Disclaimer- I don't own James, or Lily. The Goddess of All Things Potter, JKR, owns all. I don't care about WB. Try to sue me, and I'll sic Draco on you ^_^





Black Wind
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The words slip out
I try to hold them back
But I cannot
For they are unto a flood
Flowing currents tearing
Hateful words from my heart

Truly, I never meant to hurt you
The words I spoke were not mine
They did not come from my heart
Or so says my soul

So the words keep overflowing
I can see they sting you
Your eyes harden
And like a backlash comes
A tide of words from you

You run towards me
Your eyes holding the message I never thought I'd hear
Our doom has arrived
Yet perhaps I can save him
I will save him

He is saved
Yet, for how long
Without us?

Remorse
Anger
Questions
Running through my head
As my life drifts away on a Black Wind

Why did we have to fight?
We hardly ever did
Yet on our last night.....
The last conscious words I spoke to you were those of anger

I will never forgive myself
James.....can you?