Disclaimer: All of Final Fantasy 9 characters belong to Squaresoft. So
don't sue me!
Warning! This fic has yaoi implications. Seriously! It is from Kuja's point of view, thinking about Zidane… Later there might be NC-17, so…you know… well…do I have to say this? FINE! It may contain er… ah, never mind! We'll get there!
1 Part 2
Illusions of you
The rain continues to fall… monotonously… in this alien world… Is this a world? Or is this a country? Or nowhere at all… I wish this were a dream…I wish this would end. Why am I here? Why? Is this death? Is this how it's supposed to be? NO! It can't…I won't believe it… there must be a way out…somewhere…
Zidane, I shout out, where are you, my brother… Where is he? Sobs chokes through my throat, tears trickles down my cheeks…hot tears, burning with…anguish? Desire? Hunger? I am crying, weeping softly on the ground… my head spinning, my eyes dancing with a million stars… I try to get up, unaware of my exhaustion… I have gone beyond fatigue, beyond the hope of ever finding my way…out…
Thunder rolls in the distance…
I never should've chosen to die…why did I do it? What made me? Tripping and slipping, I made it to the edge…finally…
I couldn't feel my legs anymore, none of my limbs, not even my body… I sway a little, unsteadily… and I fell. My head is painful…throbbing with intense blazing stings… No longer can I stand this…this is not death… but soon…
Lightning flashes…
I look up and among the leaden clouds; I see your face… smiling…comforting…
Zidane… you're alive… I hear your sweet voice echoing inside my mind… ringing like clear bells on a wedding day… I want to touch that face… I want to feel that voice, the breath…Zidane… I reach out to you… to be with you… I don't what to let you go…never again…I promise… But you are fading, that image of beauty is fading…NO! Come back, Zidane. You whisper delicately my name…once… Kuja… I scramble to my feet and rush to your vanishing features… I did not see… the chasm beneath…
ZIDANE!!!
Sunlight sparkles in the water…
I open my eyes and stared at the sunlight…beautiful… rays of warmth penetrates me… Where am I? I sit up. Zidane! I see you walking towards me… gazing intently into my eyes… I stare back, dreamily… mentally urging you to hurry…
However… you seem to get further and further away… vanishing among the white-hot beams of the expanding sun… Zidane!
Sorry, but I'll finish this soon. Is this getting a little boring? If so, please tell me by reviewing. Any suggestions? I am planning on making the rest NC-17. Should I?
Warning! This fic has yaoi implications. Seriously! It is from Kuja's point of view, thinking about Zidane… Later there might be NC-17, so…you know… well…do I have to say this? FINE! It may contain er… ah, never mind! We'll get there!
1 Part 2
Illusions of you
The rain continues to fall… monotonously… in this alien world… Is this a world? Or is this a country? Or nowhere at all… I wish this were a dream…I wish this would end. Why am I here? Why? Is this death? Is this how it's supposed to be? NO! It can't…I won't believe it… there must be a way out…somewhere…
Zidane, I shout out, where are you, my brother… Where is he? Sobs chokes through my throat, tears trickles down my cheeks…hot tears, burning with…anguish? Desire? Hunger? I am crying, weeping softly on the ground… my head spinning, my eyes dancing with a million stars… I try to get up, unaware of my exhaustion… I have gone beyond fatigue, beyond the hope of ever finding my way…out…
Thunder rolls in the distance…
I never should've chosen to die…why did I do it? What made me? Tripping and slipping, I made it to the edge…finally…
I couldn't feel my legs anymore, none of my limbs, not even my body… I sway a little, unsteadily… and I fell. My head is painful…throbbing with intense blazing stings… No longer can I stand this…this is not death… but soon…
Lightning flashes…
I look up and among the leaden clouds; I see your face… smiling…comforting…
Zidane… you're alive… I hear your sweet voice echoing inside my mind… ringing like clear bells on a wedding day… I want to touch that face… I want to feel that voice, the breath…Zidane… I reach out to you… to be with you… I don't what to let you go…never again…I promise… But you are fading, that image of beauty is fading…NO! Come back, Zidane. You whisper delicately my name…once… Kuja… I scramble to my feet and rush to your vanishing features… I did not see… the chasm beneath…
ZIDANE!!!
Sunlight sparkles in the water…
I open my eyes and stared at the sunlight…beautiful… rays of warmth penetrates me… Where am I? I sit up. Zidane! I see you walking towards me… gazing intently into my eyes… I stare back, dreamily… mentally urging you to hurry…
However… you seem to get further and further away… vanishing among the white-hot beams of the expanding sun… Zidane!
Sorry, but I'll finish this soon. Is this getting a little boring? If so, please tell me by reviewing. Any suggestions? I am planning on making the rest NC-17. Should I?