Liz reacts in poem when she thinks Max is dead.
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I've felt it since that night at the Crashdown
I've known you've been there somewhere
And suddenly a bullot hit my stomach again
I could only scream for someone to stop the screams
But even that would just echo off these walls
I find myself hiding
Somewhere in the crawspace
Wondering if this could have been the place
Or if anywhere would have ever been the first time
Or if never is now forever and I'm just empty
You've been a living part of me since my mind goes back
As a dying part of me dies I can only wish I had died
All the times I've cried and all the times I've lied
Once I said I didn't want to die for you
Words spoken through me as a puppet I'd take back in a heartbeat
I find myself hiding
Somewhere in the crawspace
Wondering what we could have become
And glaring at what I've made of myself
Now that'll we'll never I don't think I'll ever
You stood beside me and put yourself in danger
Over and over and over again
And I can't bare that I can't do the same for you
I'm too weak and now I'm getting weaker
And I'm hurting but that's hardly the start
I find myself hiding
Somewhere in the crawlspace
Wondering if things are meant to be
I kept running thinking there'd be time to retrace my steps
Now I've missed your flesh and I missed your touch
I missed your life and I missed your love
But the most I regret is that I missed saving you
I missed dying for you but I'm still going to die
Only now it'll be alone