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A/N: YAY! Next chapter, ok so i got 3 reviews!!!!!!! *smooches to everyone* Thank Youuu! ^-^ Anyways, this is gonna be rather short but still a bit limey, Ruri and Hirota with some Leekato angst.
Still more flashbacks but that'll be it, basically from Ruki's output.
Also on the time thing, yeah, a lil messed up in the 1st chapter Takato was talkin about goody goody for awhile (which is slightly right) but they havent seen each other in a month, remember? So, in some weird way, it works. Just thought i'd clear that up ^^;
NEXT CHAPTER I SWEAR will invovle loads and loads of Leekato.Don't get me wrong, it's my favorite coupling of 03!! But, like they say, 'Save the best for last'. The next chapter will be up shortly, I promise!! =)
~
(Ruki's Journal)
STILL Jan 6..
"Are we out of that herbal shampoo?" Juri calls from the bathroom.
"I think so!!" i yell back, still somewhat lost in my book.
Its funny how Im interested in them, when i was younger I would have never read such things.
But somehow, their just so neat, they let me forget everything, for awhile, it was all i had.
When Renamon parted with me, I'd not just lost a great partner, but my best friend as well..
That's when i started reading, I mean, I didnt really have many other friends, sure the other Tamers were nice, but none of them knew me like Renamon did.
I wouldnt let them, I didnt think it was right.
So after the whole Tamer's thing, we all sorta retired, everything seemed nice and whatnot.
'Kazu and Kenta were closer than usual, Juri was a bit moody, Takato seemed depressed for awhile, as did Lee.
I didn't see much of Shiuchon and Ryo, so i couldnt say much about them, but it seemed normal.
Things never stay the same for a long period of time though.
Everyone got a bit wacko, it was expected, we were teenagers, Im sure you've heard the stories, off of TV,radio, newspapers, whatever.
Teenagers are always doing something stupid.
But after you fulfill your destiny, you feel so...............finished.
Done.
Over.
No More.
It's this whole new *normal* thing, so you follow the crowd and end up screwing your life to hell and back.
Teenagers are suppose to do that right?
We're suppose to make mistakes, do wrong things, rebel.
Sometimes people go too far, for too long.
After loosing Renamon, I was a wreck, a horrible person.
I ran with the wrong gangs, ended up in the worst places, i did acid, cocaine, crack, you name it.
I even prosistuted after awhile.
After all Mistakes, I should have learnt..but only until a horrible accident did i..
*flashback*
I was running around in the slums of Tokyo as I did every night, I came home in the morning, sometimes with bruises and cuts all over my body.
My mom tried everything, grounding me, physical disaplin, homeschooling..
But still, i prosisted to rebel.
Anyways, there was one of those drunken mobs going on..
First it was fun, drugs and beer galore..
Then it got violent, very very violent...
People were breaking into things, turning over cars, starting fires..
Girls were ripping off their clothes, sleeping with any guy who could get their dirty hands on em.
Somehow in the mix of the whole thing and in my drunken state, yeah i know i shouldnt have drunk...but i did.
I got a bit out of hand, first i was laughing with my friends then it got turned around and they urged me to get on top of a car and dance.
Even if i *didnt* want to, i couldnt stop em, they pushed me until i got up on the car.
Everything was spinning, the crowd was roarings and their was a faint sound of an aumblence in the background.
Before i had a chance about 10 or 8 guys jumped on me, ripping off what little clothes i had.
The alochol was starting to wear off and I was more alert to my surroundings, guys were hooting and howling at my naked vanurable body while others clawed to get to me.
I never felt so scared in my life, i just wanted to get away, run...
I tried but i tripped, 2 or 3 guys got a hold of my legs, 4 others grabbed my upper body...I was being carried out into the crowd..
Then the unthinkable..
The thing that'd change me for life..
They held me down and raped me, 7 at least...
Bruitly hurting my body, i had cuts and bruises everywhere, more than usual..
I struggled but it was no use, they rotated and 2 more joined in...
I was hurting so badly, so scared and angry...
I eventually blacked out..
They medics eventually arrived they said I was rapped 3 more times after I had blacked out, I had 2 broken ribs, had to have over 31 stitches and they said I'd probably never be able to have kids..
For 2 years I cried myself to sleep every night..knowing I was deprived of one of the greatest joys in my life..
My mom sent me to a rehabed for raped and abused victims of domistic violence...after that I was sent to a strick catholic chruch..
I straighted up, I improved too...somehow in the loss of things, i started reading books..
After long debate, i figured, since I'd never be able to have kids and I could no longer trust guys, i might as well be a lesbian..
So now i am..
And i couldnt be happier with Juri, even if we work in a strip-bar, we make good money, we stay loyal to each other and were able to support ourselves.
I'm happy now..
Something about Juri makes me forget all that happened those 5 years ago..
I love her..
"Mm Im ready for bed."
I look up from my book to see my koi wrapped in a yellow towel, her long brown hair drapping out of the turbin on her head..
"Shouldnt you get dressed?" I smiled a bit.
She laughed softly as she climbed on the bed, nearing me..
"You know i never sleep clothed."
She leans over and kisses me gently on the lips..
I smile and kiss back, pulling her closer "I keep on forgetting.."
She starts stradling her nude body over mine as our kiss deepens, her towel coming off in the process..
I run my hands over her still damp body, her skin was always so smooth...
Then I hear a faint ring from the living room..
'Phone.' i grumbled to myself mentally.
We still continue to make out, and it rings again..
"Should you get it?" she half whispers half moans in my ear.
I sigh "I guess so.."
She rolls off me and I get up, walking to the phone in a sort of slumped manner, Juri following close behind..
I pick up the phone and hear a fimiliar voice..
"Hello, Ruki Makino?"
It's Ryo..
"Yes?"
I listen carefully, to him, awaiting whatever news Im suppose to be recieving.....then i drop the phone in shock..
Juri steps foward, cocern in her bright brown eyes..
"What's wrong Ruki?"
"Get dressed, we have to go to the hospital."
"What? Why?"
"Now!"
*
(Kazu's Journal)
"It hurts when I sit down." I whine, leaning over on the side of Kenta- chan's desk in the morge.
He looks up at me and smiles..
"Aww...Im sorry Kazu-kun.."
He leans towards me smiling suductively..
"Lemme kiss and make it better."
He pulls me into one of those 'death-kisses' of his that i cant simply resist..
Im just too submissive anymore..
His kiss leads down my neck to my collarbone..
"Tell me where it hurts.." he purrs his hand roaming down, down....... closer to my crotch..
"It hurts...right..." I panted as his hand crept nearer and nearer to the one place i *longed* to be touched..
Just then the phone rings.
"Damnit." Kenta curses to himself.
I sigh and he picks up the phone off his desk.
"West Shinjinku Morge, You Kill em We Dice em!" he says in annoyed voice.
"What? Ryo!?"
"Huh?"
"You mean.."
I blink, confused by the matter.
"Oh my god, we'll be right down!"
He hangs up the phone and grabs my hand.
"CMON!!"
*
(Lee's Journal)
I had just walked into the house,closing the door quietly behind me, just in case someone may have been home.
"Heelllo??" I call out into the empty space.
Nothing.
I smile, pulling out the bottle and grabbing a needle out of my other pocket, I began to drain it when the phone rings.
"Shit."
I have half a mind not to awnser it, but who knows, it might be important.
I walk over and pick it up.
"Hello." i sighed exsasperated.
"Lee?! Great! I got ahold of you, listen, Ive called everyone else, your gonna need to get down here as soon as you can."
"Ryo!?" I feel a bit shocked hearing his voice again.
"Yeah! No time for pleasentries...look Takato's down at the hospital,parents found him in his room, lost alot of blood, if he doesnt get a transfusion soon he could die.Close Family and Friends only!!"
"WHAT!?"
"Hurry!!" he hangs up.
My love...Takato....is hurt..
He's dying?!
All thoughts of the heroin or anything else was blanked out.
'Ive got to get out of here!' my mind starts to panic, what if i dont make it in time?!
I grabbed my jacket, pull it on, and run out the door..
Please dont die Takato..
~
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!
A/N: WAH! CLIFFHANGER!!! Woah, this fic is working out!! *spazzes* and Im actually getting reviews ^_^.
Anyways, that should keep you up for more until next time, not excally short but I hope you understand everything a bit better now! Review! Hurry!!!! I need another 3 more pwease! ^_^
A/N: YAY! Next chapter, ok so i got 3 reviews!!!!!!! *smooches to everyone* Thank Youuu! ^-^ Anyways, this is gonna be rather short but still a bit limey, Ruri and Hirota with some Leekato angst.
Still more flashbacks but that'll be it, basically from Ruki's output.
Also on the time thing, yeah, a lil messed up in the 1st chapter Takato was talkin about goody goody for awhile (which is slightly right) but they havent seen each other in a month, remember? So, in some weird way, it works. Just thought i'd clear that up ^^;
NEXT CHAPTER I SWEAR will invovle loads and loads of Leekato.Don't get me wrong, it's my favorite coupling of 03!! But, like they say, 'Save the best for last'. The next chapter will be up shortly, I promise!! =)
~
(Ruki's Journal)
STILL Jan 6..
"Are we out of that herbal shampoo?" Juri calls from the bathroom.
"I think so!!" i yell back, still somewhat lost in my book.
Its funny how Im interested in them, when i was younger I would have never read such things.
But somehow, their just so neat, they let me forget everything, for awhile, it was all i had.
When Renamon parted with me, I'd not just lost a great partner, but my best friend as well..
That's when i started reading, I mean, I didnt really have many other friends, sure the other Tamers were nice, but none of them knew me like Renamon did.
I wouldnt let them, I didnt think it was right.
So after the whole Tamer's thing, we all sorta retired, everything seemed nice and whatnot.
'Kazu and Kenta were closer than usual, Juri was a bit moody, Takato seemed depressed for awhile, as did Lee.
I didn't see much of Shiuchon and Ryo, so i couldnt say much about them, but it seemed normal.
Things never stay the same for a long period of time though.
Everyone got a bit wacko, it was expected, we were teenagers, Im sure you've heard the stories, off of TV,radio, newspapers, whatever.
Teenagers are always doing something stupid.
But after you fulfill your destiny, you feel so...............finished.
Done.
Over.
No More.
It's this whole new *normal* thing, so you follow the crowd and end up screwing your life to hell and back.
Teenagers are suppose to do that right?
We're suppose to make mistakes, do wrong things, rebel.
Sometimes people go too far, for too long.
After loosing Renamon, I was a wreck, a horrible person.
I ran with the wrong gangs, ended up in the worst places, i did acid, cocaine, crack, you name it.
I even prosistuted after awhile.
After all Mistakes, I should have learnt..but only until a horrible accident did i..
*flashback*
I was running around in the slums of Tokyo as I did every night, I came home in the morning, sometimes with bruises and cuts all over my body.
My mom tried everything, grounding me, physical disaplin, homeschooling..
But still, i prosisted to rebel.
Anyways, there was one of those drunken mobs going on..
First it was fun, drugs and beer galore..
Then it got violent, very very violent...
People were breaking into things, turning over cars, starting fires..
Girls were ripping off their clothes, sleeping with any guy who could get their dirty hands on em.
Somehow in the mix of the whole thing and in my drunken state, yeah i know i shouldnt have drunk...but i did.
I got a bit out of hand, first i was laughing with my friends then it got turned around and they urged me to get on top of a car and dance.
Even if i *didnt* want to, i couldnt stop em, they pushed me until i got up on the car.
Everything was spinning, the crowd was roarings and their was a faint sound of an aumblence in the background.
Before i had a chance about 10 or 8 guys jumped on me, ripping off what little clothes i had.
The alochol was starting to wear off and I was more alert to my surroundings, guys were hooting and howling at my naked vanurable body while others clawed to get to me.
I never felt so scared in my life, i just wanted to get away, run...
I tried but i tripped, 2 or 3 guys got a hold of my legs, 4 others grabbed my upper body...I was being carried out into the crowd..
Then the unthinkable..
The thing that'd change me for life..
They held me down and raped me, 7 at least...
Bruitly hurting my body, i had cuts and bruises everywhere, more than usual..
I struggled but it was no use, they rotated and 2 more joined in...
I was hurting so badly, so scared and angry...
I eventually blacked out..
They medics eventually arrived they said I was rapped 3 more times after I had blacked out, I had 2 broken ribs, had to have over 31 stitches and they said I'd probably never be able to have kids..
For 2 years I cried myself to sleep every night..knowing I was deprived of one of the greatest joys in my life..
My mom sent me to a rehabed for raped and abused victims of domistic violence...after that I was sent to a strick catholic chruch..
I straighted up, I improved too...somehow in the loss of things, i started reading books..
After long debate, i figured, since I'd never be able to have kids and I could no longer trust guys, i might as well be a lesbian..
So now i am..
And i couldnt be happier with Juri, even if we work in a strip-bar, we make good money, we stay loyal to each other and were able to support ourselves.
I'm happy now..
Something about Juri makes me forget all that happened those 5 years ago..
I love her..
"Mm Im ready for bed."
I look up from my book to see my koi wrapped in a yellow towel, her long brown hair drapping out of the turbin on her head..
"Shouldnt you get dressed?" I smiled a bit.
She laughed softly as she climbed on the bed, nearing me..
"You know i never sleep clothed."
She leans over and kisses me gently on the lips..
I smile and kiss back, pulling her closer "I keep on forgetting.."
She starts stradling her nude body over mine as our kiss deepens, her towel coming off in the process..
I run my hands over her still damp body, her skin was always so smooth...
Then I hear a faint ring from the living room..
'Phone.' i grumbled to myself mentally.
We still continue to make out, and it rings again..
"Should you get it?" she half whispers half moans in my ear.
I sigh "I guess so.."
She rolls off me and I get up, walking to the phone in a sort of slumped manner, Juri following close behind..
I pick up the phone and hear a fimiliar voice..
"Hello, Ruki Makino?"
It's Ryo..
"Yes?"
I listen carefully, to him, awaiting whatever news Im suppose to be recieving.....then i drop the phone in shock..
Juri steps foward, cocern in her bright brown eyes..
"What's wrong Ruki?"
"Get dressed, we have to go to the hospital."
"What? Why?"
"Now!"
*
(Kazu's Journal)
"It hurts when I sit down." I whine, leaning over on the side of Kenta- chan's desk in the morge.
He looks up at me and smiles..
"Aww...Im sorry Kazu-kun.."
He leans towards me smiling suductively..
"Lemme kiss and make it better."
He pulls me into one of those 'death-kisses' of his that i cant simply resist..
Im just too submissive anymore..
His kiss leads down my neck to my collarbone..
"Tell me where it hurts.." he purrs his hand roaming down, down....... closer to my crotch..
"It hurts...right..." I panted as his hand crept nearer and nearer to the one place i *longed* to be touched..
Just then the phone rings.
"Damnit." Kenta curses to himself.
I sigh and he picks up the phone off his desk.
"West Shinjinku Morge, You Kill em We Dice em!" he says in annoyed voice.
"What? Ryo!?"
"Huh?"
"You mean.."
I blink, confused by the matter.
"Oh my god, we'll be right down!"
He hangs up the phone and grabs my hand.
"CMON!!"
*
(Lee's Journal)
I had just walked into the house,closing the door quietly behind me, just in case someone may have been home.
"Heelllo??" I call out into the empty space.
Nothing.
I smile, pulling out the bottle and grabbing a needle out of my other pocket, I began to drain it when the phone rings.
"Shit."
I have half a mind not to awnser it, but who knows, it might be important.
I walk over and pick it up.
"Hello." i sighed exsasperated.
"Lee?! Great! I got ahold of you, listen, Ive called everyone else, your gonna need to get down here as soon as you can."
"Ryo!?" I feel a bit shocked hearing his voice again.
"Yeah! No time for pleasentries...look Takato's down at the hospital,parents found him in his room, lost alot of blood, if he doesnt get a transfusion soon he could die.Close Family and Friends only!!"
"WHAT!?"
"Hurry!!" he hangs up.
My love...Takato....is hurt..
He's dying?!
All thoughts of the heroin or anything else was blanked out.
'Ive got to get out of here!' my mind starts to panic, what if i dont make it in time?!
I grabbed my jacket, pull it on, and run out the door..
Please dont die Takato..
~
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!
A/N: WAH! CLIFFHANGER!!! Woah, this fic is working out!! *spazzes* and Im actually getting reviews ^_^.
Anyways, that should keep you up for more until next time, not excally short but I hope you understand everything a bit better now! Review! Hurry!!!! I need another 3 more pwease! ^_^