Well, just so no one kills me before they get to the end of this chapter, this is not really a chapter, this is a pathetic excuse for an apology, but i'll try anyway. I moved and i didn't have a computer for a while and then i wasn't into this story so much and it took me a while to pick it back up but i'm going to try to make this next chapter (after this one) very long with a lot of tying up of loose ends, but first i have to re-read all my notes and get a new story line drawn out for this. I guess if i had my own beta reader this would go much faster so any takers and i'll be good to get this out there very very very very soon.