That was when I realized how stupid I had been. Of course he wouldn't feel the same. He was Matt Ishida...come on, Matt Ishida the hottie of all hotties out there! Why would he like a little red-haired girl he used to be friends with? I got up off the steps and ran out of the house. When I got out of the house...he was gone. He wasn't even down the street. He was gone and there was nothing I could do.




"Sora! Come on in it's about to rain!" My mom yelled out the door. I took one last glance across the street to his apartment hoping that if I looked hard enough he would appear, we'd apologize, and be friends again. I didn't care if we fell in love...right then all I needed was a friend.

"O-okay!" I stuttered as the rain began to come down softly. I looked up to his room, and then turned away. Just turning away from where he was, was like turning my back on him. I know it sounds corny and all, but...nevermind. It was all my fault he left...but all I said was: 'I love you'.




Later that night, I snuggled into my covers and stared outside. If I could see his plane take off maybe it would settle the problem. You know, like...I'd know he didn't want to love me the way I wanted to love him? I couldn't though because once the thought of him came into my mind...I cried, I cried myself to sleep. No one had to tell me, I knew it. I knew Matt Ishida didn't love me. I knew this time, after three years he wouldn't come back....but wait until you see what he had in store for me.....


****Maybe, baby
It wasn't the right time
When I said I love you****

****Maybe, baby
You're not the strong type
You just need time.****

****This time,
You're gone for good
This time,
Everything has left me
This time,
Will be the right time for
Those three words
That broke my heart
Last time****

****I know baby,
You don't have to tell me
What you don't see in me****

****I feel baby,
Everything you're scared to feel
And everything you're afraid to know.****

****This time,
You're gone for good
This time,
Everything has left me
This time,
Will be the right time for
Those three words
That broke my heart
Last time****

****Maybe baby,
We'll make it alright****

****Maybe, baby...
Next time I say I love you
It won't be the
Last time....****


****This time,
You're gone for good
This time,
Everything has left me
This time,
Will be the right time for
Those three words
That broke my heart
Last time****

****Maybe, baby
You're not the strong type
You just need time.****

****I feel baby,
Everything you're scared to feel
And everything you're afraid to know.****

****I know baby,
You don't have to tell me
What you don't see in me****