Being a Best Friend and Get Replaced
Author's Note: *SIGH* My best friend was PURPOSELY avoiding me... He felt very uncomfortable with a friend I got close with. He told me that he couldn't go near me cause this particular person was always with me. I am very disappointed at the way this particular person and my friendship have been going. My best friend told me that he knew from the start that there would be a span of time where the particular person and me will be close. He told me that he was expecting this! That the particular person and me would fight and eventually lose the friendship we have. A friendship was burned because of what the particular person did. He was very hurt to know that he will never be forgiven that was why he was a bit disappointed with me. He knew everything... Right from the start. And... He was right! Thank you everyone those who reviewed... Especially Legolas and the others... Sorry guys... I didn't get your names... GOMEN! Thanks for the e-mail Fireblaze... Thank you so much Kero-chan [Sherry], Mihara Chiharu [Regine] and Suppi-chan [Mark] for being there for me!
Disclaimers: I hate this! I do NOT own CCS!
Being a Best Friend and Get Replaced
Explanations
~~E*R*I*O*L~~
You quietly sat down on the chair in the music room. We were silent for a while. I slowly made my way beside you and sat down. I moved closer and we talked quietly. I gently tucked a strand of dark hair behind your ear.
"What happened? Why are we so far from each other?" Tomoyo asked. Her face filled with confusion.
"Didn't Sakura tell you? You know... about HER?" I answered.
"Oh... I am really irritated with her. She seems to down me with everything I do. She tells me things that discourage me. She keeps telling me things and I am totally depressed." Tomoyo explained, her face filled with pain. I quietly listen to what you are saying. I answer with monosyllables and nods.
"She's always liked that. Right from the start I haven't felt comfortable with her. When you started to hang out with her I felt as if you have forgotten all about me. You started to change. Whenever I get close to you she starts talking and she makes me feel stupid." I explained after you finished.
"I know that she helped us reconcile but now... it seems that she's the main reason why we are so far from each other." I continued.
"I know what you mean. She helped us when we had a fight last year but now..." Tomoyo said.
"I want to talk about Marie..." Tomoyo suggested.
"What is it that you want to talk about her?" I curiously inquired.
"Well... We both know that I easily get jealous and that I'm the queen of jealousy... It's just that, you always hang out with Marie. You always joked with her and talk to her. I always notice this and often get jealous." Tomoyo said indicatively.
"You have nothing to be jealous about. She's just a good friend. I'm not going to replace her for you. I really love to tease her because she takes it very lightly. That's all." I answered defensively.
Tomoyo nodded with understanding. She gently took my hand and quietly said, "I have a letter for you. I left it at home. I wrote there that I'm letting you go, that you don't have to be my best friend and that you can have your freedom to find someone else." She stated.
"And?"
"Do you still want me to be your best friend or do want to end it already?" Tomoyo asked straightforwardly.
I was filled with shock, then pain. I am very honored to have you as my best friend. Why would I want to end our friendship? I stare up into your amethyst eyes. I see pain, confusion and sorrow. Tomoyo looked away. Moving her eyes away from mine. I slowly and tenderly placed a finger under your chin and moved your face so that your eyes were on mine again.
"You know the answer to that question, Tomoyo-chan. You know that I will never give you up as my best friend." I softly declared.
"Are sure Eriol-kun?" Tomoyo asked again, hesitantly.
"Yes. I want to be your best friend forever." I answered sincerely. Boring my eyes in Tomoyo's amethyst ones.
A small smile forms on her face. It was like a bulb suddenly lighting up. Tomoyo reached up and hugged me tightly. We stayed this way for a long time. "I want to be your best friend forever too." she quietly replied.
"I'll never leave you Tomoyo-chan. Never forget that." I whispered. I held on to you tightly. It has been a long time since I've ever been this close to her. I missed her so much. I hesitantly pulled away. Tomoyo hastily wiped a few tears.
"Why are you crying Tomoyo-chan? Did I do or say something wrong? Are you okay?" I asked, worriedly. I softly wipe your tears away. It hurt so much to see her smile.
"I really thought that I was going to lose you. I thought that you will leave me." Tomoyo stammered.
A few tears escaped and landed on my hand. I took you in my arms again and hugged you securely. Wanting to stop the pain I know you were in. "Never. I'll never leave you, Tomoyo-chan!" I whispered fiercely.
"I know." Tomoyo answered.
I held Tomoyo until her tears stopped. I asked you if she wanted to go home and she said that that will be a wonderful idea. I walked her home. I stole a few glances as we walked side by side. Wanting to know if she was really fine. She must have noticed that I was looking at her because she suddenly said that she was okay. I was very happy to know that we're best friends again. We arrived at Tomoyo's mansion. I gave her a light hug and said a quiet good night. I waited until she was securely inside her house.
I slowly walked home. Feeling very light. I remember what you said a while ago... "I want to be your best friend forever too." Forever. I promise that it'll be forever... I promise to myself and especially to you, my best friend, whom I'll never replace...
~~to be continued?~~
Author's Note: I know... it was kinda lame... It's just that I'm very sleepy. I'm in need for more sleep. I hope you can bear with me. Thank you so much for all those who reviewed. Mihara Chiharu... some parts did happen but some did not when WE talked... you know who I'm talking about. Minna-san... you can e-mail me at the following: very_kulit@edsamail.com.ph or docematrix12@yahoo.com or alantis_d_cutie@hotmail.com... Feel free to do so... I accept flames, comments, suggestions and ideas... Wanna know what Tomoyo felt? I need to have at least 20 reviews or 15 reviews the least until I make the next chapter... Maybe you can persuade others to review my fic... hehehe...
Author's Note: *SIGH* My best friend was PURPOSELY avoiding me... He felt very uncomfortable with a friend I got close with. He told me that he couldn't go near me cause this particular person was always with me. I am very disappointed at the way this particular person and my friendship have been going. My best friend told me that he knew from the start that there would be a span of time where the particular person and me will be close. He told me that he was expecting this! That the particular person and me would fight and eventually lose the friendship we have. A friendship was burned because of what the particular person did. He was very hurt to know that he will never be forgiven that was why he was a bit disappointed with me. He knew everything... Right from the start. And... He was right! Thank you everyone those who reviewed... Especially Legolas and the others... Sorry guys... I didn't get your names... GOMEN! Thanks for the e-mail Fireblaze... Thank you so much Kero-chan [Sherry], Mihara Chiharu [Regine] and Suppi-chan [Mark] for being there for me!
Disclaimers: I hate this! I do NOT own CCS!
Being a Best Friend and Get Replaced
Explanations
~~E*R*I*O*L~~
You quietly sat down on the chair in the music room. We were silent for a while. I slowly made my way beside you and sat down. I moved closer and we talked quietly. I gently tucked a strand of dark hair behind your ear.
"What happened? Why are we so far from each other?" Tomoyo asked. Her face filled with confusion.
"Didn't Sakura tell you? You know... about HER?" I answered.
"Oh... I am really irritated with her. She seems to down me with everything I do. She tells me things that discourage me. She keeps telling me things and I am totally depressed." Tomoyo explained, her face filled with pain. I quietly listen to what you are saying. I answer with monosyllables and nods.
"She's always liked that. Right from the start I haven't felt comfortable with her. When you started to hang out with her I felt as if you have forgotten all about me. You started to change. Whenever I get close to you she starts talking and she makes me feel stupid." I explained after you finished.
"I know that she helped us reconcile but now... it seems that she's the main reason why we are so far from each other." I continued.
"I know what you mean. She helped us when we had a fight last year but now..." Tomoyo said.
"I want to talk about Marie..." Tomoyo suggested.
"What is it that you want to talk about her?" I curiously inquired.
"Well... We both know that I easily get jealous and that I'm the queen of jealousy... It's just that, you always hang out with Marie. You always joked with her and talk to her. I always notice this and often get jealous." Tomoyo said indicatively.
"You have nothing to be jealous about. She's just a good friend. I'm not going to replace her for you. I really love to tease her because she takes it very lightly. That's all." I answered defensively.
Tomoyo nodded with understanding. She gently took my hand and quietly said, "I have a letter for you. I left it at home. I wrote there that I'm letting you go, that you don't have to be my best friend and that you can have your freedom to find someone else." She stated.
"And?"
"Do you still want me to be your best friend or do want to end it already?" Tomoyo asked straightforwardly.
I was filled with shock, then pain. I am very honored to have you as my best friend. Why would I want to end our friendship? I stare up into your amethyst eyes. I see pain, confusion and sorrow. Tomoyo looked away. Moving her eyes away from mine. I slowly and tenderly placed a finger under your chin and moved your face so that your eyes were on mine again.
"You know the answer to that question, Tomoyo-chan. You know that I will never give you up as my best friend." I softly declared.
"Are sure Eriol-kun?" Tomoyo asked again, hesitantly.
"Yes. I want to be your best friend forever." I answered sincerely. Boring my eyes in Tomoyo's amethyst ones.
A small smile forms on her face. It was like a bulb suddenly lighting up. Tomoyo reached up and hugged me tightly. We stayed this way for a long time. "I want to be your best friend forever too." she quietly replied.
"I'll never leave you Tomoyo-chan. Never forget that." I whispered. I held on to you tightly. It has been a long time since I've ever been this close to her. I missed her so much. I hesitantly pulled away. Tomoyo hastily wiped a few tears.
"Why are you crying Tomoyo-chan? Did I do or say something wrong? Are you okay?" I asked, worriedly. I softly wipe your tears away. It hurt so much to see her smile.
"I really thought that I was going to lose you. I thought that you will leave me." Tomoyo stammered.
A few tears escaped and landed on my hand. I took you in my arms again and hugged you securely. Wanting to stop the pain I know you were in. "Never. I'll never leave you, Tomoyo-chan!" I whispered fiercely.
"I know." Tomoyo answered.
I held Tomoyo until her tears stopped. I asked you if she wanted to go home and she said that that will be a wonderful idea. I walked her home. I stole a few glances as we walked side by side. Wanting to know if she was really fine. She must have noticed that I was looking at her because she suddenly said that she was okay. I was very happy to know that we're best friends again. We arrived at Tomoyo's mansion. I gave her a light hug and said a quiet good night. I waited until she was securely inside her house.
I slowly walked home. Feeling very light. I remember what you said a while ago... "I want to be your best friend forever too." Forever. I promise that it'll be forever... I promise to myself and especially to you, my best friend, whom I'll never replace...
~~to be continued?~~
Author's Note: I know... it was kinda lame... It's just that I'm very sleepy. I'm in need for more sleep. I hope you can bear with me. Thank you so much for all those who reviewed. Mihara Chiharu... some parts did happen but some did not when WE talked... you know who I'm talking about. Minna-san... you can e-mail me at the following: very_kulit@edsamail.com.ph or docematrix12@yahoo.com or alantis_d_cutie@hotmail.com... Feel free to do so... I accept flames, comments, suggestions and ideas... Wanna know what Tomoyo felt? I need to have at least 20 reviews or 15 reviews the least until I make the next chapter... Maybe you can persuade others to review my fic... hehehe...