Loneliness Part 2
"All done koi." I say as I finish my last sentence. I put my black book back in its hiding spot. I don't care if Heero reads it or not because I have already told him everything that's in there.
"Feel any better now that you've written it down?" he asks.
"Actually I do. Thanks for the idea." I say as I sit on his lap, entangling my self with him.
"I'm glad." He says kissing me deeply ...... then ......
"Duo, Heero. It's time to go now." Quatre says knocking on the door.
"Damn. Why do we have to go on this stupid mission, anyways." I mumbled Heero.
"Because the scientist think, that this new O.Z. base just has to be destroyed."
"Oh wow a base." I say as I roll my eyes.
"Yah, never the less we have to go and destroy it anyhow." He says as standing me up and him self getting up as well. "Remember for this mission were on the ground. The other three are in their Gundams. Makes sure you have all your essentials."
"You mean bombs, knifes, and guns."
"Yes those and stop interrupting. Just make sure you have them." He says as he kisses me and goes into the closet to get he's essentials.
"Yah, yah. Whatever." I say, as I check the two knives that are in my shoes, the gun in my pants, and the one on my back. As also I make sure all my picklocks are securely in my braid. `One good use for my braid,' I think. "Yup got everything." I announce as I go into the hanger to get my Gundam Heero behind me.
You see even though Heero and I aren't fighting doesn't mean we don't need our Gundams, how does one think were going to get there??? By a taxi, wait that would be funny, and no we don't have wings.
The sweet smell of my Gundam, my partner Shinigami, I love to be here. No I don't love to kill; that's her job. No I just love to feel secure and I feel secure here were I can tell, and show her everything, yet she would never tell. I feel the same way around Heero, after many years of only telling Shinigami how I feel I can also tell him. It gives me a place of belonging to know he cares about me. Can't say that about most people who know me hell, with anyone else I don't belong, he knows what I feel and understands, most can't and don't want to feel it. I guess that's why I don't tell Quatre, Trowa, or Wufei anything. Quatre already has to many sadden things on his mine, Trowa won't offer basically anything besides silence, and Wufei would just try to shut me up as he says I a `Stupid BAKA'. He doesn't understand, no one understands, but Heero and Shinigami. I'm so glad I at least have them.
"Hey Duo, Duo." Heero says as he snaps me out of my thoughts by jumping into my cockpit.
"Yea" I answer opening my eyes to his blue-eyed beauties.
"What were you thinking?" He ponders.
" Oh, how glad I am to have you."
"Oh really"
"Yes really." I say as I put my arms around his neck and bring him down for a kiss.
"Heero Yuy, get your ass into your own Gundam and not Maxwell's." Wufei shouts threw the comlink as Quatre giggles along.
"Fine." Heero grumbles jumping out of the cockpit and into his, but not until he gives me another kiss.
So, five giants of gundamiun alloy fly off to the nearest destination, the base.
~t.b.c~
"All done koi." I say as I finish my last sentence. I put my black book back in its hiding spot. I don't care if Heero reads it or not because I have already told him everything that's in there.
"Feel any better now that you've written it down?" he asks.
"Actually I do. Thanks for the idea." I say as I sit on his lap, entangling my self with him.
"I'm glad." He says kissing me deeply ...... then ......
"Duo, Heero. It's time to go now." Quatre says knocking on the door.
"Damn. Why do we have to go on this stupid mission, anyways." I mumbled Heero.
"Because the scientist think, that this new O.Z. base just has to be destroyed."
"Oh wow a base." I say as I roll my eyes.
"Yah, never the less we have to go and destroy it anyhow." He says as standing me up and him self getting up as well. "Remember for this mission were on the ground. The other three are in their Gundams. Makes sure you have all your essentials."
"You mean bombs, knifes, and guns."
"Yes those and stop interrupting. Just make sure you have them." He says as he kisses me and goes into the closet to get he's essentials.
"Yah, yah. Whatever." I say, as I check the two knives that are in my shoes, the gun in my pants, and the one on my back. As also I make sure all my picklocks are securely in my braid. `One good use for my braid,' I think. "Yup got everything." I announce as I go into the hanger to get my Gundam Heero behind me.
You see even though Heero and I aren't fighting doesn't mean we don't need our Gundams, how does one think were going to get there??? By a taxi, wait that would be funny, and no we don't have wings.
The sweet smell of my Gundam, my partner Shinigami, I love to be here. No I don't love to kill; that's her job. No I just love to feel secure and I feel secure here were I can tell, and show her everything, yet she would never tell. I feel the same way around Heero, after many years of only telling Shinigami how I feel I can also tell him. It gives me a place of belonging to know he cares about me. Can't say that about most people who know me hell, with anyone else I don't belong, he knows what I feel and understands, most can't and don't want to feel it. I guess that's why I don't tell Quatre, Trowa, or Wufei anything. Quatre already has to many sadden things on his mine, Trowa won't offer basically anything besides silence, and Wufei would just try to shut me up as he says I a `Stupid BAKA'. He doesn't understand, no one understands, but Heero and Shinigami. I'm so glad I at least have them.
"Hey Duo, Duo." Heero says as he snaps me out of my thoughts by jumping into my cockpit.
"Yea" I answer opening my eyes to his blue-eyed beauties.
"What were you thinking?" He ponders.
" Oh, how glad I am to have you."
"Oh really"
"Yes really." I say as I put my arms around his neck and bring him down for a kiss.
"Heero Yuy, get your ass into your own Gundam and not Maxwell's." Wufei shouts threw the comlink as Quatre giggles along.
"Fine." Heero grumbles jumping out of the cockpit and into his, but not until he gives me another kiss.
So, five giants of gundamiun alloy fly off to the nearest destination, the base.
~t.b.c~