I don't own anything, this is my first fanfic so I hope it's okay.



I stood there watching them, they really are like a family. Even if it isn't from blood or by marriage ..I always see them and like clockwork they play there roles..The little boy and the young man yelling at each other while the red head is just smiling at the two.

I wonder what there up to today, well maybe it's nothing they seem normal today. I know better then try to talk to them.

They only been there for a while but not long enough..

I wonder why do I bother watching these people..they will never know me or see me. Yes they would. Here or there but thats all.

But I guess it's just fate for me to watch..well it wasn't my fault that I didn't die when I should. It would of made sense to everyone if I did..But I didn't.

Thats the past..but it should stay there. So I wonder what I should do with my life..I'm not young anymore, and I cannot talk to them..no matter how much I want to. It isn't my life nor part of me. It never was.

I felt alone..yes I knew people there loved me. They did care and did worry.they had no idea how locked up I felt yes I did love them all but I felt like a bird in a cage,I saw my time..my time to leave that life and did.I couldn't bear to see them..but everything..time heals all.

Now I watch them the young boy has now become a young man and the other two became older now you could see there true ages..before you couldn't guess that he was as old as he was..

I should stop thinking..my head hurts.

"You there!" oh no..How long could he known I've been there..I was careful..

"h..hai?" Baka!! I shouldn't of said anything..Should of ran..baka..

"Jo..Jou-can!!" the other yelled as if he saw a ghost.

Baka!Baka! I should of known this would of happened..I was to close..to near them. need to leave...

"Oro! Sano..it couldn't be" The red headed one said..but the knew..I saw that look on their faces..they knew. I still loved him..but if I stayed once again..I'll be that bird.

"Gomen" I said, and ran as fast as I could..I guess this would be the last I would see of both of them.

I just hope Kensin can't run as fast as he could.