Author's Note: I love Pearl Harbor and I've waited too long to write a fic. This is a song fic to "What I Did For Love" from A Chorus Line and it takes place when Rafe and Danny are leaving for training for the Doolittle Raid.


Evelyn watched the plane as it grew smaller and smaller, taking the two men she cared the most about far away from her. She couldn't believe she could love two men so much. But the truth was that Rafe was her true love. He always had been no matter how much she loved Danny. She'd been such an idiot. She's betrayed her true love and come between him and his best friend. She hadn't really thought about what she was doing. It seemed right. She'd believed Rafe to be dead and she had figured that Rafe would have wanted Danny to take care of her if he couldn't. It seemed the right thing at the time. But it was all ruined when Rafe came back. Their relationship had been shattered and the only things she could place the blame on was herself and war.

Kiss today good-bye
The sweetness and the sorrow
Wish me luck; the same to you
But I can't regret what I did for love
What I did for love

There were so many good things to remember, she knew. She remembered when her and Rafe first met. He'd pursued her from the moment she passed him during his health test. That was only the beginning. Her favorite memory was when he made two paper swans, one for her and one for him. No man had ever done something like that and it was a true expression of his love. Their love had been so strong. Strong enough for Rafe to conquer death. But not strong enough for her. She couldn't believe God would give her only a short time of pure happiness then take it away. That was the way the game was played, she decided.

Look, my eyes are dry
The gift was ours to borrow
It's as if we always knew
And I won't forget what I did for love
What I did for love

They might have been happy if God had willed it. But she could never go back to Rafe. Not with Danny's baby. She couldn't break his heart either. Fate just wasn't on Rafe and Evelyn's side. But they would always have those beautiful memories. Sure, they only had a short time together, but it was a fantastic time that she could never ever forget. Everything would make her remember for the rest of her life. A happy couple, a blue sky, a sunset. All the beautiful things in the world would never let her forget.

Gone
Love is never gone
As we travel on
Love's what we'll remember

She would march on, her head high. She'd always love Rafe but she could never let Danny know that she loved him more. Especially when she planned to spend the rest of her life with him. She'd try to be happy and she thought she might succeed. It was possible. She had the future to look forward to. She couldn't hold on to the past. If she did she knew she'd go crazy.

Kiss today good-bye
And point me toward tomorrow
We did what we had to do
Won't forget, can't regret
What I did for love

The plane disappeared. It brought about a strange feeling of closure for Evelyn. She knew what she had to do and she would do it come what may. But she'd never forget her true love and the mutual love they had shared and would always share. That would always be resting safely in her heart and no one could ever make her let that go. That was the most sacred thing in the world to her.

Won't forget, can't regret
What I did for love