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A/N:Chapter 2 offical, basically Hirota, I can so seeing this happen, anyways, Yaoi and lemon for this chapter plus a bit of humor and small drug abuse, yadda yadda, anyways here goes! ^^

Oh yeah one last word, is my fics even gettin up on FF.net or show up in the lists? Cause i never see them lying around or anything, either that or Im a horrible writer!I hope not!! *sobs* Ooook well, Im just bothering you now so go on and read!







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(Kenta's Journal)

Entry; 1.4, 3:44 a.m.

Dailated pupils,pulse--none, bullet found by heart punctured through a lung, probably drowned in his own blood...

I sighed filling out the form on the newly-dead body brought in an hour ago, I just now got around to checking it out for the police, seems their was a shooting in a gang, this guy was just a by-stander.

"Hey ya better stop hanging around them dere' dead folks ore' ya gonna end up bein' one!" yelled the jaintor from the halls, i gave him a go-to-hell look and went back to my work.

"I hate the living." i mumbled under my breath.

I sighed glancing at my watch, hmmn, 3:45 a.m. I'll get off in a few,Kazu- chan should be here soon.

I walked over to my desk, placing my report of the new body on my desk I layed back in my chair, trying to rest.

God i was tired, when i was younger i was more of a morning person, but not THIS early..

Its really weird how i got into this and all, Im not even sure now or anything...

After MarineAngemon was left in the digital i was pretty depressed, I tried to move on honestly not trying to screw up my life, everyone did seem a bit different after out last battle but nothing too seriouse, at least at that time..

I tried retracing my steps before this 'destiny' unfolded for me, before i even thought of things like that, though after me and Kazu saw Guilmon we sorta started thinking that way..

We were such idiots..

I mean i did like him for the longest time, after going through the digital world you learn alot about yourself and whoever your with...

Of course that was the place we, heh, revialed our feelings...

It was everything we could have possibly wished for..

And more..

But anyways, afterwards we kept most of it undewraps that me and Kazu had screwed on that 'hot-day' by that pond, that we were homosexual..

Even after the digital world, we kept going, its been great, I love my Kazu- chan but he, he can be such a dork at times..

Soon though, precisly 3 months after that my mother died, It was quite a trauma, I got even more depressed and started drinking heavily..

It got bad, I was a violent drunk, one time, i had a 'rage-fit' and something horrible happened..

*flashback*

I had just swigged down the last beer in the 12-pack, I tried to get up and I felt horribly dizzy and everything around me was blurred..

My father was working late again, it had been hard for us and one of the only 'nessicities' we could afford was achohol.

I had tried to walk to bed only tripping over my messy room, falling down and cutting my leg on a broken beer bottle..

I cursed to myself and tried to get up, only to notice, or what i could see, blood running down my leg..

I shrugged it off, and got up again, it seemed like forever for me to stand up again, when i got to my feet they felt too weak to even stand.

I remember going out onto the streets, it was so cold that day, so cold it made my fingertips numb, but that didnt matter everything was numb throughout my body..

I had went somewhere, Im not sure where, it smelt really bad whereever it was and their were alot of thrugs and roughians around, I went up to the bartender and asked for something to drink..

"Arent you a bit young?" he asked me.

I dont know what came over me or why, I just grabbed his shirt collar in a fit of rage

"LISTEN Old-Man, I came here with money and if you dont give me want I want things are going to get VERY painful for you!!!!"

Some people got up and tried pulling me back from the guy, i can bearly remember it was so fuzzy, I was punching the guy and i didnt even know it, and then someone jerked me away..

Whoever that was i turned around and started kicking them in the stomach throwing them down, i grabbed a empty beer bottle on a table and busted it open, i slashed the person violently a few times..

"Kenta!!!! Why are you doing this?!" the person cried..

How could he know my name?

I whiped the tears from my eyes, my vision slightly adjusting to see the person's face clearly..

It was Kazu.....

I'll never forget that look on his face, he was bleeding and brutially hurt, he had deep cuts on his arms and one on his neck, his lower right rib was fractured and he had to be sent to the hospital..

I went with them, even though I was the one who caused it...

I sobbed and cried, apologised a million times, turns out he had to rest for 2 weeks and only got 12 stiches..

"You only hurts the ones you love.." he commented in the hospital, it was amazing how he could still make corny jokes in such stupid situations..

He decided not to press charges but i was put in juvy for 3 months due to assualt and trying to buy subtence underaged..

Afterwards i got out, I swore to Kazu I'd never ever do that again, no matter what..

He just laughed and kissed me, and then i knew, knew he truely loved me..

But since I was acclamed so much as a 'bad-ass' after the whole incident I started dressing gothic, I also became fasinated by the human body, and since i couldnt stand working on someone alive and killing them, Like i almost did with my Kazu-Kun i decided to help in the morge as a part time job...

And that's basically it, the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth..

I hear a creak and turn around, Kazu is standing at the door smiling and he's got a bag in his hand..

"Hey Kenta!" he said happily walking over..

"Hi, your late."

"Geez there is a thing called traffic, anyways I picked up some things while i was coming here."he said opening the bag.

"Hmn?"

He handed me a little packet and i looked down at it..

"Strawberries and cream flavored condoms?!"

"Their latex, i know how you hate that lamb-skin crap.."

"Your kidding right?"

"No! Dude, these are suppose to be great." he said smiling "If you want, You can try them out now.."

"Let me get this straight, you wanna have sex with me, right now, with strawberries and cream flavored condoms, in a morge?"

He nodded quickly, pulling me close to his lips "Yeah, Im sure they wont mind."

I laughed and he kissed me gently on the lips, it grew more passionate and the next thing I know he's pulling off my shirt, running his hands over my deadly pale skin and my dragon tattoo..

He went down furthur along my neck "Did you get that tounge ring?"

"Mmm Hmmn" I groaned as his hands made contact with my erection..

He ran his tounge over the pulse in my neck..

"Ooh Kazu.." I moaned..

He's tugging at my pants now, I dont even bother to wear underwear anymore, their so confining, he starts bucking up against me roughly, grinding his manhood into mine..

It'd been a few weeks now and I was starting to long this..it continued, my moans getting louder, Kazu tried his best to muffle them out with kisses but it couldnt help it..

"Their's a motel right across the street if you two are gonna do that!" the old janitor yelled at us..

Kazu stopped looking behind him..

"Piss-ant." I cursed to myself..

"Well" Kazu asked..

"Huh?"

"What are you waiting for, i cant wait to try these things out!"

I blushed, pulling up my pants.

"Im sure you do.." I said smiling..

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A/N: OK, Not so experience with lime but you can imagine what those two are gonna do! Next up, YURI! ;)