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I guess that school started again and no one would have time to read the fanfics and review. I'll try to find some time to write.

Tai and Matt are the main characters of this chapter. No action/adventure in this one... More like Agust and Drama.

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The Legendary Digivices

Chapter 6: Triangle Heartbreak.

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Davis- We went back to the Digital World to get Tai his body back. Myotismon decided to bring the fight to us. It was tough but not tough enough even with those new Control Spires being built... All right fine we did have trouble with those Control Spires being built. Azulongmon's light didn't do a thing because of that. When he was about to hurt Kari, something strange happen. Myotismon got rejected out of Tai's body! Then that lady showed up and energizes our Digimon. Not only that, She also created some sort of force field to stop the effect of the Control Spires. Our Digimon easily Digivolve and beat Myotismon without any problem. We celebrated when we got home but it was cut short when Tai decided to run away to the Digital world! He didn't even say thank you in his letter! For some reason we can't open the Digi-port and go in after him. I wonder if that woman was responsible for that. I hope that she's not a pain like Arukenimon was.

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Tai and Agumon are walking through a forest.

"So Tai. Thought of something yet?" Agumon asked.

Tai's face didn't change. "No not exactly."

"It's already been a day and you still haven't found out what's wrong."

Tai shook his head. "I'm feeling as if nobody like me or anything."

"Your wrong, Tai." Agumon started. "Everyone really love you, Tai, including me. You know that."

Tai had his head lower. "Yeah right. I let them down too much." He starts walking off.

"Tai... Are you still hurting sense that incident?" Agumon though before he catch up to his partner.

Hidden in a bush, a Digimon watches on and follows.

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Matt was busy practicing a solo song for a concert later today. But it was hard when he thinks about his best friend staying in the Digital world looking for his own answer to his emotions. It's already been a day sense he went to the Digital world and the Gate still won't open for them. Even if it won't open they can still communicate with the Digimons that were there.

He then strokes the strings on his gartar some music tone. He then pauses as he realized the tone he was playing. It has been a while that he played that song.

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Tai stop walking and asked, "Agumon... What do you think of me?"

"Huh?" Agumon never thought that Tai would asks that question. "Well, You always seem to care about everybody around you."

"Have I always been that way?" Tai asked.

"Yeah. Why you ask?"

"I was thinking about the time when we were younger," Tai said. "Too bad it didn't last. I kinda miss those days."

"Same here..." Agumon decided to change the topic, although he's not sure if this is good time to bring it up. "Umm... Tai?"

"Yeah?" Tai asked and see that Agumon was nervous about asking it. "Well what is it?"

Agumon didn't know how to asked him. What if it's not the right answer to why he's like this? He mind as well let him know it slowly. "I think I know when and why you became distant."

For some reasons Tai feel like he won't like it. "Well spill it."

"Umm... Do you remember what happen last year during Christmas?"

Tai groan in displeasure.

"Tai... I really think you've mature sense then."

Tai continual walking. "Being mature did not help from dealing with that pain. Being run down by Jun, right after that, also didn't help."

Agumon follows after him. "Tai... You should at least tell her how you feel."

"Forget it... She's better off with Matt then with me... She and everyone else is better off without me..."

The small Digimon in the bush was surprised to here that last statement and quickly left.

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Matt hold up a cassette tape wondering if he should listen to it or not. He already knows what is on the cassette, but he doesn't know why he wants to listen to it. His though was put on hold when his computer screen showed the Digiport and a certain Digimon on it. "Gabumon!"

Gabumon replied, "Hey Matt."

"Did you find out anything?"

"Yes... It seems like you were right about him might being heart broken," Gabumon answered. "That's not all I've found out. Did you know what he'd said?"

"No, but I think you'll tell me anyway."

Gabumon took a deep then told him, "He said, She and everyone else is better off without me."

"He said that!" Matt was surprised.

"He said it the same way you did when..." Gabumon pointed to the tape that Matt was holding.

Matt sees this and almost drops the tape.

Gabumon see the sad look in Matt's eyes. "You still like her do you?"

"Just keep me updated, Gabumon."

"Alright... See you later."

The screen on the Digiport turns off.

Matt put the cassette tape into the player and press play.

After a few second a girl's voice came out of it. "Ah...Dear Matt. How are you doing? I'm...well, I'm getting along. Thank you very much for before. Even if it was just for a short time, it was fun to speak to you. Even indirectly, through this letter, cassette, or whatever you call it. Ha ha. How is school? Be careful you don't become stupid because of being so busy with your band. Oh, um, well... even with me talking like this, I'm in high school myself... Oh, that's right! A friend of yours came to see me before! What a fun person... and I can't believe his nickname was Gabumon." The tape ends.

"I can't belive I've actually forgot about her..."

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"Of course... I've never did blame you for what happen with Metal Seadramon," Whamon said while giving Tai and Agumon a ride on his back.

"Well thanks." Tai said gloomy. He got Agumon to shut up about that incident during Christmas and now he's trying to apologies to the Digimons he let down. If he can find them. Whamon was the only one he can find at this time.

"So where you want me to drop you off at?" Whamon asked.

Tai thought for a bit. He already met Whamon and he said that he don't blame him for what happen. He have no idea to where any of the other Digimons he let down would be. Then it hit him. Piximon. "How about dropping me off at the desert?"

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Matt look at another cassette tape in his hand. It's a different one then the one he listen to a while ago. He though about the conversation he had with Gabumon before he gotten this tape.

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The computer flashes and Gabumon came out of it.

"Gabumon. What are you doing here?" Matt asked when Gabumon came out of the computer.

"Oh nothing much sense BlackWargreymon is out of the area, I decided to drop in." Gabumon look around the room and see the cassette lying down on a table. "And I also wanted to ask you something."

"Yeah?"

"About her..." Gabumon pointed to the cassette.

Matt blinked a few times. "What is it with you?"

Gabumon walk to it.

"What? Say it."

Gabumon smiles. "Isn't it funny? Back then she thought I was a person."

Matt leans back on his chair and also smiles. "I know."

Gabumon continual. "So when you weren't there, I talked to her."

"What?" He was confused.

"And then, she talked about you to me." Gabumon look at him. "Want to know what she said?"

Matt has the feeling he's going to tell him anyway. "Not really."

"Then I won't tell you!"

Matt stared at Gabumon in disbelief. "What? Say it."

Gabumon smiles. "She said, Matt is really a sensitive person."

"Huh?" Matt thinks that was wrong.

Gabumon continual. "She said, He's the type that's very naive, emotional, and is always thinking a lot. But he isn't very good at showing that to others, so I'm a little worried."

Matt couldn't help but smiles. That part was true... very true.

"It's right, isn't it?"

Matt tries to hind the smile. "Shut up."

Gabumon continue saying what the girl he met said. "And because he's so serious, he doesn't get close to a lot of people..." He stretches out a little. "And then she said..."

Matt was shocked. "There's more?!"

"She said..." Gabumon told Matt everything that girl said. "But those are the best things about him. How did she know all that?" He then see Matt looking a bit different then usual. "What's wrong?"

Matt mumbles something under his breath.

"Huh?"

Matt continual to mumble stuff.

Gabumon kinda understand what he was saying. "Well, thinking that it's her..."

Matt continual the sentence, "She's really hurting."

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"Even for a short time... She knew a lot about me," Matt though as he pulled out the cassette player.

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"If only I remember where that place was." Tai and Agumon search though out the desert for any sign of shimmering air. Piximon's home is really well hidden by a barrier that blends in with the background.

"Tai..."

Tai look at Agumon. "Yes?"

Agumon tries to keep up with his partner. "Can we take a break? We've been walking for hours."

Tai look around for a place to stop at. He knowdest a well nearby. "Alright... Let rest."

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"Dear Matt." The cassette played the same girl's voice.

Matt decided to lesson to the last tape he got from that girl.

The cassette continual, "I listened to your song. I was really suprised to get a tape back from you so soon. Um...yesterday, I finally had the surgery done on my eyes. I was really scared. But after I heard your song...somehow it made me think, I've gotta do my best. So I decided to go through with it. As for the results of the surgery... It seems it went well. They haven't taken the bandages off yet, but the doctor said I'd be fine. So now, I have a lot of things I'm looking forward to doing! I know when they take off the bandages, I may not be able to see right away, but... Maybe......no, that's not the right word...um... Surely...no, not that either...definitely? Yeah. Definitely, when I can see, I want to go to the ocean that you went to, Matt. I know I might not be able to go right away, but...um... I'll surely go and see the ocean you saw. Thank you so much."

Matt smiles at the last statement of the tape. He knows that she didn't like him because of his good looks or fame like most other girls are.

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Tai took another drink of the well's water and see something at the corner of his eyes. "Huh?"

Agumon put the well's bucket down and asks, "What is it, Tai?"

"I thought I saw something." Tai walk over to the spot where he sees a small object. He picks it up and it happens to be a green leaf from a tree. "Hey we're close to Piximon's house."

"Really?" Agumon asked. "Let look around!"

It didn't take them long to find a hole in the air. On the other side of the hole is a area filled with trees and it look more lively then the desert they were at. They went into it.

"Piximon! Are you here?!" Tai shouted in hope of him being alive or reborn. Even he was told, from a friend, that he was alive. He's not sure.

"Maybe he's in there." Agumon pointed to the big house on top of a cliff.

Tai groan at the sight of many stares.

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Matt is walking outside on the street. He got some things to clear up in his mind. Today was a lucky day for him. No fangirls or anything to distract him. His mind replayed a conversation he had with Gabumon from a time not so far ago.

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"So Matt... Are you going to tell her how you feel?" Gabumon asked.

Matt answered with a silence.

Gabumon didn't like the look from his partner. "Well?"

"Forget it..." Matt said gloomy.

Gabumon was shocked. "What? Why, Matt?!"

"Look... She needs someone to support her and I can't be around when she needs me." Matt replied.

"But Matt..."

"Look I'm no good to her or anyone.." Matt look down to the floor. "She and everyone else is better off without me..."

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"Those were the same words that I wish I haven't said," Matt though in discuss. He really hated himself that time for not telling her how he feels. By the time when he got out of denial with himself it was too late.

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"Piximon! Are you in here?!" Agumon shouted out loud to the empty house.

"Forget about it, Agumon..." Tai started. "He's not here... I guess we should leave..." Tai turn around and starts to leave.

WHAM!!!

"Ugh..." Tai got smacked in the face by a metal rod. "Ahh...." He falls down unconscious.

"Tai!" Agumon turn to see who had hit him. "Piximon?"

The round and pink Digimon rub his back with his stick. "Sorry about that. But seeing him like that makes me thinks he needs another trip inside the cave. Yep yep!"

Agumon look back at his unconscious partner. "That would definitely leave a mark."

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Flashback.

"So young man. Who's the flowers for?" A male gardener asked Matt about the flowers he just bought from him. "I suspected that it's for your girlfriend."

"Gees, how'd you guess?" Matt asked as he paid for the flowers.

"With your good looks I doubt she'll thinks you as anything else. Ha ha." He male floras laugh out loud.

Matt smiles and replied, "Did I forget to mention she is blind at the moment and never know what I look like?"

The gardener jaws hit the floor.

Matt waves him off. "See ya..."

He should have just bought it at the flower shop that Sora and her mom runs. Maybe he could have gotten a discount from her or something. But then everyone would know that he's in love with someone. Tai was the one that came close to finding that secret out when he called asking why he was out of school for a week. His dad might not have a clue to it.

Later at a hospital.

"I'm sorry but she's already left the hospital this morning," The girl over the counter told Matt.

"What?!?" Matt never did expected her to get out of the hospital this early. "Can you at least tell me where she lives?"

The girl looks strangely at him. "Sorry, policies said that I cannot give out information to people who are not agents of the insurance company."

Matt whispers lowly, "I... I don't believe this..." He slowly walked to the door. To the next to him was a trash can. He dropped the flowers into it and walks out of the hospital with his head down in despair.

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"If only if I had been there sooner," Matt though. "If only if I wasn't acting like a complete idiot and hold back on telling her how I feel."

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"Uhggg..." Tai grown in displeasure.

"Tai your up..."

Tai feels the pain on his face. "When I get my hands on whoever did that..." He looks around this location and sees something strange about it. "Hey, Where are we?"

Tai and Agumon was surrounded by water and are in a small boat.

"Piximon thought that you needed another special training," Agumon told him.

"Piximon's alive?!" Tai shouted. "Wait... Special training? What's that going to do? It's not like I'm going to give up or anything!"

The boat comes to a complete stop as it hit something.

"I think we're here," Agumon stated as he gets off the boat.

Tai follows him. "Where ever here is?"

The two are inside a city that resembles much of Odaiba. The two walked around a little hoping to find something to help Tai.

"Tai did you here that?" Agumon asked.

"Huh?" Tai tries hearing what Agumon was hearing. All he heard was a faith cry coming from someway. "No it can't be..."

"What is it Tai?"

Tai ran towards were the faith cries came from and Agumon follows. The voice led them to a playground and on one side of it was a very young boy who was crying his eyes out. He wore a blue shirt with a star on the center of the shirt and have goggles hanging off his neck. Tai instantly knew what was going on and tears starts forming from his eyes. "This... This is... This is the same playground when Kari almost..."

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"I remember that I made a promise that I would find you where ever you were." Matt thought as he sat on a bench on the beach. He remembers that this was the same bench he sat on a while back.

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"The ocean... Of course!" Matt thought as he start running full speed. "She said that she'll see the same ocean I did."

After a while, Matt reaches a beach. "Where are you?" He looked everywhere but couldn't find that girl.

Later that night.

Matt was on the bench with his arms fold. "Damn it's cold," He thought.

"Matt?"

"Huh?" Matt turn to who that was calling him. It wasn't the one he's been suspected. "Oh hey Gabumon."

Gabumon was having a coat over his head and covers his body. "Matt what are you doing out here?"

"I was waiting for her..." Matt replied.

"Matt it's late you should get back home before you catch a cold."

"But I don't want her to miss me."

"Don't worry about it. We can always come back tomorrow."

"But..."

Gabumon interrupted, "You can still come back the day after too. Just don't give up on it."

"Gabumon..."

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"After that I waited everyday sense then but I can never find her. But why did I gave up?" Matt was confused. He never did though about giving up on that and yet he did.

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Tai's body is shaking. "Agumon... I'm scared..."

"Huh?" Agumon turn to his partner and asked, "Why's that?"

"I know what's I'm going to face. Something that I never want to remember," Said Tai as his hands was trembling.

"Don't worry Tai. Have courage."

"Uh... courage...right..." That didn't help him much. Even though he supposes to have the crest of courage he was still scared out of his whit to continual. He took another step toward the little boy and asks, "Are you alright?"

"No! How am I suppose to feel?!" The young Tai shouted back and resume crying.

Tai put a hand on his younger self. "Hey, at least Kari is fine now..."

"Sniff...Sniff... So? Did you know what she said when she came back from the hospital?" The young Tai look at his older self. "She said that she was sorry that she can't kick the ball. I... I really wanted her to yell and blame me for what happen."

Tai then though of something that he never knew, "Have I've always been like this?" Then he said, "I know that you want blame yourself for what you did... But you should also forgive yourself for what had happed."

"I just want to forget about this..."

"You shouldn't forget what you've did. If you did you might make the same mistake and you will start feeling worst," Tai told his younger self. "I think you had taken too much responsibility then you should at your age. Here..."

"Huh?" The young Tai was surprised to see his older self-giving him the Soccer ball.

Tai smiles. "Go and have fun. It'll take your mind off it. But don't forget about it. Or else, it'll come back and hunt you."

The younger Tai smiles and joke, "Well I'm not going to be scared of any ghost."

The two Tais laugh.

"Thank you for talking to me mister." The young Tai drops the ball and starts running off while kicking it.

Tai calls out. "Hey! Practice hard so you can make it to the National Soccer League!"

"I will! Goodbye!" The young Tai called out before he disappeared.

Agumon walked up to Tai. "It's strange, isn't it?"

"Yeah. I guess that I knew how to cheer other people up beside myself. Cheering my younger self actually help with that." Tai pause for a bit for a breather. "I also guess that I've taken way too many responsibility then I should have and blaming myself for everything I've done wrong. "

"Even when everyone else forgive you?" Agumon questions.

Tai nodded. "I've never did talk about it and tried to hind it. You know... Now that I think of it, I'd kinda envy Davis for showing what ever feeling he have without hesitation."

"Huh?"

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"Wait... I know now... I know why I've gave up..." Matt though as he stood up from the bench he was sitting on. "I gave up less then a week when..."

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"Um... Matt?"

Matt turns his head in surprised while adjusting his gartar and sitting on a chair. "Huh?!" He was expecting the girl he met in the hospital but was sad that it wasn't. "Oh... Hey Sora." He went back into tuning his gartar. "That's right! I forgot... Sora sound just like her..."

Sora walked up to him. "I... um..."

"Come on Sora... You can tell him." Sora's partner, Biyomon, insured her.

Matt was confused. "Tell me what?"

Sora holds up a box that was gift-wrapped in green. "I wanted you to have this... Uh... Sorta like a good luck present for you and your band for tonight."

"Thanks... I guess."

"It's a pack of cookies," Gabumon told him.

"Your not suppose to tell him that!" Sora shouted and blushed. "Um... Matt... I was wondering if you're available or anything."

Matt wanted to say yes that he was looking for someone he knew, but sense she and everyone else except Gabumon didn't know about that girl he'd met, he wasn't willing to tell them. "No... Why?"

"Is that... I wanted to know if I can um..." She started blushing again.

"If you can what?" Matt asked.

"If I can go out on a date with you..."

"WHAT?!" Matt almost falls off his chair. "With me?"

"Oh... I'm sorry if that surprised you but... I was just wondering."

"I'll think about it," Matt told her while putting his gatar back into the case.

"Uh... Tha..." Sora said.

They were then interrupted by a distant voice, "Yoo hoo! Matt!"

"Oh no!" Gabumon shouted and ran away.

"Huh?" Sora and Biyomon turn around but was suddenly knock down by another girl who was running fast and was carrying a lot of Christmas present.

Matt greets the new girl relentedly, "Uh... Hi Jun..."

"Helllllooooo Matttttty!" Jun started ranking off, "I just ran down to the store earlier today and I've gotten you a..."

"Hey!" Sora shouted while still on the floor.

Jun turn her head to Sora and asked, "Oh? Who are you?"

Sora humph. "For your information I'm Sora and I'm happens to be an old friend of Matt."

Jun look unimpressed and mutters, "With the way you dress you do look like a Sore Eye!"

Sora's head was about to explode. "What?! Care to repeat that?!"

"I'll leave you two alone..." Matt said as he walks out with Biyomon still in the background. Those two really didn't help him get better. Although he never did expect Sora to ask him out or something. "Hope they'll fight it out of their system before killing each other."

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Then later on that evening.

The concert was interrupted when a group of Digimon that burst in unannounced during Matt's song.

Matt was planing to run out of the amphitheater, but a voice stacked Matt's head like a lightning bolt.

"Ahh!!!"

"It's her!!!" Matt ran to the owner of the voice and covers her from the falling rocks.

After the rocks have stop falling, Matt was stunned that he made the same mistake as earlier today. "Uh Oh..."

"Um... Matt..." Sora blushed when she found out how close she is with Matt.

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"I kinda wish that it was the girl I've met in the hospital but it wasn't. I later decided to become Sora's boyfriend and completely forgot about the girl." Matt clinches his fist and tries to hold his tear in. "As for my reason for doing that? Sora's voice reminds me of her. That's all! How dumb was that?" Matt then took a breather as he thought about Tai's situation. "I guess having your heart broken can make you vanible to just about anything."

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Tai and Agumon made their way out of the cave.

"Hey you've made it out. Yep yep." Piximon happily greeted the two.

"Piximon." Tai manage to smile.

"Even though your not completely cured, you can now easily recovered from your emotional shutdown. Yep yep."

"Ya think so?" Tai ask with little emotions to it.

Piximon rub his nose. "Yep yep. It's like the same with your friend, Ken, when he stop being the Digimon emperor."

"Sense when did you know Ken?" Tai asked.

Piximon answered, "I'll tell you about it later."

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"I have to know... Why did Sora decided to chose me as a boyfriend?" Matt thought as he walks down the street. The image of the girl he met at the hospital flashes in his mind. "Is it the same reason to why she wanted to talk to me all the time? Or something else, like my looks or my fame?" Those are the reason to why he never liked Jun. He wanted someone who understands how he felt. Matt started running. "How much do Sora know me?" This is the first time he'd ever question about his relationship with Sora. The more he thinks about the other girl and Sora. The more he questions about his relationship. "Even with all that time we'd been together. I have to know..."

Later Matt arrived at Sora's apartment and he quickly rang the doorbell.

"Oh... Hey Matt..." Sora greeted Matt with a low tone when she answered the door. She hasn't been feeling well all day. Then she knowdest something. "Uh... Matt you look all sweaty..."

"Sorry." Matt took a few second to catch his breath.

"Don't you have a concert in just an hour from now?" Sora asked.

"Yeah... But there's something I've got to ask you..." Now's the time for him to know the answers he'd been thinking about.

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Tai and Agumon left the area that was own by Piximon in search of a TV to return to the real world.

"Sense your feeling better I'll ask again..." Agumon was about to ask Tai a question but he instantly knows what and interrupted Agumon.

"No I'm not going to tell her?" Tai answered.

"I though you're not blaming yourself anymore."

"That's not the reason Agumon, " Tai started. "If I tell her that what do you think she'll feel? Most likely confused is my guess."

"You should at least let her know how you feel."

"Your not going to stop asking are you?" Tai asked.

Agumon shook his head.

Tai sweatdrops and then sight in defeat. "Alright, I'll e-mail her later." A lot later if he wishes. "Matt's going to kill me when I do that."

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"He's been sitting there for hours." Datamon told Volcamon.

Volcamon took another look at Myotismon who is sitting on his thrown and staring off to space. "What in the world is he thinking?"

"Even for a genius like me, I don't know." Datamon told him. "I've got to go fix my pyramid and finish my new project. So I'll leave him to you." He rushes off leaving Volcamon.

Volcamon resume looking at Myotismon. He can tell that he didn't look happy about something.

"I know that maiden..." The image of the woman that help freed Tai from Myotismon flashes inside his head, "If she's back then does that mean her children will too." Another image of a female human appeared inside Myotismon's head. This time it's an image of a young girl with eyes that had leave a scar in his mind. "She's better not be back as well... Or else!" Myotismon grip his hands on the handles hard and let out a burst of energy that destroys the seat that he was on.

Volcamon look on ineffective by Myotismon's action. "He looked pissed."

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Kari was sitting on a chair in Tai's room. She though backs to the time when this room was both her brother's and her. He was very lively at the time and always brightening up the day for anyone. She look at the computer that she left on just incase he'd come back.

Then the computer beeped and the Gate was opened.

"Huh? Tai? Agumon?" Kari watches as the computer screen glowed bright and two figures come out of it. "Your back!"

Agumon replied, "Sorry we ran off like that."

"At least your back Tai," Said Kari. "I missed you."

"Thanks Kari... Thanks..."

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"The final song is detacated to someone I knew." Matt told his fans as he starts playing his gartar and backup players follows.

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An unidentifiable uneasiness suddenly comes
It's always targeting the two of us
Second-hand knowledge and useless common sense
Surround us both

If you feel down everyday like that
Why not go to Kyoto?
Rather than keeping up this facade of not-knowing
Let's watch on to see our truth
But this one thing I won't surrender:
My pride hidden away inside my heart...

oh keep on running keep on running
find out your reality
Run on for no one else's sake
Because it's better than stopping
Breathe in that clean air, and face that brilliant ocean
Oh keep on running keep on running
Find out your reality

There is no time to hesitate before this new door
So run and fly towards it
And throw that door open

I'm sure that you can do it

An invisible uneasiness enveloped you
Your eyes straying away
Shaky confidence, both of us so different from usual
As we trembled

So you hate yourself like that so much...
Is that why you're sitting there hugging your knees?
It's much too early to close your eyes
Let's watch on to see our truth
It isn't that we're powerless
But our facade of courage is fading away

oh keep on running keep on running
find out your reality
Look on for no one else's sake
Because it's better than giving up

Search for the true answer
Oh keeps on running keep on running
Find out your reality

The door to the new world has no key
So have confidence and go forward
And throw that door open

I'm sure you'll be able to find it

oh keep on running keep on running find out your reality
Run on for no one else's sake
Because it's better than stopping
Breathe in that clean air, and face that brilliant ocean
Oh keep on running keep on running
Find out your reality

There is no time to hesitate before this new door
So run and fly towards it
And throw that door open

I'm sure that you can do it
I'm sure that you will make it through...

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The audience fell in silence as Matt's song came to an end. Then they cheer when the curtain closes. The song was very touching.

Later in the backstage, Matt was about to leave with his gartar in hand but was interrupted.

"Hey Maatttty!!!"

Matt almost chokes when he heard that voice. "News can't travel that FAST!" He slowly turns his head towards the girl that hasn't washed her shirt in years. "Hey Jun... Why are you here?"

Jun smiles and answered, "I've heard that your available again!"

"Who told you that?!"

"Sora did!"

Matt facefalls. "I should have known... Must be some way of her to get revenge for me breaking up with her." While at Sora's home he didn't get the answered that he was looking for. Sora was nothing like the girl he'd met at the hospital. And sending Jun at him like this proves it. "Nice way of torturing me..."

to be continual...

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Author's notes:

This one's long too. It's as long as chapter two or five. I didn't attend this, it just happens.

After careful consideration. Tai is a good candidate to get possessed. Why? First Tai always seems blame himself when something happened, then it mostly ends up in beating up Izzy (see My Brother's keeper episode and the second movie). He never tells anyone about the bad feelings he had in the past like almost killing Kari. He cried during that episode. I didn't let Myotismon possessed Tai just because he's heartbroken. It's just one of the reasons.

Then in the end of 02 when they were trying to find a way to the Digital World to stop MiloMyotismon Tai was giving himself too much responsibility and saying stuff like "Everyone is depending on me." Sound familiar?

The story about Matt and the hospital girl. That came from the Drama CD name "Tegami" which means Letter in Japan. I don't know what time the story took place but I think it's during the fall or the wintertime. In the story he met a girl in a hospital who was currently blind at the moment. They never did gave her a name. She's not a Digidestined, she thought that Gabumon was human. Matt developed a feeling for this girl but thinks that she deserve someone better so he never did told her how he felt. That song he sang was on the last track, I think it was named Tobira, which means Door. Don't know why some people think that's a Sorato song or that girl being Sora.

When I started writing this fic I just wanted the Sorato paring to break up for no reason. Then I heard about this on Megchan's Message board and decided that Matt should have a good reason to break up with Sora.

School is hard... I'm not sure when I would have the next chapter done.

Does anyone think I should get a pre-reader too?