Have you ever
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By: Buffy Ann Summers
Summary: She wasn't in charge of her life. She was judged without knowing.
She fell in love. And lost. She's been given a new life. With a new slayer
ruling her life. What is Buffy going to do now? B/S.... R/R!!! Please
A/n: *sighs* okay this chapter mayber kinda crappy and all that but please!
bear with me people, I am on a tight schedule and besides .. I have caught
*dramatic backround music* the flu bug! bum-bum-bum! Well .. I only got the
stuffy nose and the headeaches so... If I don't update after a day .. I'll
let you know now.. I'll be dragging my limp body all the way to my computer!
sooo... AGAIN! SORRY IT'S SHORT!!!
Acknowledgements: Yea to Spike, who took Buffy in the back of a fast food
restaraunt!!(maybe in the drive thru too!!) I can't wait for next week's
episode!!!!!
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Sometimes
It's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's
So much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams
Are upside down
And you just
Want to change the way
The world goes round
Tell me
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She smiled as if seen under a diffrent light. Buffy couldn't belive
what she was seeing.
"Hi" the girl greeted with a light smile on her face "I'm Willow"
Buffy blinked twice and blinked once more. Realizing her whole world
had just crumbled behind her, she couldn't say anything.
"Buffy" she forced "Buffy Summers"
The words echoed in her hollowed soul. 'I'M WILLOW' it bounced, over
over. Scaring the lited room with streaks of black. Dark night and dark stars
opened their arms to her cold solitude. With pools of tears and rains of
blood, she welcomed them.
Like a knife brought forth from it's hidden sheath to stab her heart.
She winced as the knife turned. Pain. What had come of this predicament?
Willow smiled and the thought of killing her seemed to vanished. This was a
true joke. Any less the forces could think this as a stand up comedy. This
wasn't. It was a cruel, sick, and twisted punishment. But being the forces
they were, they knew Buffy would have wanted her dead. Willow, who's hair
was pulled back at the moment sat besides her and asked her all sorts of
questions. She had fallen in love with a vampire -but she didn't really say
who. Buffy sighed. This wasn't reality. It was a dimension, where all of the
unspeakable happen.
"How do you like it here?" Willow asked "Is it okay?"
Buffy shrugged, she didn't feel like saying anything. But in doing so
she would have seemed to be rude and ignorant. She forced herself to give a
compliment.
"It's o-okay, I guess. Gile- I mean my watcher never took me anywhere
but home." she lied "but, I'll get use to it"
Willow gave another one of the eerie smiles that was begginning to
get on Buffy's nerves. It was. The smile on her face that crept and robbed
her lips from innocence -made willow seem evil. Was that even possible? Buffy
shook her head. A lifetime or century wouldn't make willow turn into a bad
seed. Or would it? If Spike was still evil, and Willow still on the innocent
school girl act was there still hope that the rest of the people she once
knew would be the same or at least be themselves?
Willow cleared her throat "So.. do you have friends where your from?"
she asked "It must be great to have friends"
Buffy was silent for a moment and thought "Well..." she paused to
make sure she wasn't bound to say anything stupid or confusing "In a way, no.
I-I guess when slaying is a big part of your life.." she thought of what
Kendra had said to her a life ago, it sounded weird so Buffy did some
alterations herself "Socializing just seems to plain.."
Willow nodded "I see what you mean..."
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Have you ever loved
And lost somebody
Wished there was a chance
To say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way
I feel about you and me
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Before she could say anything Giles had walked into the room. Same
old Giles. Buffy sighed once more. She wanted Giles as her watcher more than
anything. And now when she regreted all those times she didn't really take
him seriously.
"Willow" he called "The council wants to see you fit and in shape"
he took one look at his slayer and then to the other girl "Quentin is waiting
for you"
Willow bid Buffy goodbye and left the room. Minutes later, Giles did
too. It got quiet. Silenced crept upon the high shelves and stacks of books.
She couldn't hear anything else, but Buffy sensed someone was in the room.
Watching her from somewhere. Above, around, everywhere. Finding the location
was a bit difficult. Nonetheless she searched. Tracing into long corridors
of books and walls that wisphered secrets uttered long ago. The location of
the library seemed unusual. It seemed dark, but not that bright. Still, the
undenying feeling of someone following her was still there. She hushed
herself to the point where she could hear herself breathe. She thought of the
game Hide and seek. She seeked as the feeling hid. She began to force herself
to belive that no one was there. And when she stopped searching, she heard
the thumping of heavy boots that were walking her way. She didn't move and
yet, watched the walls for any signs of shadows. Again she hushed.
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Have you ever
Felt your heart
Was breaking?
Looking down the road
You should be taking
I should know
'Cause I loved and
Lost the day
I let you go
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It was that moment she felt it close. Spunning around she caught his
gaze. Simple eyes that read the heavens. Simple blue eyes that melted fears
away. Simple blue eyes of long ago. In a duster that hung to the floor, he
stood his ground -not wanting to break the silence that had been held. This
girl. Something about this girl. From the way her hair fell to her shoulders
to the curves of her face. This girl had something. This girl held someone.
He took a step forward not wanting to scare her away. Nevertheless, she
didn't. She looked sad. Like broken wings unable to fly. Her face that told
him everything was not right looked away. Tears held back from her eyes fell
against her will. Was those tears for him? The few droplets that streaked
down her cheeks and down her chin shone brightly with despair. Tears that
fell, robbed her face of the softness it once was. Were those for him?
She looked back and rushed into his arms. Her soul colliding with
his. Touched from the extreme softness of her hair he stroked them. Silk ran
in between his fingers as he comforted her. He felt something awaken. From
the depths of his mind. Memories, Collections of photographs, winding in his
head. Peices of puzzles that have yet to be finished. Pieces that blurred out
of view and vanished from his grasp. What were they?
She quivered beneath his embrace and called out to him "Spike?" she
ended the hug and looked into his eyes. He was beginning to find out. He was
almost there "Do you know who I am?"
It seem like he was nodding, but at the same time shaking his head in
diapproval. All seemed lost until he spoke "I-I think I do, but I could try"
He wanted the pictures to come back. He wanted them to tell him who exactly
this girl was. And why was he feeling this way.
Buffy smiled "There's hope for you yet" she wisphered in a relieved
tone "There's hope"
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Can't help but think
That this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms
Where I belong
Now I finally realise
It was forever
That I found
I'd give it all to
Change the way
The world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved
And lost somebody
Wished there was
A chance to say
I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way
I feel about
You and me, baby
Have you ever
Felt your heart
Was breaking?
Looking down the road
You should be taking
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Her redhair blew in the wind. Training with Quentin Travers was like
training with a viciouse three headed dog. And one which Willow Rosenburg
would not like to start. She rounded the corner into the library and ran
head on into a figure.
"Spike?"
"Willow"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I should know
(I should know)
'Cause I loved and
Lost the day
I let you go
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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TBC...........
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By: Buffy Ann Summers
Summary: She wasn't in charge of her life. She was judged without knowing.
She fell in love. And lost. She's been given a new life. With a new slayer
ruling her life. What is Buffy going to do now? B/S.... R/R!!! Please
A/n: *sighs* okay this chapter mayber kinda crappy and all that but please!
bear with me people, I am on a tight schedule and besides .. I have caught
*dramatic backround music* the flu bug! bum-bum-bum! Well .. I only got the
stuffy nose and the headeaches so... If I don't update after a day .. I'll
let you know now.. I'll be dragging my limp body all the way to my computer!
sooo... AGAIN! SORRY IT'S SHORT!!!
Acknowledgements: Yea to Spike, who took Buffy in the back of a fast food
restaraunt!!(maybe in the drive thru too!!) I can't wait for next week's
episode!!!!!
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~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sometimes
It's wrong to walk away
Though you think it's over
Knowing there's
So much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams
Are upside down
And you just
Want to change the way
The world goes round
Tell me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
She smiled as if seen under a diffrent light. Buffy couldn't belive
what she was seeing.
"Hi" the girl greeted with a light smile on her face "I'm Willow"
Buffy blinked twice and blinked once more. Realizing her whole world
had just crumbled behind her, she couldn't say anything.
"Buffy" she forced "Buffy Summers"
The words echoed in her hollowed soul. 'I'M WILLOW' it bounced, over
over. Scaring the lited room with streaks of black. Dark night and dark stars
opened their arms to her cold solitude. With pools of tears and rains of
blood, she welcomed them.
Like a knife brought forth from it's hidden sheath to stab her heart.
She winced as the knife turned. Pain. What had come of this predicament?
Willow smiled and the thought of killing her seemed to vanished. This was a
true joke. Any less the forces could think this as a stand up comedy. This
wasn't. It was a cruel, sick, and twisted punishment. But being the forces
they were, they knew Buffy would have wanted her dead. Willow, who's hair
was pulled back at the moment sat besides her and asked her all sorts of
questions. She had fallen in love with a vampire -but she didn't really say
who. Buffy sighed. This wasn't reality. It was a dimension, where all of the
unspeakable happen.
"How do you like it here?" Willow asked "Is it okay?"
Buffy shrugged, she didn't feel like saying anything. But in doing so
she would have seemed to be rude and ignorant. She forced herself to give a
compliment.
"It's o-okay, I guess. Gile- I mean my watcher never took me anywhere
but home." she lied "but, I'll get use to it"
Willow gave another one of the eerie smiles that was begginning to
get on Buffy's nerves. It was. The smile on her face that crept and robbed
her lips from innocence -made willow seem evil. Was that even possible? Buffy
shook her head. A lifetime or century wouldn't make willow turn into a bad
seed. Or would it? If Spike was still evil, and Willow still on the innocent
school girl act was there still hope that the rest of the people she once
knew would be the same or at least be themselves?
Willow cleared her throat "So.. do you have friends where your from?"
she asked "It must be great to have friends"
Buffy was silent for a moment and thought "Well..." she paused to
make sure she wasn't bound to say anything stupid or confusing "In a way, no.
I-I guess when slaying is a big part of your life.." she thought of what
Kendra had said to her a life ago, it sounded weird so Buffy did some
alterations herself "Socializing just seems to plain.."
Willow nodded "I see what you mean..."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Have you ever loved
And lost somebody
Wished there was a chance
To say I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way
I feel about you and me
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Before she could say anything Giles had walked into the room. Same
old Giles. Buffy sighed once more. She wanted Giles as her watcher more than
anything. And now when she regreted all those times she didn't really take
him seriously.
"Willow" he called "The council wants to see you fit and in shape"
he took one look at his slayer and then to the other girl "Quentin is waiting
for you"
Willow bid Buffy goodbye and left the room. Minutes later, Giles did
too. It got quiet. Silenced crept upon the high shelves and stacks of books.
She couldn't hear anything else, but Buffy sensed someone was in the room.
Watching her from somewhere. Above, around, everywhere. Finding the location
was a bit difficult. Nonetheless she searched. Tracing into long corridors
of books and walls that wisphered secrets uttered long ago. The location of
the library seemed unusual. It seemed dark, but not that bright. Still, the
undenying feeling of someone following her was still there. She hushed
herself to the point where she could hear herself breathe. She thought of the
game Hide and seek. She seeked as the feeling hid. She began to force herself
to belive that no one was there. And when she stopped searching, she heard
the thumping of heavy boots that were walking her way. She didn't move and
yet, watched the walls for any signs of shadows. Again she hushed.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Have you ever
Felt your heart
Was breaking?
Looking down the road
You should be taking
I should know
'Cause I loved and
Lost the day
I let you go
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It was that moment she felt it close. Spunning around she caught his
gaze. Simple eyes that read the heavens. Simple blue eyes that melted fears
away. Simple blue eyes of long ago. In a duster that hung to the floor, he
stood his ground -not wanting to break the silence that had been held. This
girl. Something about this girl. From the way her hair fell to her shoulders
to the curves of her face. This girl had something. This girl held someone.
He took a step forward not wanting to scare her away. Nevertheless, she
didn't. She looked sad. Like broken wings unable to fly. Her face that told
him everything was not right looked away. Tears held back from her eyes fell
against her will. Was those tears for him? The few droplets that streaked
down her cheeks and down her chin shone brightly with despair. Tears that
fell, robbed her face of the softness it once was. Were those for him?
She looked back and rushed into his arms. Her soul colliding with
his. Touched from the extreme softness of her hair he stroked them. Silk ran
in between his fingers as he comforted her. He felt something awaken. From
the depths of his mind. Memories, Collections of photographs, winding in his
head. Peices of puzzles that have yet to be finished. Pieces that blurred out
of view and vanished from his grasp. What were they?
She quivered beneath his embrace and called out to him "Spike?" she
ended the hug and looked into his eyes. He was beginning to find out. He was
almost there "Do you know who I am?"
It seem like he was nodding, but at the same time shaking his head in
diapproval. All seemed lost until he spoke "I-I think I do, but I could try"
He wanted the pictures to come back. He wanted them to tell him who exactly
this girl was. And why was he feeling this way.
Buffy smiled "There's hope for you yet" she wisphered in a relieved
tone "There's hope"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Can't help but think
That this is wrong
We should be together
Back in your arms
Where I belong
Now I finally realise
It was forever
That I found
I'd give it all to
Change the way
The world goes round
Tell me
Have you ever loved
And lost somebody
Wished there was
A chance to say
I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way
I feel about
You and me, baby
Have you ever
Felt your heart
Was breaking?
Looking down the road
You should be taking
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Her redhair blew in the wind. Training with Quentin Travers was like
training with a viciouse three headed dog. And one which Willow Rosenburg
would not like to start. She rounded the corner into the library and ran
head on into a figure.
"Spike?"
"Willow"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I should know
(I should know)
'Cause I loved and
Lost the day
I let you go
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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TBC...........