Authors notes: Here's chapter two for the fic. I know the chapter is kinda short. Sorry. This is about Daisuke's feelings. I hope it's ok. Thanks for all the nice reviews, I got for the first chapter. ^_^
Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon.
Impossible Love: Chapter two.
Daisuke sat on the floor, curled up in a rope of blankets. Thunder echoed through the sky loudly. He winced and covered the blankets over himself. As silly as it might seem, he was afraid of thunder and lighting, ever since he was a little kid. If the others knew, he would be a laughing stock. There was only one person he told, the one person he knew wouldn't tell anybody. Ken Ichijouji. Ken was Daisuke's best friend. They had been friends for a very long time now, and Daisuke was glad. He'd never had a friend quite like Ken. He was so different from everyone else. So quite, so gentle, so mysterious…
Tears ran down Daisuke's cheeks as he thought about Hikari. About how she rejected him. It happened two months ago, but he could never really let go. He missed her so much, and since the incident, she never talked to him much. Instead he went off with Takeru, Daisuke's rival for Hikari's heart. And it looked like he had won. He knew this would happen, it was bounded to sometime or another. All the other Digidestined thought Hiakri and Takeru made the perfect couple and were so cute together. Daisuke didn't know if it was just because they're Crest's were similar and worked together, or if it was because both had went to the Digital world before him when they were younger. But he thought mostly it was because the two were best friends.
But Daisuke was determined to win Hikari, he wouldn't give up, even if he knew he would probably loose. Daisuke wouldn't give up on anything, he always do his best to encourage the others, even if they didn't like his advice. This was a very good point about him.
He sighed as he looked over at Chibimon. He was fast asleep, carefree and snoring very loudly. Daisuke chuckled a bit. This was how he, use to be, but now that had all changed. All he wanted was to be alone. He couldn't bear to see Takeru or Hikari together. The pain would hurt him too much. They saved the Digital world so many times, and always came up with solutions, but Daisuke couldn't think of one for this problem.
"How to mend a broken heart? I wonder if it can be mended. I wish this pain would just go away. It's been like this for weeks, it's not fair. Why does everything bad have to happen to me? Maybe I have been wasting all my time, waiting for Hikari. Miyako always said I was delusional, but I was to busy chasing Hikari to understand that. Everyone was right…."
"What did I do wrong, I tried everything to try and please her, but nothing worked." Daisuke sighed, wiping the tears away from his eyes. "Life just isn't fair…" Daisuke looked up from underneath the blanket. A large bolt of lighting blasted through the sky. Daisuke felt over in fright. He felt so embarrassed. The Digidestined with the Digi-egg of Courage, afraid of Lighting? He was amazed that Ken didn't laugh at him when he told him. He didn't even giggle. Daisuke was grateful for this. Ken was always very sympathetic and kind.
To everyone, both were so different. They all thought Daisuke was obnoxious and annoying, while Ken was sweet and quiet. "That's not what they thought, when he was the Digimon Kaiser. Only I did." Daisuke had faith that Ken would join the Digidestined ever since the day he met him, and of course that day hadn't been so pleasant. Ken had chained him and Veemon to a wall and was going to turn Veemon into a slave.
One of Daisuke's best days was when Ken became good and joined them. He thought back to that day, a smile spread across. "It's been a while since I've seen Ken. I'd better phone him soon." It was very annoying how him and Ken lived so far apart from each other. They would always have to take the train to see each other. Although they lived far away, this did not put a damper on their friendship. "I wonder why Ken is so different compared to the other Digidestined. He's so different from Hikari, I would love him more than I could ever love her…." Daisuke stopped, realising what he had just said. "Did I just say I loved Ken!" Daisuke gasped at the thought. He couldn't really love Ken could he? "How can I say that? Ken's my best friend, I can't love him…."
He sighed, trying to get the thought out of his head. But it failed. He knew it was wrong to think like that, but at the same time, he liked the thought. "This is stupid, I don't really love him. Do I?" The thunder and lightning outside seemed to stop. Daisuke switched on his lamp and snuggled up into bed. He grapped the pillow and squeezed it tightly towards his chest. He yawned loudly. "I'm being stupid, I'm just thinking all this up because I'm tired. I don't really believe it. I couldn't love him…."
Authors Notes: I hope that was ok. The next chapter will be up very soon, if someone wants it to. Please review.