Oh the feeling of a day

Sad yet sweet in my mouth

The cold biting at my flesh

Like little hungry demons

A pain about my shoulders

Comes from the things undone

The things that were done

But in you rue them

But yet the as the sun sets

Something inside awakes

A feeling like a dagger

On my bare flesh

Was felt as a shadow passed

In my line of vision

A feeling of death and pain

And hunger...

The shadow now has black eyes

that watch me

My heartbeats faster

The eyes grow wider

I feel a hand in my hair

But yet

I feel relaxed

Sleep

Is all I hear and feel

I feel a pain but I sleep

The next thing I feel is a cool yet warm

Liquid on my lips

In my mouth

But not my veins

I drink

I feed

On this night

I feel no more

I am not Briana the 12-year-old human girl

But a fledgling of the line of Silver

I'm now named Risbana

I thirst for more of what?

But blood

I see the room around me

I can smell the glass

The wax and flame

I can smell glass

I look into the mirror and see me

What is me?

I am Risbana

But I remember a girl with green eyes and red hair

Not this black eyed

Pale skinned

Dark haired child of the night

I feel something in the room next to this

It's the shadow

But this shadow is a woman

No not a woman

A vampire

My blood mother

She smiles a fanged smile

I look at her and I hear a voice

Come. Feed.

I try to speak but I have no breath

My lungs are no use

Just a thing inside me

I hear

Rest do not breathe

Come and Feed

I obey

She leads me

Outside into a little town

I'm led to a club

There is so many people in there

Some human some not

I feel the fear, fun, death

All in one room

The room is glass spider webbed

For what reason I do not know

I feel a heartbeat

Outside

In a fear

It hides

I stride outside in the night

Oh sweet night

I prowl around

Following the human

The fear is a sweet smell

A sweet sweet smell

I hunt her down

I grab her neck

She turns in fear

I spring on her

My mind mutters

Sleep

Into hers and she does so

I pierce the thin skin on her neck

The crimson life giving liquid

Passes my lips and flows into my mouth

I swallow

The hot liquid is my elixer

My life

It runs through my veins

I live in this dark world

Of death