My Lovers Gone
By KangaKilla
Dedicated to me I HAVE FINISHED SCHOOL FOR THE YEAR (I got one more
year left) WOHOO Holidays
(I still have exams though) BUT SCHOOLS FINNISHED
Songfic
My lover's gone,
his boots no longer by my door,
he left at dawn,
and as I slept I felt him go
It shouldn't have happened, he was supposed to be the strongest, he
told me over and over that he wasn't weak; I can't believe that I let
myself believe him. He's gone, never to return, what am I supposed to
do? I know I have to keep living, but he was my all, my life, my soul,
we were one, how could he just die like that? I want him back, I want
him to hold me close and tell me that everything is alright, that
nothing will hurt me because he is there and he wouldn't let anything
happen to me ever! Oh Vejita I need you so.
Returns no more,
I will not watch the ocean,
my lover's gone,
no earthly ships will ever
Bring him home again,
bring him home again
He can't come back, he's already been wished back by the dragon balls
and he can't come back. I hate the dragon balls for not being more
powerful; they wont let me have what I want. I want him back, let me
have him back, I need him.
I cry myself to sleep, I know Vejita would just smirk at me and call
me weak, but I am weak, he was my strength, I didn't know that as much
as I do now. He was the strongest person I knew and then he died,
killed by those damned androids, and I felt so helpless, I still do.
If Vejita could be destroyed then so can I, I had always felt
invincible when I was around him, but now he's gone I'm nothing, I
need to be strong for Trunks but I cant, what that lavender haired boy
said is true, Vejita would be destroyed by the androids and even with
his warning it still happened. I'm so afraid; he'll never be there to
yell at me to make food, to make jokes about me, to hold me. I'm lost
without you Vejita.
My lover's gone,
I know that kiss will be my last,
no more his song,
the tune upon his lips has passed
I sing alone,
while I watch the ocean,
I let the world pass, I do nothing but sit there watching the people
with busy and happy lives like there is not a care in the world, they
don't feel my pain and I hate them for it. Do they know what its like
to lose a part of you? Do they realise that it eats away at you and
before you know it you want to die just to be with them, that the pull
is so strong that you almost give up to it but you don't because the
person you love would think that you were weak and that you don't want
them to think of you that way. That your mind gets so messed up that
you don't know what your doing half the time. Do they know that these
things are going on in my mind? That I'm dieing inside, that I'm
folding in on myself? No, because they don't care! The only one who
ever cared for me was Vejita, I know he did, and I know he knew I
loved him.
My lover's gone,
no earthly ships will ever bring him home again,
bring him home again
I've been thinking, well that's really all I can do in my sorry state,
but I've realised that if I want Vejita to see how strong I am then I
have to get passed the fact that he's not going to be coming back,
I've dealt with it before, although it was a different circumstance I
still got through it, and in the end I will be with my Saiya-jin no
Ouji and no one can stop me! I will have my prince at the end of my
life, make no mistake about that!
Crap huh? Yeah well stuff you in the bin!!!!!
:P
Song by Dido
By KangaKilla
Dedicated to me I HAVE FINISHED SCHOOL FOR THE YEAR (I got one more
year left) WOHOO Holidays
(I still have exams though) BUT SCHOOLS FINNISHED
Songfic
My lover's gone,
his boots no longer by my door,
he left at dawn,
and as I slept I felt him go
It shouldn't have happened, he was supposed to be the strongest, he
told me over and over that he wasn't weak; I can't believe that I let
myself believe him. He's gone, never to return, what am I supposed to
do? I know I have to keep living, but he was my all, my life, my soul,
we were one, how could he just die like that? I want him back, I want
him to hold me close and tell me that everything is alright, that
nothing will hurt me because he is there and he wouldn't let anything
happen to me ever! Oh Vejita I need you so.
Returns no more,
I will not watch the ocean,
my lover's gone,
no earthly ships will ever
Bring him home again,
bring him home again
He can't come back, he's already been wished back by the dragon balls
and he can't come back. I hate the dragon balls for not being more
powerful; they wont let me have what I want. I want him back, let me
have him back, I need him.
I cry myself to sleep, I know Vejita would just smirk at me and call
me weak, but I am weak, he was my strength, I didn't know that as much
as I do now. He was the strongest person I knew and then he died,
killed by those damned androids, and I felt so helpless, I still do.
If Vejita could be destroyed then so can I, I had always felt
invincible when I was around him, but now he's gone I'm nothing, I
need to be strong for Trunks but I cant, what that lavender haired boy
said is true, Vejita would be destroyed by the androids and even with
his warning it still happened. I'm so afraid; he'll never be there to
yell at me to make food, to make jokes about me, to hold me. I'm lost
without you Vejita.
My lover's gone,
I know that kiss will be my last,
no more his song,
the tune upon his lips has passed
I sing alone,
while I watch the ocean,
I let the world pass, I do nothing but sit there watching the people
with busy and happy lives like there is not a care in the world, they
don't feel my pain and I hate them for it. Do they know what its like
to lose a part of you? Do they realise that it eats away at you and
before you know it you want to die just to be with them, that the pull
is so strong that you almost give up to it but you don't because the
person you love would think that you were weak and that you don't want
them to think of you that way. That your mind gets so messed up that
you don't know what your doing half the time. Do they know that these
things are going on in my mind? That I'm dieing inside, that I'm
folding in on myself? No, because they don't care! The only one who
ever cared for me was Vejita, I know he did, and I know he knew I
loved him.
My lover's gone,
no earthly ships will ever bring him home again,
bring him home again
I've been thinking, well that's really all I can do in my sorry state,
but I've realised that if I want Vejita to see how strong I am then I
have to get passed the fact that he's not going to be coming back,
I've dealt with it before, although it was a different circumstance I
still got through it, and in the end I will be with my Saiya-jin no
Ouji and no one can stop me! I will have my prince at the end of my
life, make no mistake about that!
Crap huh? Yeah well stuff you in the bin!!!!!
:P
Song by Dido