Summer 2001...
September 4, 2001 8:00p.m.
*sigh*...School began finally, my lovely summer of fun, excitement crush, love, school, work and boredom is over. Along with all my summer 2001 wishes, hopes and dreams. It has been wonderful. I had the greatest summer, and seems each year that go by is better than the last. I hope summer 2001 will remain the absolute best of all time.
The dream has gone by, and time for me to wake up. I'll always remember everything in my mind and heart...and especially Darien. Even if your are in a different school, district, and everything else that keeps us apart, I'll always remember you in my heart even if there's no room for me in yours. I know you wouldn't remember me for long, but because I have feelings towards you, you'll be very hard to forget. Actually, I really do not want to forget you at all. You brought so much meaning to my summer and me in general. You are the 1st person I really liked after my brutal break-up. Seven long months have passed. I know you know my feelings, but you don't want to return it. That's all right, as long as I have your permission to keep on loving you, and to see you in the future, I'm so satisfied. Before, I wish I had you, I wanted to be with you, but that was just my fantasy, I could have no chance with you, we are different but I feel so the same with you around. Your charming way, your attractive attributes, your beautiful eyes and smile move me and send me floating. I love the fact that your existence is impacting so much. You are an angel inside who touched me deeply. For that, I'm thankful, you re-opened the door to my heart and made me so special. You may not realize it, but that's how I truly feel...for you now and always. I hope it will last me a lifetime. Good luck with your life and future. Someday, somewhere, I promise you we will cross paths again and your presence will make me feel so alive! Until then, have fun with your life, live it to the fullest, don't be afraid to experiment. If you hurt me, I'll understand, because there's nothing to be done about it. That's simply natural. However, I really do look forward to waiting for you to love back. If you do, I'll be here...Overall, I'll be waiting, anything's better than nothing. You know I'm waiting, if not in this lifetime, perhaps give it another chance in the next.
September 4, 2001 8:00p.m.
*sigh*...School began finally, my lovely summer of fun, excitement crush, love, school, work and boredom is over. Along with all my summer 2001 wishes, hopes and dreams. It has been wonderful. I had the greatest summer, and seems each year that go by is better than the last. I hope summer 2001 will remain the absolute best of all time.
The dream has gone by, and time for me to wake up. I'll always remember everything in my mind and heart...and especially Darien. Even if your are in a different school, district, and everything else that keeps us apart, I'll always remember you in my heart even if there's no room for me in yours. I know you wouldn't remember me for long, but because I have feelings towards you, you'll be very hard to forget. Actually, I really do not want to forget you at all. You brought so much meaning to my summer and me in general. You are the 1st person I really liked after my brutal break-up. Seven long months have passed. I know you know my feelings, but you don't want to return it. That's all right, as long as I have your permission to keep on loving you, and to see you in the future, I'm so satisfied. Before, I wish I had you, I wanted to be with you, but that was just my fantasy, I could have no chance with you, we are different but I feel so the same with you around. Your charming way, your attractive attributes, your beautiful eyes and smile move me and send me floating. I love the fact that your existence is impacting so much. You are an angel inside who touched me deeply. For that, I'm thankful, you re-opened the door to my heart and made me so special. You may not realize it, but that's how I truly feel...for you now and always. I hope it will last me a lifetime. Good luck with your life and future. Someday, somewhere, I promise you we will cross paths again and your presence will make me feel so alive! Until then, have fun with your life, live it to the fullest, don't be afraid to experiment. If you hurt me, I'll understand, because there's nothing to be done about it. That's simply natural. However, I really do look forward to waiting for you to love back. If you do, I'll be here...Overall, I'll be waiting, anything's better than nothing. You know I'm waiting, if not in this lifetime, perhaps give it another chance in the next.