My Mistakes in Life
By [1]Pikablu
Part 18: ...with Newfound Fears
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(Later that night)
I love my life. Now that I'm with Samuel, everything is... so perfect... Or so I thought. After the night of... well... "Sweet Passion," we talked about life and how this would affect his work and our whole lives.
"Delia?"
"Yeah, honey?"
"I want to ask you something."
"You already did... but go on."
He stared deep in my eyes; I didn't know what he was going to say.
"Delia, I love you, and you love me. We've known each other since college."
"I know that, Sam."
"Marry me!"
"Marry you?"
"Yes... Marry me."
"Oh, Sam... I'd love to--"
"GREAT! WE'LL HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE... YOU AND ME, ME AND YOU AND--"
"Sam!"
"Huh?"
"I'd love to marry you... but I can't."
"What? Why?"
"Sam... you have a son--"
"I know I was married before, but that was a mistake... Well... I do love my son and all, but--"
"Listen to me!"
"What? I want you! I love you, Delia, and I... I WANT you to live with me, here... You'll be safe, and I have enough food and money to take care of the both of you."
I took a deep breath. "Samuel, you see... if we do get married... it WILL ruin your whole family's lives and even others. I really don't want them hating us or the baby. Also, people will not respect you and will talk badly about us. I know a lot of people who will. And if I do... you know that Giovanni will find out I'm here and I'm with you... If he tried to get my baby, I'd--"
I started to cry. Samuel held me close and gave me a kiss on my moist lips. Then I stopped crying to rest my head on Samuel's shoulders.
"What is our little boy's name going to be?" he asked.
"I don't know."
"Bob!"
"Bob? I really don't like that name," I laughed. (A/N: yes, yes... if you've seen Pokemon 2000, then you'll laugh at my inside joke!)
"Yeah... Hm... what about... Peter!"
"Um... no."
"Alex?"
"No way."
"Jason?"
"No-no-no... What about Danny?"
"Heck no!"
"You decide!"
"Mark?"
"Mark? I think not!"
"Wow, I never knew choosing a name was so hard! My ex-wife just named our son just like that!" he said, then laughed a little.
"Well, I guess we'll decide later," I sighed, smiling and giving him a kiss.
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What's in a name?
May wanted us to take her to the art museum. We walked around for a while looking at paintings. May's father and mother came with us. May wanted to keep going, but I was a little tired of walking and Samuel knew it.
"Take May. I'll stay here with Delia. I really think she should rest for a while."
"Sure, Dad. Come on, May, want to see a painting of a pony?"
"Yeah!" They walked away with May. I sat on a bench and looked at the paintings around us. "Nice, huh?" Samuel said. "I wonder how much time they spend painting."
"Yeah, I never heard of a pokemon museum before."
"It's a museum, only this one has pokemon."
"No... really?" I asked sarcastically.
He smirked, then walked to a painting. "Hey, Delia, look at this painting."
I got up and walked to Samuel. "Oh, this painting is so beautiful."
The painting was colorful; it was also painted by an artist who was once a pokemon master. Pokemon masters are people who fought in battles and in gyms to get badges. At first, they are only called "trainers." To become a master they must defeat the head on the Pokemon League. This painting's frame was silver and gold. The painting had a pichu in it. This pichu was part pokemon and looked part human. I loved it so much. The frame had the artist's name on it. There was some information at the bottom, as well as a quote from the artist.
"I served in war, I served in battles.
I believe that I was god's messenger, because I was born to protect the world.
I am the one sworn to help whoever they are, family, enemies or my foes.
I am the sun in the sky.
I believe that I must not give up in whatever I want to do or be.
If I fall, I must stand up.
I am stronger than anyone, not by the strength of my arms, but by the strength of my heart.
Pokemon are my life. I lived loving them and I'll die loving them."
Painted by Ash Righthorn
When I felt a little pain in my stomach, I covered it with my arms and bent down a little.
"Delia? Are you ok?"
"I'm fine." I started to laugh.
"You sure?"
"Yeah. The baby just gave me a kick, that's all."
"Ash..."
"Ow! He did it again," I said, feeling my stomach.
The ray of the afternoon sun shone down on the painting. It was a beautiful sight. It reminded me of all the good times I had with everyone I once knew, even my mother. That painting made me feel free and alive again, just like Samuel does every time I see his face.
"I love this painting. I wish I could take it home with me," I said, my eyes full of deep dreams.
"ASH!" Sam yelled out happily.
"Huh?"
"Ash! Our baby should have the name Ash... don't you think so?"
I looked at the painting once more and smiled. "Ash... I love it!" I said, rubbing my stomach.
"Ok, Ash it is!"
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5 months have passed
"I am as big as a house," I cried, not wanting to get out of bed.
"No, you're not. Even if you are, I'll still love... um... well... I... love... um... you know... Um... your cooking!" Samuel teased.
"You'll never change," I joked, rubbing Samuel's face.
May was at home. She was so happy that her new baby brother is here. His name is Gary. He's so cute, and May is really close to him. I still say she looks like a china doll.
As we got to the house, I put some of my bags down. I had been shopping for little clothes that Ash will need. I can't believe it; I'm going to be a mommy. Well, a mommy all over again, anyway. I get depressed at night thinking about my other baby. Samuel knows why, and he respects that. When I go downstairs at night, he doesn't come down with me, he leaves me alone so I may clear my head a little. Samuel knows everything. In order to show him that I really do care, I don't lie to him. I'll tell him the truth, and I'll tell him everything. I don't want to lose him... not again.
I haven't heard from Christina for a long time now. I think her baby is about... one or two years old. I hope I get to reach her, and I hope she's not still mad at me.
After all that shopping, I just wanted to be with Sam. I put all the food away. When I was going up the stairs, Samuel picked me up. At least, he tried to pick me up.
"SAM! Put me down! COME ON! STOP TRYING!"
"No, that's ok... I got ya," he said, picking me back up. His face was red.
"Come on, put me down!"
"Fine," he said, slowly putting me back down. I walked upstairs and he followed me up. As I put all the clothes in the dresser, Sam walked in the room wearing only an evil grin.
"Ready?" he asked.
I rolled my eyes and sighed.
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Unwanted guest
Ding Dong! Samuel put on his clothes and walked downstairs. I heard what was going on from the bedroom.
"Professor Oak, we need you to come with us. We discovered a rare pokemon, Dragonite. You need to come with us," Professor Ivy explained.
(A/N: this is back then when there were 100 pokemon discovered... or something like that! Lol)
"I'll be there. Just let me get some stuff."
"Ok, sir."
Samuel closed the door and walked upstairs to see me wrapped up in my sheet, looking at him.
"I have to--"
"I know... Be careful."
"You too." Samuel leaned over and kissed my lips, then walked back downstairs.
(An hour later)
After my shower, I was dressed in my "fat clothes." I really didn't like to have a big belly. I decided to watch a movie in the front room. I felt my son through my stomach. I didn't know that it would be the last time.
Ding Dong! the doorbell rang.
"I'm coming, please wait." My shirt was so large that, if you looked at me, you would think I'm big, not that I'm going have a baby.
I opened the door to see my ex-husband. I gasped and felt my hands shaking. How did he find me? I asked myself. My mouth opened, and I thought I was going to cry.
"Remember me?" he asked with a smile.
"Get away from me," I warned him, backing away.
"I can't believe you would sink that low. You know I cared about you."
"Yes, you did, but you never loved me! And how did you find me?" I asked as I backed away even more. He kept walking towards me. Soon I slipped on the rug and fell on my back.
Giovanni pinned me to the floor. "I have my ways to track you down--like the dog you are."
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I cried and screamed.
"You left me and our son... but I'm going to be very nice to you and let you come back. I won't yell at you. I'll act like nothing happened if you come back with me." I gave him an angry look, then spit in his face. He tightened his grip and kept me locked down. My legs were the only part of my body that was moving; my head and hands were on the floor.
"Now, I'll ask one more time--"
"I HATE YOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!" I screamed, struggling harder. I can't give up; I can't let him win over my life! Only God could help me now!
"You $%%$%!" he swore, then hit my face. It hurt, but I finally had the chance to get out! I bit his arm. As he yelled in pain, I pushed him away from me and crawled towards the door. I had to get free...
As I reached the door, I saw Giovanni's shadow.
He grabbed my arm and turned me around. Before he got the chance to do anything...
"FREEZE!" Officer Jenny said, pointing the gun to the back of his head.
Right then I fainted. I saw nothing but pitch black.
I'm so sorry, Giovanni fans! I love Giovanni too, but I needed to put that part in... You'll understand in part 2. It's almost done... I only need S T U V W X Y Z, LOL! I'm making the alphabet, heh heh! Flames? Comments? Come on, people... I hadn't gotten any E-mail's! Ok then, by the way, I wrote that thing the painter said! I love it! When I wrote it I thought it would be too dorky, but it came out good! Bye bye!
[2]PIKA (o^_~o) BLU THE PIKACHU
References
1. mailto:PikadaBlu@aol.com
2. mailto:PikadaBlu@aol.com
By [1]Pikablu
Part 18: ...with Newfound Fears
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(Later that night)
I love my life. Now that I'm with Samuel, everything is... so perfect... Or so I thought. After the night of... well... "Sweet Passion," we talked about life and how this would affect his work and our whole lives.
"Delia?"
"Yeah, honey?"
"I want to ask you something."
"You already did... but go on."
He stared deep in my eyes; I didn't know what he was going to say.
"Delia, I love you, and you love me. We've known each other since college."
"I know that, Sam."
"Marry me!"
"Marry you?"
"Yes... Marry me."
"Oh, Sam... I'd love to--"
"GREAT! WE'LL HAVE A WONDERFUL LIFE... YOU AND ME, ME AND YOU AND--"
"Sam!"
"Huh?"
"I'd love to marry you... but I can't."
"What? Why?"
"Sam... you have a son--"
"I know I was married before, but that was a mistake... Well... I do love my son and all, but--"
"Listen to me!"
"What? I want you! I love you, Delia, and I... I WANT you to live with me, here... You'll be safe, and I have enough food and money to take care of the both of you."
I took a deep breath. "Samuel, you see... if we do get married... it WILL ruin your whole family's lives and even others. I really don't want them hating us or the baby. Also, people will not respect you and will talk badly about us. I know a lot of people who will. And if I do... you know that Giovanni will find out I'm here and I'm with you... If he tried to get my baby, I'd--"
I started to cry. Samuel held me close and gave me a kiss on my moist lips. Then I stopped crying to rest my head on Samuel's shoulders.
"What is our little boy's name going to be?" he asked.
"I don't know."
"Bob!"
"Bob? I really don't like that name," I laughed. (A/N: yes, yes... if you've seen Pokemon 2000, then you'll laugh at my inside joke!)
"Yeah... Hm... what about... Peter!"
"Um... no."
"Alex?"
"No way."
"Jason?"
"No-no-no... What about Danny?"
"Heck no!"
"You decide!"
"Mark?"
"Mark? I think not!"
"Wow, I never knew choosing a name was so hard! My ex-wife just named our son just like that!" he said, then laughed a little.
"Well, I guess we'll decide later," I sighed, smiling and giving him a kiss.
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What's in a name?
May wanted us to take her to the art museum. We walked around for a while looking at paintings. May's father and mother came with us. May wanted to keep going, but I was a little tired of walking and Samuel knew it.
"Take May. I'll stay here with Delia. I really think she should rest for a while."
"Sure, Dad. Come on, May, want to see a painting of a pony?"
"Yeah!" They walked away with May. I sat on a bench and looked at the paintings around us. "Nice, huh?" Samuel said. "I wonder how much time they spend painting."
"Yeah, I never heard of a pokemon museum before."
"It's a museum, only this one has pokemon."
"No... really?" I asked sarcastically.
He smirked, then walked to a painting. "Hey, Delia, look at this painting."
I got up and walked to Samuel. "Oh, this painting is so beautiful."
The painting was colorful; it was also painted by an artist who was once a pokemon master. Pokemon masters are people who fought in battles and in gyms to get badges. At first, they are only called "trainers." To become a master they must defeat the head on the Pokemon League. This painting's frame was silver and gold. The painting had a pichu in it. This pichu was part pokemon and looked part human. I loved it so much. The frame had the artist's name on it. There was some information at the bottom, as well as a quote from the artist.
"I served in war, I served in battles.
I believe that I was god's messenger, because I was born to protect the world.
I am the one sworn to help whoever they are, family, enemies or my foes.
I am the sun in the sky.
I believe that I must not give up in whatever I want to do or be.
If I fall, I must stand up.
I am stronger than anyone, not by the strength of my arms, but by the strength of my heart.
Pokemon are my life. I lived loving them and I'll die loving them."
Painted by Ash Righthorn
When I felt a little pain in my stomach, I covered it with my arms and bent down a little.
"Delia? Are you ok?"
"I'm fine." I started to laugh.
"You sure?"
"Yeah. The baby just gave me a kick, that's all."
"Ash..."
"Ow! He did it again," I said, feeling my stomach.
The ray of the afternoon sun shone down on the painting. It was a beautiful sight. It reminded me of all the good times I had with everyone I once knew, even my mother. That painting made me feel free and alive again, just like Samuel does every time I see his face.
"I love this painting. I wish I could take it home with me," I said, my eyes full of deep dreams.
"ASH!" Sam yelled out happily.
"Huh?"
"Ash! Our baby should have the name Ash... don't you think so?"
I looked at the painting once more and smiled. "Ash... I love it!" I said, rubbing my stomach.
"Ok, Ash it is!"
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5 months have passed
"I am as big as a house," I cried, not wanting to get out of bed.
"No, you're not. Even if you are, I'll still love... um... well... I... love... um... you know... Um... your cooking!" Samuel teased.
"You'll never change," I joked, rubbing Samuel's face.
May was at home. She was so happy that her new baby brother is here. His name is Gary. He's so cute, and May is really close to him. I still say she looks like a china doll.
As we got to the house, I put some of my bags down. I had been shopping for little clothes that Ash will need. I can't believe it; I'm going to be a mommy. Well, a mommy all over again, anyway. I get depressed at night thinking about my other baby. Samuel knows why, and he respects that. When I go downstairs at night, he doesn't come down with me, he leaves me alone so I may clear my head a little. Samuel knows everything. In order to show him that I really do care, I don't lie to him. I'll tell him the truth, and I'll tell him everything. I don't want to lose him... not again.
I haven't heard from Christina for a long time now. I think her baby is about... one or two years old. I hope I get to reach her, and I hope she's not still mad at me.
After all that shopping, I just wanted to be with Sam. I put all the food away. When I was going up the stairs, Samuel picked me up. At least, he tried to pick me up.
"SAM! Put me down! COME ON! STOP TRYING!"
"No, that's ok... I got ya," he said, picking me back up. His face was red.
"Come on, put me down!"
"Fine," he said, slowly putting me back down. I walked upstairs and he followed me up. As I put all the clothes in the dresser, Sam walked in the room wearing only an evil grin.
"Ready?" he asked.
I rolled my eyes and sighed.
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Unwanted guest
Ding Dong! Samuel put on his clothes and walked downstairs. I heard what was going on from the bedroom.
"Professor Oak, we need you to come with us. We discovered a rare pokemon, Dragonite. You need to come with us," Professor Ivy explained.
(A/N: this is back then when there were 100 pokemon discovered... or something like that! Lol)
"I'll be there. Just let me get some stuff."
"Ok, sir."
Samuel closed the door and walked upstairs to see me wrapped up in my sheet, looking at him.
"I have to--"
"I know... Be careful."
"You too." Samuel leaned over and kissed my lips, then walked back downstairs.
(An hour later)
After my shower, I was dressed in my "fat clothes." I really didn't like to have a big belly. I decided to watch a movie in the front room. I felt my son through my stomach. I didn't know that it would be the last time.
Ding Dong! the doorbell rang.
"I'm coming, please wait." My shirt was so large that, if you looked at me, you would think I'm big, not that I'm going have a baby.
I opened the door to see my ex-husband. I gasped and felt my hands shaking. How did he find me? I asked myself. My mouth opened, and I thought I was going to cry.
"Remember me?" he asked with a smile.
"Get away from me," I warned him, backing away.
"I can't believe you would sink that low. You know I cared about you."
"Yes, you did, but you never loved me! And how did you find me?" I asked as I backed away even more. He kept walking towards me. Soon I slipped on the rug and fell on my back.
Giovanni pinned me to the floor. "I have my ways to track you down--like the dog you are."
"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I cried and screamed.
"You left me and our son... but I'm going to be very nice to you and let you come back. I won't yell at you. I'll act like nothing happened if you come back with me." I gave him an angry look, then spit in his face. He tightened his grip and kept me locked down. My legs were the only part of my body that was moving; my head and hands were on the floor.
"Now, I'll ask one more time--"
"I HATE YOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!" I screamed, struggling harder. I can't give up; I can't let him win over my life! Only God could help me now!
"You $%%$%!" he swore, then hit my face. It hurt, but I finally had the chance to get out! I bit his arm. As he yelled in pain, I pushed him away from me and crawled towards the door. I had to get free...
As I reached the door, I saw Giovanni's shadow.
He grabbed my arm and turned me around. Before he got the chance to do anything...
"FREEZE!" Officer Jenny said, pointing the gun to the back of his head.
Right then I fainted. I saw nothing but pitch black.
I'm so sorry, Giovanni fans! I love Giovanni too, but I needed to put that part in... You'll understand in part 2. It's almost done... I only need S T U V W X Y Z, LOL! I'm making the alphabet, heh heh! Flames? Comments? Come on, people... I hadn't gotten any E-mail's! Ok then, by the way, I wrote that thing the painter said! I love it! When I wrote it I thought it would be too dorky, but it came out good! Bye bye!
[2]PIKA (o^_~o) BLU THE PIKACHU
References
1. mailto:PikadaBlu@aol.com
2. mailto:PikadaBlu@aol.com