Control

Standard Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing and its characters.

Author's note: Nothing new to report . . . except the usual: I am no doctor. So if there are any errors, remember this is all a figment of my overactive imagination. Any other knowledgeable errors were made for dramatic purposes. Oh yeah, and this fic will eventually be shounen-ai (1+2 mostly). ^_^.

Control
by Anthy

Duo knew that today was special the second he woke to the sound of water hitting his window. He had practically begged the nurse to crack open the window. He rarely saw rain—at least the natural, made-by-Earth kind.

"It's supposed to storm all day," the nurse groaned. "You'll probably get some good light shows. Well, Dr. Beacon should be stopping by in a while . . . she sounded very optimistic on the phone."

Duo could barely hear her as he stared in deep fascination at the view outside his window. He kept getting distracted by the nurse, who after sticking a temperature-reading device in his ear was now inspecting his IV.

"Is your friend coming by?" the nurse asked, making various notes on Duo's chart.

"Quatre?" Yeah, he comes by every day," he replied as she began to check his blood pressure.

"Oh, you make it sound like you've been in here forever," she mused as she finished her morning check. "It's only been a week and I wasn't talking about him, you know who, that Mr. Strong and Silent type. Haven't seen him in a while. Don't tell me I scared him off."

Duo grinned at the thought. The nurse shrugged and left to finish her rounds. Duo turned of the light over his bed and looked out the window.

The outside world seemed to be blanketed in a light fog, everything in many different shades of gray. The steady fall of raindrops seemed to melt in the gray fog; only the sound of them hitting the Earth could be heard. Every now and then brilliant flashes of light would be seen, followed by a deafening rumble that would rival any cannon blast. The rain began to fall heavier, large drops could be seen from the filtered daylight. Suddenly, a large lightning bolt cut through the sky in front of Duo's window, followed by a loud crash of thunder.

"Fighting the good fight, eh, Nature?" Duo grinned as he closed his eyes. "Just don't try and one up Wing's cannon, you wouldn't have a chance." As in retort, a larger and brighter line broke through the clouds. "Stand corrected."

"Hey Duo." Quatre warily said as he flopped down in his usual chair. The blond Arabian's hair was plastered to his head, his tan khakis damp from the knee down. A large umbrella fell from his hand causing a large wet slapping sound on the floor. "Why are you sitting in the dark?"

"You can see outside better this way. Isn't it beautiful?"

"It sure is," Quatre admitted, "as long as you don't have to be in it. Any news?"

"Nothing." Duo shrugged as he turned around to face his friend. "No tests, anything, just more of the same. The rain stopped."

"I see." Quatre sighed. He was probably more frustrated than Duo, and he was so tired. In the past week he barely slept, and he spent all his waking hours at Duo's beside or convincing the other pilots to visit. But they wouldn't. Not even Heero; when he returned from his mission he marched straight into his room and locked the door. Trowa never visited the mansion. He remained at the circus, unexpected crowds his excuse. Only Wufei was honest. When Quatre had approached him, Wufei exploded.

"I don't want to go back there and see him laid up like that! He doesn't even pretend to be happy anymore, and when he does it's pathetic. It's not fair, they say he may walk, and then they say he may not. Then the tests . . . I'm. Not. Going."

Quatre looked at his friend, looking so small in the oversized hospital gown, his long brown hair in desperate need of a brush, but what always made Quatre want to cry were Duo's eyes. Those once bright and vibrant violet eyes were now listless and dull. Duo's seemed to sink into the bed, as if the paralysis spread to his upper body as well. Most of the time Duo would just lay there and stare at the walls, his still cheery voice resonated in Quatre's ears as a cruel lie. Hilde's gifts where scattered on the bedside table, untouched. Occasionally Duo would look to the table's drawer and a small smile would cross his lips, but he never moved.

"Quatre?" Duo asked, slightly lifting his head off the pillow. "You spaced out on me . . . when was the last time you slept?"

"December." Quartre replied as they both laughed. It was faked, but they both felt it would make the other feel better. There was a quick knock on the door as Dr. Beacon walked in. She was a young for a surgeon, but she happened to be the best in the area.

"Hi Duo," she said as she walked up to his bed. "Quatre. How are you guys doing today?"

"Hey Mavis!" Duo exclaimed as he leaned back into the pillows. Dr. Beacon gave him a playful-stern look, and then looked to a very confused Quatre. "He finds my name to be hilarious."

"No, I find your parents to be hilarious." Duo said through a yawn. "Mavis."

"Duo." Quatre scolded as he turned to the doctor. "Any news?"

"As a matter a fact, I do. The swelling in your back has gone done considerably and this last set of tests showed that . . ."

Duo couldn't believe what she was telling them. It just didn't make sense. This was supposed to be his special day and this was not what he wanted to hear. As he listened to her continue, he felt the fear grow deeper in his spine. He didn't like the wary smiles on their faces and he didn't want to hear another word. Closing his eyes, Duo did the only thing he could think of doing. . .

He screamed.


To Be Continued. . .

Author's Note: More soon! The other pilots don't show up until the next chapter.