Fanfic Title: My Reason (Part 4)

Category: Luby/Romance

Spoilers: -It takes place after "A Simple Twist of Fate" Some spoilers from that episode.

Song Used: "The Love of my Life"- Jim Brickman

Previously In the Fic: Luka attempts to tell Abby about his never ending feelings for her, but Abby wigs out and heads for the door.

Rating: Eh...there's some smut this chapter.

Disclaimer: Of Course I don't own any of the characters. I'd never even write if I did. I'd be to busy with Goran... teehee.

By: LovelyLuka24/Bekah

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~Previously In the Fic:

Luka smiled sadly, "Abby I knew from that night on, that I wanted to be with you. That I needed you. Don't think I didn't think about you, while I was away in Bosnia. God only knows I did."
Abby felt tears spring to her eyes, but kept silent

"That night when we, when I was such a jerk, and we ended things..." He shuttered at the thought. "That was the worst mistake of my life." Now he could feel himself getting choked up.

Abby took a few breaths then looked up at him; "I have to go." She said with determination.

Luka stood there, silently, and watched as she slipped her hands out from his and gathered up her coat and scarf.

~*~

Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When a love can be so strong

~*~

"Goodbye Luka.." Abby said biting her bottom lip, and staring at him a moment before turning to open the door. ~

Continued...

No, this wasn't happening.. She wasn't doing this! He was so close to getting her back; he couldn't just watch her go now. He loved her. Maybe he had realized it to late, maybe she was to far gone, all he knew was that night Brian had beaten her up, he ached for her. He longed for her. He needed her. And he tried to fool himself into thinking she needed him, or felt the same way. He looked up at her, as she said goodbye... So this was it? This was how it was going to be? They'd always have this awkward tension between them at work, or anywhere they saw eachother? No this was definantly not the end.

"Abby, Wait!" Luka said, with a firm tone.

Abby was startled a bit, and considered just ignoring him and leaving, but suddenly his hand was upon the door before she could even open it. She looked up at him, studying his face, trying to read his thoughts. But suddenly she didn't want to know what he was thinking, her stomach twisted in knots over and over again. And it seemed like they had stayed silent for a few minutes before he broke the ice again.

"Abby this can work." He said, huskily.

"Luka we've already talked about this, now I want to go." Abby persisted.

"No! I talked about it!" Luka said, his voice carrying a louder tone. "Me Abby, you just tried to run away, you need to face this to...just as much as I do." He added, become softer.

Abby bit her tongue, and slipped off one of her gloves so she could pull a piece of thread off of his shirt. Luka caught her hand midway and looked intently down at her.

Abby's whole composure trembled; she could feel her hand shaking within his. She forced herself to look up at him...he had longing in his eyes, sadness... Abby sucked in her breath and exhaled slowly. She opened her mouth to say something, but before she could Luka's lips pressed up against hers softly and gently.

~*~

I am amazed
When I look at you
I see you smiling back at me
It's like all my dreams come true

~*~

His arms moved down to her waist, as he kissed her more deeply. He felt her hands move to his face and her warm touch sent chills down his spine. God he had missed her.

Abby pulled away for a second, taking it all in, her hands brushed lightly across his face, she smiled and leaned in, this time kissing him. His lips remained in action with hers, and then he moved his face downward catching her neck with his warm lips. He slid her scarf off, tickling her in the process.

"Luka." She said, shivering from the effects.

He smiled while kissing her still, "Sorry" he muttered. He then worked on removing her coat, but before he could get it off he came to a halt as they backed into a wall. He looked up at her with a nervous smile.

Abby just grinned.

Luka pressed his lips against hers once again, as his arms tightened around her waist and picked her feet off the ground.

"Ah..Luka!" Abby exclaimed

"Shh" Luka said as he continued kissing her, while carrying her down the hall into his bedroom.

Abby felt him lay her gently down, and he hovered over her, his fingers brushing away the hair from her eyes. She felt her heart pumping so fast, she thought it'd jump right out of her. He smiled, she was so beautiful, and he knew in his heart, he had won.

~*~

I am afraid
If I lost you girl
I'd fall through the cracks
And lose my track in this crazy lonely world

Sometimes it's so hard to believe
When the nights can be so long
And faith give me the strength
And kept me going on

~*~

And the rest, from then on, was history...

To Be Continued..