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Disclainer: nope nope not mine but the scene is mine so don't take it!
Note: I don't know this just sorta came to me, decide who you think the character is, I'm not going to tell you who it was in my mind when I wrote it. But maybe you can figure it out or come up with a few guesses... It really doesn't tie in at all to the books or the movie it's just sort of an AU scene that I couldn't get out of my mind so yeah. ^_^:
'Darkness'
By: Jaya
Slowly I raise from the darkness that hs permeated my mind, and everything else. but there is something different in this world now. that since ray of light that shindes down from the hole above my head. For a moment I can almost imagine that this nightmare is no more, feel the wind of the outside world, the light of the sun, or the cool of the moon.
But ney, sorrow like the darkness tumbles in again, the doubts I have kept a bay for so long; haunted. Even when my eyes close I see it all to oclearning, agin and again. The bitter tasted of my own fate, the silver thread of hope that i still cling to. what will happen when it too snaps.
The grime upon my body like the bitter darkness in my soul. blood, and hatred, pain, anger, and agony. sorrow. The ever present face that dances before my eyes when I close them, and the living dreams inside my mind. they hold no true comfort, not the warmpth of reality. A refuse from the darkness none the less, yet even the cold steal evades even there and I can not draw far enough away from it.
Where those whispered words true? I can not bear the thought that they two would share my fate. To think of such proud a figure bent and broken is something my heart can not bear. Like the tears, and the cries in my mind. what holds me back? I know the answer yet why do I hide from it as well.... Afraid to hope and afraid to let it go. Aye, too much
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Disclainer: nope nope not mine but the scene is mine so don't take it!
Note: I don't know this just sorta came to me, decide who you think the character is, I'm not going to tell you who it was in my mind when I wrote it. But maybe you can figure it out or come up with a few guesses... It really doesn't tie in at all to the books or the movie it's just sort of an AU scene that I couldn't get out of my mind so yeah. ^_^:
'Darkness'
By: Jaya
Slowly I raise from the darkness that hs permeated my mind, and everything else. but there is something different in this world now. that since ray of light that shindes down from the hole above my head. For a moment I can almost imagine that this nightmare is no more, feel the wind of the outside world, the light of the sun, or the cool of the moon.
But ney, sorrow like the darkness tumbles in again, the doubts I have kept a bay for so long; haunted. Even when my eyes close I see it all to oclearning, agin and again. The bitter tasted of my own fate, the silver thread of hope that i still cling to. what will happen when it too snaps.
The grime upon my body like the bitter darkness in my soul. blood, and hatred, pain, anger, and agony. sorrow. The ever present face that dances before my eyes when I close them, and the living dreams inside my mind. they hold no true comfort, not the warmpth of reality. A refuse from the darkness none the less, yet even the cold steal evades even there and I can not draw far enough away from it.
Where those whispered words true? I can not bear the thought that they two would share my fate. To think of such proud a figure bent and broken is something my heart can not bear. Like the tears, and the cries in my mind. what holds me back? I know the answer yet why do I hide from it as well.... Afraid to hope and afraid to let it go. Aye, too much
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