***
Seifer stood at the entrance of the botanical garden and watched his
treasured friend. The last 24hours were the most disturbing time after
the some years for him. Seifer was sure, that something bad was going to
happen. Since Draco's collapse he had had a disturbing feeling.
Seifer was worried. He knew that Draco had been under a lot of pressure
over the previous six month. He hadn't taken his free days for nearly a
year. Draco just worked and worked.
'Just like Squall.' Seifer thought: 'Before the whole Sorceress-shit.'
Seifer shivered. He just remembered something from his past. Just some
pictures, but he did. He had to go to the Doc for further
investigation.
"Seifer." someone called him.
"Yeah?" he asked the speaker a little shocked. He had never even heard
anyone enter the garden.
"I thought you wanted to train?" Irvine said with heavy sarcasm
tainting his voice.
"Yeah?" Seifer answered uninterested and continued to look at the lone
figure at the other end of the garden.
Irvine followed his gaze and saw Draco sitting on a bench. He looked
miserable.
"Why aren't you going to him?" Seifer suggested: "Maybe he's up for
talking to you." With this he turned and left Irvine standing with a
shocked face.
The cowboy was amazed how much Seifer had changed. This wasn't
definitely the man they had beaten years ago. The body and name was the same,
but his character and attitude had completely changed. Until today he
thought the whole amnesia-thing was fake. But now he felt, that Seifer
was truly another man. He wasn't any longer away for Seifer stealing his
best friend away from him. Irvine now knew that Draco was still his
best friend, but Seifer's lover, too.
"I'll try my best, Blondie." He tipped his hat and slowly walked to the
lone person on the bench.
"Heya!" he sat next to Draco and leaned back.
"Hmm.", with a sigh he acknowledged the presence of the cowboy.
Irvine didn't know what to say, so he tried the direct approach: "Wanna
talk?"
"Straight to the point, as always." Draco said looking at the sky.
"Come on. What's up?" Irvine turned to Draco: "Our friends are worried
about you, you know."
"I'm worried, too." Draco whispered.
"About what?"
"My sanity... I'm worried about me." Draco spoke, more to the stars
then to Irvine: "What will happen? Why do I feel so funny?" then he looked
at his best friend: "... There is something inside my mind, Irvy... I'm
scared. Doc said, that I'm just stressed out. But that's not true.
There's definitely something in my head."
"A GF?" Irvine asked.
"No, you know, that I'm not capable of a junction with a
Guardian-Force."
/ Because we're already joined. /
Draco clutched his head with both of his hands.
"Are you all right?" Irvine sat up and leaned over his friend.
"No.... I'm not!" he shouted and pushed Irvine away: "How could I be?
Something is playing with my mind, telling me something is going to
happen. I dream in every f**king minute of the destruction of this world.
How the hell do you think I'm going to be okay, buddy?"
By now Draco was gripping Irvine's coat and shouting in the face of the
shocked sniper. Then he let him go and stormed out of the botanical
garden. Irvine sat there. He was shocked.
And for the very first time after the 2nd sorceress-war he was scared.
***
'Shit, shit, shit.' Draco cursed on his way to his flat. Now he started
to get violent. This was going out of control.
/ You have to accept me. /
"Says who?" Draco's sarcasm was strong in his voice: "At least you
could introduce yourself!" By now he was shouting again. Some of the
students were looking shocked, other tried to ignore him. One, who had
followed him, was embarrassed. With long steps he closed up to Draco.
"Draco, you're embarrassing yourself." he dragged the man along with
him: "You're coming with me."
Then he opened a door and ushered Draco inside.
"What the f**k are you doing, Seifer?" Draco shouted at the blond man:
"You've no right to order me around. You've no right. Not you. Not
him!" he gestured in the vague direction of the botanical garden and then
clutched his head: "And not this thing inside of my head!"
Now Seifer was worried. He pushed Draco into the couch in his living
room.
"What the hell are you talking about?" Seifer starred at him.
"Nothing." Draco replied and stood up: "And now move out of my way!"
Seifer crossed his arms in front of his chest and shook his head: "No
way. At first you speak to me and then you can go."
"Out of my way!" Draco tried to move past the blond; "There's nothing
to speak about. And now move!"
"Dammit!" Seifer grabbed him by the shoulders: "You're my lover,
Draco!" he tried to be reasonable: "I care very much about you. Please tell
me, Draco!"
'You wouldn't believe me.' he hung his head: 'I don't even believe it
myself.'
"Can't you just make me forget?" Draco slumped against the other man
and tears started to flow: "I don't wanna hear this voice. Just for this
night. Please Seifer, make me forget."
***
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Seifer stood at the entrance of the botanical garden and watched his
treasured friend. The last 24hours were the most disturbing time after
the some years for him. Seifer was sure, that something bad was going to
happen. Since Draco's collapse he had had a disturbing feeling.
Seifer was worried. He knew that Draco had been under a lot of pressure
over the previous six month. He hadn't taken his free days for nearly a
year. Draco just worked and worked.
'Just like Squall.' Seifer thought: 'Before the whole Sorceress-shit.'
Seifer shivered. He just remembered something from his past. Just some
pictures, but he did. He had to go to the Doc for further
investigation.
"Seifer." someone called him.
"Yeah?" he asked the speaker a little shocked. He had never even heard
anyone enter the garden.
"I thought you wanted to train?" Irvine said with heavy sarcasm
tainting his voice.
"Yeah?" Seifer answered uninterested and continued to look at the lone
figure at the other end of the garden.
Irvine followed his gaze and saw Draco sitting on a bench. He looked
miserable.
"Why aren't you going to him?" Seifer suggested: "Maybe he's up for
talking to you." With this he turned and left Irvine standing with a
shocked face.
The cowboy was amazed how much Seifer had changed. This wasn't
definitely the man they had beaten years ago. The body and name was the same,
but his character and attitude had completely changed. Until today he
thought the whole amnesia-thing was fake. But now he felt, that Seifer
was truly another man. He wasn't any longer away for Seifer stealing his
best friend away from him. Irvine now knew that Draco was still his
best friend, but Seifer's lover, too.
"I'll try my best, Blondie." He tipped his hat and slowly walked to the
lone person on the bench.
"Heya!" he sat next to Draco and leaned back.
"Hmm.", with a sigh he acknowledged the presence of the cowboy.
Irvine didn't know what to say, so he tried the direct approach: "Wanna
talk?"
"Straight to the point, as always." Draco said looking at the sky.
"Come on. What's up?" Irvine turned to Draco: "Our friends are worried
about you, you know."
"I'm worried, too." Draco whispered.
"About what?"
"My sanity... I'm worried about me." Draco spoke, more to the stars
then to Irvine: "What will happen? Why do I feel so funny?" then he looked
at his best friend: "... There is something inside my mind, Irvy... I'm
scared. Doc said, that I'm just stressed out. But that's not true.
There's definitely something in my head."
"A GF?" Irvine asked.
"No, you know, that I'm not capable of a junction with a
Guardian-Force."
/ Because we're already joined. /
Draco clutched his head with both of his hands.
"Are you all right?" Irvine sat up and leaned over his friend.
"No.... I'm not!" he shouted and pushed Irvine away: "How could I be?
Something is playing with my mind, telling me something is going to
happen. I dream in every f**king minute of the destruction of this world.
How the hell do you think I'm going to be okay, buddy?"
By now Draco was gripping Irvine's coat and shouting in the face of the
shocked sniper. Then he let him go and stormed out of the botanical
garden. Irvine sat there. He was shocked.
And for the very first time after the 2nd sorceress-war he was scared.
***
'Shit, shit, shit.' Draco cursed on his way to his flat. Now he started
to get violent. This was going out of control.
/ You have to accept me. /
"Says who?" Draco's sarcasm was strong in his voice: "At least you
could introduce yourself!" By now he was shouting again. Some of the
students were looking shocked, other tried to ignore him. One, who had
followed him, was embarrassed. With long steps he closed up to Draco.
"Draco, you're embarrassing yourself." he dragged the man along with
him: "You're coming with me."
Then he opened a door and ushered Draco inside.
"What the f**k are you doing, Seifer?" Draco shouted at the blond man:
"You've no right to order me around. You've no right. Not you. Not
him!" he gestured in the vague direction of the botanical garden and then
clutched his head: "And not this thing inside of my head!"
Now Seifer was worried. He pushed Draco into the couch in his living
room.
"What the hell are you talking about?" Seifer starred at him.
"Nothing." Draco replied and stood up: "And now move out of my way!"
Seifer crossed his arms in front of his chest and shook his head: "No
way. At first you speak to me and then you can go."
"Out of my way!" Draco tried to move past the blond; "There's nothing
to speak about. And now move!"
"Dammit!" Seifer grabbed him by the shoulders: "You're my lover,
Draco!" he tried to be reasonable: "I care very much about you. Please tell
me, Draco!"
'You wouldn't believe me.' he hung his head: 'I don't even believe it
myself.'
"Can't you just make me forget?" Draco slumped against the other man
and tears started to flow: "I don't wanna hear this voice. Just for this
night. Please Seifer, make me forget."
***
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