Title: She Doesn't Know
Author: Shannon
Rating: PG
Summary: A mans thoughts on the
one woman he wants, but can't have.
Disclaimer: I don't own anyone or thing. (If I did I'd be out having my own
little Valentine's Day with Agent Vaughn)
Set After: The Box II
She doesn't know what she does to me. That my heart beats madly and my head spins when she walked in. That when I hear her footsteps echo in the warehouse and her voice softly say my name (last name anyway) that I rush to make sure I show no feelings of desire, passion towards her.
She doesn't know what I want. I want to be able to look her in the eye without worrying about breaking that damned protocol. I want to look at her, to feel her hair and skin under my own fingertips. To feel her lips brushing mine.
She doesn't know what I feel. The desire to take her into my arms and comfort her like a normal person could. The pain when she cries and when I remember she will never be mine. The hope that once SD-6 is gone, that I will be hers and she will be mine. The jealousy when she speaks of her friends who are allowed to talk to her, to see her, and not be breaking any rules.
She doesn't know the truth of the world. The truth that someone cares for her. That someone doesn't and never will ever lie to her. That not everyone is a terrible human being and a liar. That there is at least one person in this world who knows her, where she comes from and will never hurt her. One person that will always be there for her whenever she finds out the truth about something, or just needs a shoulder to cry on. One person she can tell the whole truth to, she never has to lie to them.
She doesn't know... that I love her.