Not My Trance
Summary: I guess this is sort o goes along with MY HARPER. But this time it's from Harper's slightly confused self. Let me know if you want me to continue the "story".
Disclaimers: Still not mine. Andromeda belongs to Gene Rodenberry and the people who own his stuff. No infringements intended upon anyone's rights. Lyrics to CAN'T LOOSE YOU belong to CAEDMANS CALL.
So you're gone, but I know you're not so far away
You're a call on the phone or a ride on a plane
But that just isn't the same, yeah well
That's ok because I was never home anyway
So now everyone's evolving and I am jus the same
As I was ten years ago, but I don't know
Maybe the simple life is more the way to go
But then again, I'm mostly all alone
'Cause I'm loosing everyone
But I know I can't loose you
And maybe my time will come
But I know I can't loose you
The older I get well the more that life is making sense
And it's similar to traffic or being president
'Cause I'm not the one in control
You grab a hold
I'm just a hammer helping to nail the future down
But it's getting hard [watching] my friends leave town
'Cause I'm loosing everyone
But I know I can't loose you
And maybe my time will come
But I know I can't loose you
But maybe I missed the nose right on my face
For what's just passed it
And maybe I have the gift that everyone speaks so highly of
Funny how nobody wants it
'Cause I'm loosing everyone
But I know I can't loose you
And maybe my time will come
But I know I can't loose you
I CAN"T LOOSE YOU by: CAEDMANS CALL
You're not Trance!
I don't care how much you about her, or for that matter, about me. You don't know as much as you think you may know. Even if you are you. you're still not you.
Maybe someday I'll understand why everyone I… care… for always has to leave me or die.
My parents, my cousins …and now you.
So you haven't really left, you've just "grown up".
Then why do I hurt when I think of you?
If you were you, and really here, since you apparently haven't left, then I would be ever so happy and just go about my life as if my best friend wasn't dead.
O sure, I'll be nice. I'll even talk to you like one would to a friend. I'll play the game and fool everyone. I've gotten good at it over the years.
I'll pretend it doesn't hurt every time I look at you, every time I talk to you, every moment of my life.
But , I will. And I won't be okay.
It's nothing against you.
You seem nice enough, but
She was my BEST FRIEND.
I loved her.
I never told her, but I loved her, and I'll cherish that one kiss from her till my death and beyond.
But, I can never love you.
You may be Trance Gemini, but you're not Trance.
You're, NOT MY TRANCE!
Summary: I guess this is sort o goes along with MY HARPER. But this time it's from Harper's slightly confused self. Let me know if you want me to continue the "story".
Disclaimers: Still not mine. Andromeda belongs to Gene Rodenberry and the people who own his stuff. No infringements intended upon anyone's rights. Lyrics to CAN'T LOOSE YOU belong to CAEDMANS CALL.
So you're gone, but I know you're not so far away
You're a call on the phone or a ride on a plane
But that just isn't the same, yeah well
That's ok because I was never home anyway
So now everyone's evolving and I am jus the same
As I was ten years ago, but I don't know
Maybe the simple life is more the way to go
But then again, I'm mostly all alone
'Cause I'm loosing everyone
But I know I can't loose you
And maybe my time will come
But I know I can't loose you
The older I get well the more that life is making sense
And it's similar to traffic or being president
'Cause I'm not the one in control
You grab a hold
I'm just a hammer helping to nail the future down
But it's getting hard [watching] my friends leave town
'Cause I'm loosing everyone
But I know I can't loose you
And maybe my time will come
But I know I can't loose you
But maybe I missed the nose right on my face
For what's just passed it
And maybe I have the gift that everyone speaks so highly of
Funny how nobody wants it
'Cause I'm loosing everyone
But I know I can't loose you
And maybe my time will come
But I know I can't loose you
I CAN"T LOOSE YOU by: CAEDMANS CALL
You're not Trance!
I don't care how much you about her, or for that matter, about me. You don't know as much as you think you may know. Even if you are you. you're still not you.
Maybe someday I'll understand why everyone I… care… for always has to leave me or die.
My parents, my cousins …and now you.
So you haven't really left, you've just "grown up".
Then why do I hurt when I think of you?
If you were you, and really here, since you apparently haven't left, then I would be ever so happy and just go about my life as if my best friend wasn't dead.
O sure, I'll be nice. I'll even talk to you like one would to a friend. I'll play the game and fool everyone. I've gotten good at it over the years.
I'll pretend it doesn't hurt every time I look at you, every time I talk to you, every moment of my life.
But , I will. And I won't be okay.
It's nothing against you.
You seem nice enough, but
She was my BEST FRIEND.
I loved her.
I never told her, but I loved her, and I'll cherish that one kiss from her till my death and beyond.
But, I can never love you.
You may be Trance Gemini, but you're not Trance.
You're, NOT MY TRANCE!
