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A/N:Juki chapter, my first ACTUAL attempt at yuri, but not much to worry, I AM a girl.

Yes contary to popular belief I AM! Anyways, a bit of lime and some fluff at the end,Leeki mentioning. Chapter 4 is more Leekato! And That'll be the end of the fic, man i cant believe im gonna finish this thing =D.







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(Juri's Journal)

Jan 5.

I had just finished working at the bar with Ruki as i normally did, i was pretty tired and just wanted to go home and eat some dinner, unfortunately Ruki had different ideas.

"Have you got your coat?" she asked putting on her bra in the dressing room.

"Huh? Oh yes, its was kinda cold so i grabbed it before we left the apartment." i said cleaning my naked sweaty body off.

"Great, you'll need it."

I looked at her suspiciously and shrugged, surely my lover wouldnt make me do something dangerouse, after all, we had been lovers for 3 years now, i was pretty sure i could trust her with anything.



( An hour later )



We're walking out the door now, we finally got our paychecks for the week plus what we collect at the bar, so its a pretty good week. Ruki's saying goodbye to the rest of the girls holding the door, Im standing outside, the wind is piercingly cold but i dont mind.

As soon as Ruki gets outside she'll hold me as usual and I'll be warm, warm like no other kind of warm i experience with anyone else.

Its really weird how this all came about, Im not sure how it happened either.

You see, 3 years ago, after this party we had all went to...

*flashback*

It was great some kid named Makoto had invited us to it, we all knew him at school, always a good kid, making jokes, the class clown, everyone liked him.

Anyways, we went to this party, i mean it was fun, alot of people from school were there, Makoto's parents were out and i felt like it was just going to me a normal get together party, boy was i wrong..

After about an hour and a half, everything was going fine until he got this crazy idea to start dimming the lights.He left and returned with a box he said had 'booze' in it.

Then Makoto started dishing them out and everyone started guzzling them down like water, even the old tamers, i was shocked, i decided since it was *just* a beer it wouldnt hurt, i tasted a bit and it was horrible, so i didnt touch it anymore.

Takato started drinking alot of it and he kept hanging on Jenyra,singing some old Beatles song,Jenyra had drunk a bit but not nearly as much as Takato, Kenta was holding his head sitting in a corner and Kazu was looking at him with worry, still yet, Kazu was drinking as well.Ryo came earlier for 15 minutes than left and Shianliang was talking with her friends suspiciously in the corner.And well, i hadnt seen Ruki at all..

Makoto was daring people to do stupid things, a few actually did the crazy crap he asked like 'take a leak in the punch' or 'go smash the window with your head.'

After awhile he started getting more daring, daring people to do things to one another.

Sexually.

Its like that kid has some kind of split personality like he changed, but then again, acohol could have been the case.Anyways, he dared, which at that time i didnt hear, for Takato to start making out with Jenyra.

I had went to get some water, when i returned to the room Takato was forcing himself ontop of Jenyra kissing him fiercely.

My eyes started welding up with tears, I mean after i lost Leomon, it was a bad hurt, and i had gotten a bit bitchier towards everyone, maybe it was hanging around Ruki too long but it wasnt like i didnt like Takato, deep down inside..

I took one last glance and ran away crying, searching for someone, anyone to help...

Now it wouldnt hurt me,thinking back on it, but not only was it Takato who had crushed my heart but what Jenyra was doing was just as bad,Ruki had a crush on Jen for the longest time...

And now it was all completely ruined, they didnt like neither of us, i felt so alone..

I ran, ran as fast as my legs could carry me, outside, Then, i found the one person i knew i could trust, the one person i felt like i could only trust at this time.

She was reading one of Steven Kings horror books she recently had become addicted to in the yard outside leaning up against the wall..

I looked up with tear filled eyes.

"Ruki?"

"huh?" she asked,bookmarking the book and setting it down.

"Ive been looking for you everywhere, where did you go?!"

"Just....out here.... i dont like crowds, espically drunken ones." she said walking over-towards me...

"I saw something i didnt want to..."

She looked up at me "What?"

I glanced away, i felt like such a crybaby, "I saw...I saw.." i gulped down trying to calm myself "I saw Takato making out with Jenyra!!"

I fell to the ground, sobbing in a heap of pity,their was a long silence.... then i felt a light touch on my back.

I looked up to see Ruki, her violet eyes shimmering with concern.

"Don't cry, theirs always others.."

I sniffled "Who?"

She shrugged, sitting down on the ground next to me..

"Well......me..for instance."

I looked at her with shock for a bit, maybe she didnt care about Jenyra as she once did? Maybe it was I who she cared about?

"You?" i said softly.

She smiled, leaning over pressing her lips against mine, first, it was strange, but i adjusted and started liking it.

She broke off just as gently as she began, whipping away the remains of my tears and kissing me on the cheek.

"Takato feel that way with Jenyra, but I know this much, I love you Juri.."

And then as if on impulse i pulled her face close to mine, crushing our lips in a tight embrace, proding my tounge inside her mouth.

She groaned abit and I lowered her to the ground on to her back slowly, as if on instinct or something.

It was nearing summer and the grass was at a warm dry feeling, it was almost perfect for love-making..

I lead my kisses from her lips down her neck, slipping off her shirt, she wasnt wearing a bra, I ran my fingers lightly over her breasts, she moaned softly like a dove rubbing herself against me..

I kept kissing down her neck, over her breasts, stopping to suckel on one of her nipples, she moaned louder now, crying out my name as i sucked harder, allowing my hand to roam around, finding its resting point on her crotch, i rubbed it gently and she bucked upwards...

She was so wet, so very wet..

It was ectasy, pure ectasy, like nothing i had ever felt with anyone, that was our first time, of course our make out session didnt last long, only a few moments after we had started i heard footsteps and a voice..

"Oh my god.."

I looked back seeing Jenyra with a very drunken looking Takato pulled over his shoulder.



It was hard that day to explain anything on that day, but what i had felt with Ruki wasnt just physical, it was emotional....spiritual even..

Then i knew, knew she was the love of my life and no-one or anyone could change that...

Now were walking down the street, she's holding me close, I lay my head on her soft warm breasts, i feel so safe and secure, like nothing or noone could ever hurt me..

We finally arrive at our apartment which we had gotten after being able to prove we could support ourselves..

It was a one-story nice 2 bedroom apartment, she got the keys out of her pocket opening up the door..

"Close your eyes."she said softly.

I did as i was told and she led me into the house, shutting the door behind us.

"Ok, Open them."

I opened my eyes to see the most beautiful boquet of yellow roses i ever laid eyes on..

Yellow, my favorite color..

"How did you know?" i asked in outsoundment.

"Mmm you murmur in your sleep." she said smiling..

I wrapped my arms around her..

"Didnt i tell you not to stay up late reading those books?"

"I cant help it, their addictive!"

I smiled, pulling her closely and kissing her lovingly..

"Ai shiteru Ruki-chan."

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A/N: Argh, i HAVE to stop typing when im up so late, please dont blame me if this chapter is a bit weirdish, anyways first Yuri lemon attempt, i hope everyone liked it!! ^^;