are adding in that?!" People gasped, I thought it was just because of his loud voice
"Wormwood- but it says to right here!"
"What are you all doing? Back to you cauldrons."
"B-but you called her Kayla Miller sir.."
"Shit.." All I could say
"Oh, oh my gosh, I am sorry Kata... really I just forgot"
"Its fine- they would have found out sooner or later."
"You mean you are- Your grandmother is-" Harry was to shocked to speak I guess.
"er yeah. My real name is Kayla Miller." The part of the class that didn't hear Harry's studders gasped and some shouted. Then they started backing away from me. Great just what I needed. "Look I am sorry for not telling you but I mean I have go reason," I pointed my hand behind me and I heard screams. I was a cool feeling.
"EVERYONE Back to your cauldrons." Thank god for that. But the rest of the day and week was just hell. No one wanted to be near me except my friends, which was fine with me. Severus started comforting me at night, except I couldn't stay with him. I once remembered the mauder's map and knew I had to tell them about me and Sev. HE said it was ok, but it took coaxing.
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"Hey K-er ummm what should you call you?"
"Anything you want I don't really care. I need to talk to you about something you saw on the mauder's map." The both looked like they had forgotten for a second and then all the sudden they remembered.
"That's right! you were in Snape's office!" Ron said
"Why?" Harry asked
"er- umm... Me and Severus are dating..."
"WHAT!?" They both said that and with that the few people left in the common room jumped.
"Keep it down!"
"Sorry.. why, when, why!!"
"I love him you guys, and I know it is hard for you to understand, but I do and he loves me back. We started dating when my special talents classes took place."
"You are joking."
"Not at all. I'm going to bed, go ahead and hate me for what i just said. I don't really care anymore."
Again normalness for a little while, until lunch. We were eating breakfast calmly until I heard screaming. I turned around to see my grandmother must have apparated into the room.
"Grandmother! What are you-"
"I KNEW I KNEW HIS NAME! DO you know what he is? HUH HUH!?" She wasn't pointing fingers but I knew.
"Please grandmother its alright really."
"Edna! Its been awhile!" Dumbledore was actually smiling still how could he. I also saw Snape get up and walk over. He grabbed for my hand which i thought would have been a violation- and it was when i took it people gasped and then whispered.
"Lets talk this over in my office." Dumbledore spoke again.
"That's for sure! I won't have her dating such a man!"
"Edna, Edna, you always did have a temper, please be calm."
We reached his office in what was a haven for me, as soon as we were out to doors I was upon Sev, crying again. He just hugged me and told me everything was going to be ok.
"You knew he was a death eater?! All of you knew! and did nothing. Albus did you know she was dating him?"
"Yes and yes, and I also know Severus is not a follower anymore."
"Grandmother its alright really."
"You are dating the follower of a man I once killed!"
"Yes I know that. I am aware. But no thanks to you! Were you guys ever going to tell me why I couldn't use my name? Were you ever!?"
"Well-"
"You weren't going to were you! I can't believe this!"
"Katarina you need to be calm too. We can all sort this out!"
"I'll help you Albus, She will not be dating that man, And frankly that man shouldn't even be here!"
"That's unfair! I'll date who I want to date! Grandmother, I love him! and He loves me! you would break that up just because of a mistake in his past?! We all make mistakes grandma!"
"Not that bad!"
"So who cares how big they are! we have all made mistakes, and I don't think his mistake is worth suffering true love."
"Well said Kayla." Dumbledore smiled "I can see your past all too well. I have heard that you also have gotten your grandmothers invisibility cloak. She used it to come and see me at night. Why she didn't apparate like you is another question, but one I didn't ask"
My gosh, they were- they were- girlfriend and boyfriend! I just needed to go now, I was annoyed.
"I'm going to bed."
"Me too, and Kayla will you stay in my room tonight?" I looked at Dumbledore whom just smiled.
"I'd love too." I was just glad to get out of that room.
I fell asleep crying once more, but I was crying on Severus which made it all better, I loved him so.
