Jealousy is an Ugly Thing by Gundam's Angel
Disclaimer: "Le sigh" I do not own any of the Gundam Wing characters. I only own the character Amanda Chambers. You know the rest. :o)
Warnings: Angst, some bad language but only as bad as the uncut version and I haven't seen Endless Waltz yet so this is based on that it never happened. Also the information given isn't acutal fact I don't know Heero's real name.
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Part 3
Amanda switched off the video phone and let out a cry of joy. She was going to see her love.
Heero you will always be Aiden to me and I'm going to be with you again. I can't believe it!
She dreamily stared at the blank video phone screen as her mind thought back to when she was a child and had been trained with Aiden. They had only been five years old when the Oz organization had just assassinated the peace promoter of all the colonies, Heero Yuy and were attacking the colonies, taking over and bringing only misery to the people.
That was when the five scientists began their plan to gain revenge for the colonies by destroying Oz with stronger mobile suits and send them to earth where Oz was first started and at its strongest. They called this plan Operation Meteor. They made the mobile suits out of the strongest metal known to man, gundanium and decided to call their mobile suits gundams. Each of them different, stronger than the other in different ways. Although they knew they needed more then this they needed strong yet young soldiers to fulfill their plan of stopping Oz. The five of them were separated to different colonies due to Oz orders for the colonies to not communicate with each other but they each continued the plan hoping to be able to set in to action on the date they had agreed on.
Dr. J was on Colony L1, Amanda's and Aiden's colony. He like the other scientists was in search of worthy trainees to be soldiers and pilot the complicated mobile suits. They had all agreed that the trainees had to be young children around the age of five or seven so that when they were older their soldier skills would go beyond the ones of an older soldier who had only been trained for a few years. They needed to be mentally and physically strong children, with inner strength and compassion towards others so they would understand the need for the plan, be able to and want to help. They all knew it would be hard to find children to meet up to their standards but they had hoped for the sake of the plan that they would be successful. To their relief all of them had been.
Dr. J had chosen her because of his own luck. He had happened to walk by an alley when she was fighting off older boys for her stolen food; stolen only because she was an orphan and had to support herself even though she was as young as she was. Since she was so young, being only five she didn't really know what had happened to her parents. She had been with them until one day soon after Oz started attacking she had woken up to realize that they had disappeared. She had assumed they had abandoned her, not being able to know that they had been taken away by Oz and put into jail because they had broken one of their unnecessary rules. The loss of her parents didn't hurt her because she thought she was abandoned and being a smart girl she decided to watch older children and learn what it took to survive on the streets during those times. The boys were giving her a hard time, trying to take away her few scraps of food and harassing her because of her young beauty. Dr. J stood by observing to see what she would do admiring her weak but at times effective fighting techniques. She had kicked and punched weakly being too skinny to have any strength good enough to actually hurt them. This made most of the older boys laugh and have even more fun until she would hit them in the right areas. They would then get even angrier then they had been in the beginning and continue their harassing.
After a few minutes it seemed hopeless for the girl as she was getting tired of fighting back. Dr. J was about to approach her and help her when someone else joined in. A young boy about her same age had been walking by and had seen what was happening. He was strong for only being five but it was natural strength. He was still supported by his mother and had no need to be fighting on the streets which would make him stronger. He was a very kind hearted boy and had not liked what he had seen. He immediately went to help her. Dr. J's interest had only grown and still stayed to watch. With the boy's help she was able to fight off the older boys until they finally grew bored with them their pride being hurt after actually getting hurt by the small boy and left. She had thanked the boy and learned that his name was Aiden.
As they were getting to know each other Dr. J approached them carefully. He knew a man with glasses plastered to his face and a robotic hand would be intimidating especially now after their fight. He couldn't help the way he looked but he knew he had to at least talk to them. It was definite; the girl was strong and confident. The boy was admirable. Dr. J had admired him because he had the compassion to help another person and the strength to actually help. When he had walked up to them Aiden immediately took up his fighting stance and Dr. J couldn't help but smile.
"Don't worry I'm a friend. I saw what you did to the other boys and you were both very brave. I would have helped but you two were so strong and didn't need my help did you? I'm looking for young strong children such as your selves to help a plan of my friend's and mine. We would like to stop all the bad things that are going on right now, would you like to help us? You would be helping if you let me train you two to be soldiers." he had told them quickly to get to the point before the ran off or just began attacking him.
Amanda had seen Aiden's eyes flash open with interest and quickly agreed claming that "A chance to be a soldier was cool!"
She smiled at the memory. He was a typical little boy. Everything to little boys is "cool". At first she had disagreed because even with her young hard life she hated the idea of hurting or killing anybody even if it was Oz. Although when she had seen Aiden agree she agreed too because she was already developing a small crush on the handsome boy and wanted to be with him longer. They both had agreed to visit Dr. J frequently at the address he gave them of his extremely large training center and laboratory. It was so large that it was incredible it was a secret. Dr. J's genius mind however had borrowed the idea of another scientist's which was an invisible cloak and enhanced it so that it was large enough to surround the center and it was undetectable to any technology Oz had. It was so effective that even he would not have been able to find it if he didn't invent special glasses, which penetrated through the invisible cloak. He gave smaller versions to both her and Aiden so they would able to find the place on their own telling them to be very careful with them.
As time went on and they kept visiting Dr. J, Aiden began to hate the idea of killing and wanted to back out. Dr. J allowed him to leave figuring that he could always find other worthy trainees and still trained her to at least strengthen her hacking skills. A week later Aiden had come back to them crying. He told them that Oz soldiers had attacked his neighborhood of the colony for no apparent reason. His only living parent, his mother, had been shot and killed in the crossfire while she was taking him to safety. Amanda's heart ached for him she knew he had to be suffering losing a parent to death had to be a horrible thing. She had never forgotten the look he had in his eyes that day. He was determined to kill.
He had told Dr. J that he wanted to do whatever possible to destroy Oz and stop all of the people's suffering. Dr. J was pleased; Aiden was definitely the perfect trainee. He now had the compassion towards everyone to understand the people's pain and how cruel Oz was being. He had the inner strength to want to do something about it; physical strength that could be shaped and made stronger and mental strength to be prepared to do whatever it took. She watched Aiden endure torture sessions to train his small body into handling anything. His screams of pain haunted her dreams, but by the age of ten he didn't scream anymore. His body was able to handle everything. A bruise or any deep cut was a paper cut even if it was a knife wound. A gunshot wound and a broken bone would only succeed in making him grunt. He had learned to deal with the pain without screaming and be able to find ways to try to heal himself if he had to. He quickly mastered the martial arts and anyway known to man on how to kill. When Dr. J was pleased with his skills he introduced him to his gundam, Wing that he had been working on at night when they were both asleep.
For the next five years he was taught many different fighting tactics with his new mobile suit. He was hardworking and quickly mastered his gundam as if he was only writing his name. While he had been training with his gundam he had also had training sessions with her on being a professional hacker which was going to be needed during the war as well. She was the best because this was all she was trained for. She had still refused to kill or hurt anyone. Dr. J had let her stay because she would be useful to him in providing him with any information he needed during the war. She was pleased with this being happy that she had somewhere to stay. She also had enjoyed her sessions with Aiden and they became close friends.
During the last few months their friendship bloomed into a relationship. She supported him through all of his training and he had told her that he loved her for that. She loved him because she admired him greatly. She knew Dr. J wasn't pleased. He would separate them whenever they were together and whenever he had the chance he would make sure they couldn't talk to each other. She also had a feeling that he was the one responsible for making Aiden break up with her. One day he had just gone up to her with the coldest lifeless eyes and said,
"Amanda, girlfriends would only get in the way of a mission so I can no longer be with you." He then just walked away without another word.
She had been surprised at his coldness and the way he had been so clean cut about it all. It wasn't like him it was more like Dr. J to be that way. She wanted to ask him if she had done something wrong, but that day was the start off date for Operation Meteor and he was leaving, on his way to the earth.
Dr. J gave him his code name, Heero Yuy. Dr. J made her vow to never reveal Heero's real name. He than gave Heero his instructions and sent him on his way. She took one last look at he boy she had loved. The boy who never had a real childhood like her self and had prematurely become a man, more than a man, a young assassin and a perfect soldier. Heero stared at her before hopping into the cockpit and she blew him a kiss. She vowed to herself that she would never be anyone else's girlfriend or love anyone else. She also vowed that after the war she would do what ever it took for her to be together with him again.
Amanda broke out of her thoughts as she watched the sunset and smiled. Her wish to be with him again would come true tomorrow.
Disclaimer: "Le sigh" I do not own any of the Gundam Wing characters. I only own the character Amanda Chambers. You know the rest. :o)
Warnings: Angst, some bad language but only as bad as the uncut version and I haven't seen Endless Waltz yet so this is based on that it never happened. Also the information given isn't acutal fact I don't know Heero's real name.
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Part 3
Amanda switched off the video phone and let out a cry of joy. She was going to see her love.
Heero you will always be Aiden to me and I'm going to be with you again. I can't believe it!
She dreamily stared at the blank video phone screen as her mind thought back to when she was a child and had been trained with Aiden. They had only been five years old when the Oz organization had just assassinated the peace promoter of all the colonies, Heero Yuy and were attacking the colonies, taking over and bringing only misery to the people.
That was when the five scientists began their plan to gain revenge for the colonies by destroying Oz with stronger mobile suits and send them to earth where Oz was first started and at its strongest. They called this plan Operation Meteor. They made the mobile suits out of the strongest metal known to man, gundanium and decided to call their mobile suits gundams. Each of them different, stronger than the other in different ways. Although they knew they needed more then this they needed strong yet young soldiers to fulfill their plan of stopping Oz. The five of them were separated to different colonies due to Oz orders for the colonies to not communicate with each other but they each continued the plan hoping to be able to set in to action on the date they had agreed on.
Dr. J was on Colony L1, Amanda's and Aiden's colony. He like the other scientists was in search of worthy trainees to be soldiers and pilot the complicated mobile suits. They had all agreed that the trainees had to be young children around the age of five or seven so that when they were older their soldier skills would go beyond the ones of an older soldier who had only been trained for a few years. They needed to be mentally and physically strong children, with inner strength and compassion towards others so they would understand the need for the plan, be able to and want to help. They all knew it would be hard to find children to meet up to their standards but they had hoped for the sake of the plan that they would be successful. To their relief all of them had been.
Dr. J had chosen her because of his own luck. He had happened to walk by an alley when she was fighting off older boys for her stolen food; stolen only because she was an orphan and had to support herself even though she was as young as she was. Since she was so young, being only five she didn't really know what had happened to her parents. She had been with them until one day soon after Oz started attacking she had woken up to realize that they had disappeared. She had assumed they had abandoned her, not being able to know that they had been taken away by Oz and put into jail because they had broken one of their unnecessary rules. The loss of her parents didn't hurt her because she thought she was abandoned and being a smart girl she decided to watch older children and learn what it took to survive on the streets during those times. The boys were giving her a hard time, trying to take away her few scraps of food and harassing her because of her young beauty. Dr. J stood by observing to see what she would do admiring her weak but at times effective fighting techniques. She had kicked and punched weakly being too skinny to have any strength good enough to actually hurt them. This made most of the older boys laugh and have even more fun until she would hit them in the right areas. They would then get even angrier then they had been in the beginning and continue their harassing.
After a few minutes it seemed hopeless for the girl as she was getting tired of fighting back. Dr. J was about to approach her and help her when someone else joined in. A young boy about her same age had been walking by and had seen what was happening. He was strong for only being five but it was natural strength. He was still supported by his mother and had no need to be fighting on the streets which would make him stronger. He was a very kind hearted boy and had not liked what he had seen. He immediately went to help her. Dr. J's interest had only grown and still stayed to watch. With the boy's help she was able to fight off the older boys until they finally grew bored with them their pride being hurt after actually getting hurt by the small boy and left. She had thanked the boy and learned that his name was Aiden.
As they were getting to know each other Dr. J approached them carefully. He knew a man with glasses plastered to his face and a robotic hand would be intimidating especially now after their fight. He couldn't help the way he looked but he knew he had to at least talk to them. It was definite; the girl was strong and confident. The boy was admirable. Dr. J had admired him because he had the compassion to help another person and the strength to actually help. When he had walked up to them Aiden immediately took up his fighting stance and Dr. J couldn't help but smile.
"Don't worry I'm a friend. I saw what you did to the other boys and you were both very brave. I would have helped but you two were so strong and didn't need my help did you? I'm looking for young strong children such as your selves to help a plan of my friend's and mine. We would like to stop all the bad things that are going on right now, would you like to help us? You would be helping if you let me train you two to be soldiers." he had told them quickly to get to the point before the ran off or just began attacking him.
Amanda had seen Aiden's eyes flash open with interest and quickly agreed claming that "A chance to be a soldier was cool!"
She smiled at the memory. He was a typical little boy. Everything to little boys is "cool". At first she had disagreed because even with her young hard life she hated the idea of hurting or killing anybody even if it was Oz. Although when she had seen Aiden agree she agreed too because she was already developing a small crush on the handsome boy and wanted to be with him longer. They both had agreed to visit Dr. J frequently at the address he gave them of his extremely large training center and laboratory. It was so large that it was incredible it was a secret. Dr. J's genius mind however had borrowed the idea of another scientist's which was an invisible cloak and enhanced it so that it was large enough to surround the center and it was undetectable to any technology Oz had. It was so effective that even he would not have been able to find it if he didn't invent special glasses, which penetrated through the invisible cloak. He gave smaller versions to both her and Aiden so they would able to find the place on their own telling them to be very careful with them.
As time went on and they kept visiting Dr. J, Aiden began to hate the idea of killing and wanted to back out. Dr. J allowed him to leave figuring that he could always find other worthy trainees and still trained her to at least strengthen her hacking skills. A week later Aiden had come back to them crying. He told them that Oz soldiers had attacked his neighborhood of the colony for no apparent reason. His only living parent, his mother, had been shot and killed in the crossfire while she was taking him to safety. Amanda's heart ached for him she knew he had to be suffering losing a parent to death had to be a horrible thing. She had never forgotten the look he had in his eyes that day. He was determined to kill.
He had told Dr. J that he wanted to do whatever possible to destroy Oz and stop all of the people's suffering. Dr. J was pleased; Aiden was definitely the perfect trainee. He now had the compassion towards everyone to understand the people's pain and how cruel Oz was being. He had the inner strength to want to do something about it; physical strength that could be shaped and made stronger and mental strength to be prepared to do whatever it took. She watched Aiden endure torture sessions to train his small body into handling anything. His screams of pain haunted her dreams, but by the age of ten he didn't scream anymore. His body was able to handle everything. A bruise or any deep cut was a paper cut even if it was a knife wound. A gunshot wound and a broken bone would only succeed in making him grunt. He had learned to deal with the pain without screaming and be able to find ways to try to heal himself if he had to. He quickly mastered the martial arts and anyway known to man on how to kill. When Dr. J was pleased with his skills he introduced him to his gundam, Wing that he had been working on at night when they were both asleep.
For the next five years he was taught many different fighting tactics with his new mobile suit. He was hardworking and quickly mastered his gundam as if he was only writing his name. While he had been training with his gundam he had also had training sessions with her on being a professional hacker which was going to be needed during the war as well. She was the best because this was all she was trained for. She had still refused to kill or hurt anyone. Dr. J had let her stay because she would be useful to him in providing him with any information he needed during the war. She was pleased with this being happy that she had somewhere to stay. She also had enjoyed her sessions with Aiden and they became close friends.
During the last few months their friendship bloomed into a relationship. She supported him through all of his training and he had told her that he loved her for that. She loved him because she admired him greatly. She knew Dr. J wasn't pleased. He would separate them whenever they were together and whenever he had the chance he would make sure they couldn't talk to each other. She also had a feeling that he was the one responsible for making Aiden break up with her. One day he had just gone up to her with the coldest lifeless eyes and said,
"Amanda, girlfriends would only get in the way of a mission so I can no longer be with you." He then just walked away without another word.
She had been surprised at his coldness and the way he had been so clean cut about it all. It wasn't like him it was more like Dr. J to be that way. She wanted to ask him if she had done something wrong, but that day was the start off date for Operation Meteor and he was leaving, on his way to the earth.
Dr. J gave him his code name, Heero Yuy. Dr. J made her vow to never reveal Heero's real name. He than gave Heero his instructions and sent him on his way. She took one last look at he boy she had loved. The boy who never had a real childhood like her self and had prematurely become a man, more than a man, a young assassin and a perfect soldier. Heero stared at her before hopping into the cockpit and she blew him a kiss. She vowed to herself that she would never be anyone else's girlfriend or love anyone else. She also vowed that after the war she would do what ever it took for her to be together with him again.
Amanda broke out of her thoughts as she watched the sunset and smiled. Her wish to be with him again would come true tomorrow.