April 29 2000
Steve met me after statistics, (the final). I asked him if Mark spoke to him about what I had said to Mark. Steve didn't think crossing over would be good, when he first thought about it. But, the more we spoke, the more he agreed with me.
I can't take this world any longer. I can't live here. I want to cross over, to where people are good. And I'd be good, leaving behind this corruptible flesh. I'd go where there is love.
TJ's the only one who was really ever protecting me. And I was told he's not real. My brother not real?
Steve wants to go see a movie, spend some more time with me. If I could only be with him, and all my friends. I'm hating it here more and more each day.
Mark doesn't think the medication will wipe out my vision. He and TJ went with me to my appointment on Wednesday. TJ wanted Mark there to make sure they game me medication that would be okay. I hope Mark is right. How can it be tested? How can anyone know what ANY drugs will do to the connection to other worlds?
Steve met me after statistics, (the final). I asked him if Mark spoke to him about what I had said to Mark. Steve didn't think crossing over would be good, when he first thought about it. But, the more we spoke, the more he agreed with me.
I can't take this world any longer. I can't live here. I want to cross over, to where people are good. And I'd be good, leaving behind this corruptible flesh. I'd go where there is love.
TJ's the only one who was really ever protecting me. And I was told he's not real. My brother not real?
Steve wants to go see a movie, spend some more time with me. If I could only be with him, and all my friends. I'm hating it here more and more each day.
Mark doesn't think the medication will wipe out my vision. He and TJ went with me to my appointment on Wednesday. TJ wanted Mark there to make sure they game me medication that would be okay. I hope Mark is right. How can it be tested? How can anyone know what ANY drugs will do to the connection to other worlds?
