Boy it's taken me a while to get to this point!!!!This is the last chapter and one thing is gonna happen and yeah. I don't know why it's taken me so long to get here! For a plot line revaltivly simplistic you'd think I coulda finished this sooner. This is gonna be shortish cuz..well you'll see. Anyhoo here it is chapter three.

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Yamato shivered as Jyou ran a hand lightly down his back. His lips were once again pressed against his hotly every movement demanding. Jyou was sitting cross legged with the slightly shaking Yamato in his lap. One arm wrapped posesivly about the blondes waist. Yamato rested his hands lightly on Jyou's shoulders more for support and a place to put them then to draw them closer.

This had been a typical scene for the last few days. Once Yamato was done his work for the day Jyou would track him down and begin kissing him and touching him.

Each day he became more forward and daring. He'd started going farther then Taichi had ever dared. Even now he'd started pushing the limits to see how far Yamato would allow him to continue.

Yamato's shirt was on the ground while Jyou's hand roamed across his skin. The arm around his waist kept him from pulling back while Jyou placed warm kisses along his neck and collar bone. Yamato squirmed a bit as Jyou rubbed his fingers against one of his nipples, pinching at the sensitive flesh.

Jyou titled his head up once again claimed Yamato's mouth with his own. He trailed his hand across to his side and ran lightly down to his thigh. He started tugging Yamato's leg around until he was sitting with a leg on either side of Jyou's waist.

Yamato gasped and tried to pull back, in this position he could feel Jyou's arousal against hips. While it did feel good he did not want to be like this any more.

But Jyou wouldn't let him stand up. He pulled Yamato closer with the arm about his waist and smiled up at the blonde when he gasped again.

"What? I thought you'd like sitting like this better." He said gently using his free arm to trace Yamato's jaw then grabbing the back of his neck pulling him dow for another kiss.

He wouldn't have it. Yamato quickly pushed the blue haired boy away and stood up s quickly as he could. He stood there breathing heavily for a moment then grabbed his shirt and began to walk away.

Jyou stared after him for a while a look of frustrated tension on his face but then stood up and quickly caught up with the blonde.

Yamato froze as he felt Jyou come up behind him and wrap his skinny arms around him.

"Oh come on Yamato."He said slowly as Yamato just stood there looking at the ground.

"Stop being such a prude. I know you liked it." He said as he began to kiss Yamato's neck gently.

*I can't do this anymore.....I can't do this to Taichi...*

Yamato's mind thought franticly as he once again tried to move away from Jyou. He'd started this because he'd been lonely and had hoped to forget. But he still felt lonely and now ashamed. If he ever saw Taichi again he wasn't sure if he could look him in the eye anymore.

Jyou seemed to sense how Yamato was feeling because instead of just letting him go as he had on other occasions. This time he made a low sound in the back of his throat and simply pulled Yamato closer.

"Don't lie to yourself Ishida." He said in an angry tone.

Yamato was slightly shocked. While he'd leaned that there was more to Jyou then the hesitation and fretfulness he didn't expect this.

Then he gasped and shuddered going limp against Jyou's slender frame as a heady dose of sensation shivered through his body. The older boy had quickly reached down into Yamato's pants to curve slender fingers around him.

"This tells me you do want this Ishida." Jyou whispered in his ear, moving his hand gently.

Yamato could only close his eyes and whimper as Jyou worked his erection. He was ashamed of himself for becoming excited in the first place but this was almost too much. He felt his legs go underneath him and Jyou slowly lowered him onto the ground.

He moaned quietly shaking all over while Jyou held him against him. He kissed the side of Yamato's neck smiling against his skin every time Yamato sighed and moaned in pleasure.

"See, what did I tell you." Jyou said quietly in his ear at one point.

Yamato didn't responde but his mind cried at his weakness that he couldn't break away from Jyou. He couldn't just walk away and stay faithful to taichi from that point on. His body had betrayed him.

Soon he came making a mess of his jeans. Jyou chuckled and removed his hand from Yamato's pants as he trembled with conflicting emotions. Jyou stood up a smiled before walking away shaking the mess off his hand.

Yamato could only lie there head bowed completely ashamed of what he'd allowed his friend to do.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~Jyou

Jyou walked back to where he and Yamato had set up their camp. He'd thoroughly enjoyed controlling the blonde boy like he had. After that he'd had a ragging hard on himself. The entire experience had been delicious.

He recharged the fire until it was going nicely and sat down on his set of blankets to wait. He knew that after that Yamato would seek him out before long. The same had happened after their first makeout session. He'd avoided him for a while but had eventually approached Jyou again.

*Today and this situation should be no different.*

He paused in his thoughts for a moment unsure as to whether Yamato would approach him. He knew Yamato would be hesitant and try and restrain himself.

*But if I play this right he'll fall willingly into my arms...*

~~~~~~~~~~~~~Yamato(I'm being so mean to him...wonder why..)

He sat there shaking for the better part of an hour agonizing over what had happened. He couldn't even say to himself that he hadn't enjoyed it. In fact just thinking about what Jyou had done was exciting him again. He tried not to but his reaction seemed beyond his control.

*I'm sorry Taichi...I couldn't....it was.....*

The tension grew gradually and soon he admitted defeat. There was no getting around this and in fact Yamato wasn't sure he could...

*Snap out of it Yamato! Your not just gonna give up. You'll wait and not even look that....him. It's not so bad...not at all...*

He finally got up resolved to go back to the camp site and simply go to sleep. It had been a long day and he was tired. Though he tried not to think of why.

Jyou was sitting at camp eating some of the left overs from their work at the diner. Yamato sat down on his blankets across from him and refused to look up. Even though he could feel Jyou's eyes looking at him.

"Yamato.."Jyou said but Yamato didn't look up.

"Yamato....I don't think you can just ignore this." He said his voce light and untroubled.

It was the same tone he'd used before with out the frustration and anger in it. He sounded more smug now as if he knew Yamato would break.

Then despite himself he looked up and instantly wished he hadn't. Jyou was looking at him with smoldering black eyes. He smiled with satisfaction when the blonde looked at him obviously he'd seen what he'd wanted.

Yamato looked quickly back down but it was too late. He heard Jyou stand up and walk slowly to his side of the fire. He stopped next to him and knelt down behind him on the blankets.

Jyou wrapped his arms around Yamato's waist this time undoing his pants before reaching down farther. Yamato moaned at the touch and leaned his head back against Jyou's shoulder. The older boy pulled Yamato up until they were both on their knee's. Jyou pulled Yamato's pants down all the way and he shivered in the cold air. He heard the sound as Jyou pulled his pants down while slowly pushing Yamato onto his hands.

While he felt frightened he ignored the tremors of fear running down his spine. He didn't know what Jyou was planning, not really but he had a feeling Jyou was going to like it more then he would. He felt Jyou lean over him and gasped as he was invaded by Jyou's fingers. As realization dawned on him one thought once again repeated itself through his mind.

*I'm sorry Taichi...I'm so sorry...*

~~~~~~~~~~~~Still Mattykins

He lay next to Jyou on the blankets the older boy pressed close against his back. It had hurt. It had hurt a lot and he felt no better for it. Jyou seemed happy though but then he was always happy after doing something to him. Whether it had just been kissing or now...this.

He still hurt but in more ways then one. He didn't know if he could allow Jyou to do that again. It had hurt to much. His body ached and his soul cried. He'd want something like that to have been spacial something more then a rough tumble by the fire. Impersonal too. All he'd done was stare at the fire blankly and try not to sob with shame and pain.

*I can never tell him.*

The realization hurt but he knew Taichi would never understand how or why he'd put up no resistance. How he'd almost asked for every violent thrust. How he'd eventually began to enjoy the feelings that had coursed through his body.

Closing eyes against the tears that threatened he fell asleep hopping for this nightmare to be over soon or never to have happened.

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Well that was that. Just an epilogue now. Short and to the point. This might seem pointless but it's a lead up to a much longer fic that I'm dying to write. After Hope in Despair. And Onni san and Over for the Weekend and other such fics I'm writing that aren't anywhere near being done. Sept for Hope In Despair, that's almost done. Well anyway enjoy and look around for the last bit! R&RR&R&R&R&&R&R&R&&R&R!