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Wasting My Time

I watched as cars sped away. Graduation day had came, and went. I watched Miranda graduate, and I watched Lizzie graduate.

Ever since I found Lizzie in the woods that day, things didn't change, as I hoped they would. After a few days, Lizzie started hanging out with Kate again. She continued to be bitter and angry around Miranda and I. Miranda still cried a lot, she still missed Lizzie.

As did I.

Nope, even after a few months, the crush is still here. The addiction, obsession still lingers. I'm trying not to imagine what the next few years will be like. I won't have the comfort of seeing Lizzie everyday, that was the one thing that kept me sane.

I wonder where Lizzie is?
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Lizzie sat in her car, she hadn't drove away like so many of her other friends.

Graduation day wasn't all she expected. The joy and excitement she expected to feel and couldn't wait to feel when she was younger wasn't there. She watched as Gordo and Miranda got their diplomas, even their smiles were a bit tarnished.

Things definitley weren't the same.

She couldn't imagine life without them, even though it seemed like she'd lived without them all this year.

But, even so -- seeing their faces always made her feel okay, even while Kate was talking about her newest boyfriend, or conquest, or whatever the hell she talked about. Who even knew anymore.

She couldn't believe she had left that wonderful friendship for a fake smile and a fake life.

Yup, Lizzie McGuire was a fake.

But how long would it take before she could become real once again?

Or maybe she was just wasting her time.