You have been good...You deserve your treat...The journals and diaries of the characters on their take about what has happened...Merry Christmas from me to you...
Enjoy your gift!!!
P.S. I don't own CCS...
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Dear Diary,
I have already told you about my horrible incident with the bowl and how Tomoyo and Syaoran are staying over until I get better, because Dad will be out of town, but I skipped something. It happened last night after I already wrote to you. Syaoran kissed me. No, it's not as exciting as I wish it was, but it majorly tugs at my heart-strings. He had to pick me up to put me to bed, right? 'Cause I can't do it myself. Then he just sat there at my bedside, waiting for me to fall asleep. I'm all a twitter, okay? 'Cause I can sense that he's still there. It's already late, and I don't want him to stay up just because of me, nor do I want him to fall asleep in that up-right position, in the chair, although I wouldn't have minded him staying there all night beside me. So I relax-which was really hard to do because he was sitting there beside me!-and I start breathing deep and steady. Basically, I was trying to make him think I was asleep so he could go to sleep himself. Well it must have worked, because I soon felt a hot, moist breeze on my face, and then I felt something wet on my forehead. I opened my eyes and saw him, leaning over me, kissing me. I quickly closed my eyes so he wouldn't think I was still awake, although I thought my rapid heart beat would give me away.
Diary? HE KISSED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Can you believe it? I think he likes me, but I'm not sure! If he likes me, I wonder if he'll ask me to the Homecoming dance. I wish he would! I tried to bring up the dance earlier, but he didn't seem to get the hint. Maybe he just hangs around me and is staying with me and kissed me because he pities my poor pathetic state...
And then there was what Zach said that day in the hospital...About me and Syaoran going to the homecoming...And Tomoyo's conversation with someone about him and me...Wait! I don't want to think about that right now! Reminds me of what happened earlier as a result of that conversation...
This is too much for my brain to handle, Diary! Way too much!
Time for me to go...I think Tomoyo may be waking up now, and she'll have a fit if she finds out I'm up at three A.M. and am not asleep, resting and recuperating from my wound. She's the mother I never had. Eeecchhh, 'nother bad subject...Moving on...Need to go, Tomoyo is waking up.
Sayonara!
Sakura
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Dear Journal,
My heart is welling up inside of me...I think I realize something...I love Sakura. I don't think, however, that she likes me back. She just acts so casual around me. I know that everyone assures me that she likes me, but I just don't know. Everybody is on my case about the dance too! I wish they would go away! Sure, I'd love to take Sakura to the dance, I really would! Do you have any idea how much I wish Sakura were my girlfriend? Before, I had an excuse to not ask her out...Meiling. But now that Meiling has her Chinese guy down the street, I'm free, but I'm not doing anything about it. I wish I had the guts to ask Sakura out...But I don't. I'd rather spend the entire night alone and never ask her, than to ask her out and have her say no. In fact, I'd rather be run over by an eighteen-wheeler than have her say that she doesn't like me.
About my current situation/dilemma, I am stuck in Sakura's house—by my own free will—with both Sakura and Tomoyo. I have a feeling I'm in trouble. Tomoyo scares me sometimes with her plots and all that. I have a feeling that she's cooking up a plan as we speak—or rather as I write these words. I've known her for 6 years and can just about predict what that girl's up to. I'm sure the "all living together, taking care of Sakura" was her idea in the first place.
By the way, before I forget, I kissed Sakura. I don't think it counts as either my first kiss or hers, because she was asleep. Ahhh...Sakura, I could watch you sleep all night...Unfortunately, Tomoyo is sleeping on the floor in Sakura's room, just in case Sakura needs anything.
That's all I can think to say because words can't describe what it's like to take care of an emerald-eyed angel whose wings are broken. You have to look at the pain in the heavenly creature's jewels and see the pain of being dependent on a clumsy earth creature. But as a lowly earth-dweller, I promise to take care of this fragile, broken, emerald-eyed heaven-dweller.
Syaoran
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Dear Diary,
Things are better than I could have ever hoped for!!! Things are falling into place, and anticipated obstacles have all disappeared, and opportunities have come along that I could never have dreamed of. I get a week with Syaoran, Sakura, and me in the same house! What fun I'll have! I need to remember to drop by my house tomorrow and pick up my camera! Joy upon joy!!!
I saw Syaoran kiss Sakura!! THAT will be the bargaining tool I'll use if I can't get him to ask her to the dance!! I LOVE BLACKMAIL!!! It's a plotter's sweetest dream!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE I DON'T HAVE MY CAMERA WITH ME!!! OF ALL THE DAYS TO FORGET MY CAMERA!!! I MISSED THE CUTEST MOMENT!!!!!
If none of this works, well, I have a plan for that too. I can't risk exposing my plot, lest anyone should find it here!! I know, I know. I usually tell you all my secrets, diary, but this one is so secretive, it cannot be revealed until such a time comes!!
Sorry about that, my good friend!
It's late and I must go to sleep!
Tomoyo
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Didja like?!! I liked it!!! I may need some events that could take place from here until the Friday of the dance...If you have any mishap ideas, be sure to let me know...I have an ultimate plot and ending, I just need some ideas on the filler...
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-Bugmagnent!