February 11, 2002
7 p.m.
Okay, I'm not used to beating guys up. Or killing them for that matter. But I had to help her. She wanted to quit, and I must admit my initial reaction was personal in nature -- if she quit, I would never see her again. She'd probably end up dead. Which is why I'm extremely glad McKennas Cole showed up when he did. I just wish I could have been there when Jack cut Sloane's finger. I wonder if he screamed in pain, or just took it. I kind of hope the pain was excruciating, but he didn't scream. I hope he remembers that for the rest of his life. For it's all due to him that I can never see her outside of a dingy warehouse on the outskirts of town. Damn you Sloane.
On the other hand, I can't believe I actually did field work. Devlin's gonna kick my ass, but I bet Haldacki is going to love that, and head over to Barnett with that juicy tidbit. "Vaughn went in to SD-6 because his little Sydney was in danger." You know what Haldacki? F--- you, bud. If I hadn't gone in there, her blood, and her father's blood would be on your hands. My heart would break, but their blood would be yours. And I would hope they'd haunt you, you pompous jerk. He's in Devlin's office even as I write this. To wish him to be fired would be the ultimate gift, it's too bad I don't believe in Santa anymore. I just hope I'm reinstated as her handler.
I haven't changed out of my work clothes yet. Weiss is going around calling me "balls of steel" again. He's also threatened to pummel Haldacki for me. I just smiled, and shook my head. That, is a job I want, and will relish in when he's been demoted, or fired, or something. Anyway, karma can be a bitch. Damn, I'm being called into Devlin's office.
9 p.m.
Thank God Devlin is not my father. I just was yelled at for almost two hours. Yes, I've been reinstated as her handler. Yes, he's happy I was willing to go and help keep our double agents alive, albeit at the saving of SD-6. But, I am on probation. And Haldacki? Demoted, placed on another assignment for the time being. Little weasel, he's just biding his time until he can pester me about her again. I wish I wasn't on probation, then I'd be able to do something for her for Valentine's Day. All I can do now is get a secure line, and call her. If for nothing else that to take her mind off Danny, make her laugh, and say "Happy Valentine's Day, Syd."
7 p.m.
Okay, I'm not used to beating guys up. Or killing them for that matter. But I had to help her. She wanted to quit, and I must admit my initial reaction was personal in nature -- if she quit, I would never see her again. She'd probably end up dead. Which is why I'm extremely glad McKennas Cole showed up when he did. I just wish I could have been there when Jack cut Sloane's finger. I wonder if he screamed in pain, or just took it. I kind of hope the pain was excruciating, but he didn't scream. I hope he remembers that for the rest of his life. For it's all due to him that I can never see her outside of a dingy warehouse on the outskirts of town. Damn you Sloane.
On the other hand, I can't believe I actually did field work. Devlin's gonna kick my ass, but I bet Haldacki is going to love that, and head over to Barnett with that juicy tidbit. "Vaughn went in to SD-6 because his little Sydney was in danger." You know what Haldacki? F--- you, bud. If I hadn't gone in there, her blood, and her father's blood would be on your hands. My heart would break, but their blood would be yours. And I would hope they'd haunt you, you pompous jerk. He's in Devlin's office even as I write this. To wish him to be fired would be the ultimate gift, it's too bad I don't believe in Santa anymore. I just hope I'm reinstated as her handler.
I haven't changed out of my work clothes yet. Weiss is going around calling me "balls of steel" again. He's also threatened to pummel Haldacki for me. I just smiled, and shook my head. That, is a job I want, and will relish in when he's been demoted, or fired, or something. Anyway, karma can be a bitch. Damn, I'm being called into Devlin's office.
9 p.m.
Thank God Devlin is not my father. I just was yelled at for almost two hours. Yes, I've been reinstated as her handler. Yes, he's happy I was willing to go and help keep our double agents alive, albeit at the saving of SD-6. But, I am on probation. And Haldacki? Demoted, placed on another assignment for the time being. Little weasel, he's just biding his time until he can pester me about her again. I wish I wasn't on probation, then I'd be able to do something for her for Valentine's Day. All I can do now is get a secure line, and call her. If for nothing else that to take her mind off Danny, make her laugh, and say "Happy Valentine's Day, Syd."