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A/N:ALRIGHT! Finally, the last chapter has arrived, so has all the Leekato!! I know you guys have been wanting this for a *long* time, and my friends, patience is a virtue! Ok so this chapter is really corny and sappy, FLUFF IS GOOD! Im sick of angst fics, its like everyone's life is hell, well anyways, I best warn you, yaoi lemon in this chapter. Yeah it should be rated NC-17 but this fic has a good plot and will stay R.
At least I think it does.
Ok Since im a lazy beeyatch and some more time passage besides a WEEK or so needs to go on Im gonna skip ahead a couple of months.
Also, Im gonna roll off tons of credits at the end and *yes* Shiuchon will be in this chapter too!Anyways, for all you loyal readers....
HERE'S YOUR LEEKATO!! *cheering is heard* ^o^
~
(Takato's Journal)
March 7th
-
Its been two months now and I have recovered from my hospitalization.Also I have recovered from my sadomaschoism.
I didnt think i could, but i did..I really did.
After my whole 'near-death' experience my parents FORCED me to have a long painful and personal conversation with them.
I explained the crash.
I explained the party.
I explained the problems.
I explained everything in precise detail.
I even told them about Lee..
I told them I was gay.
I never imagined my parents to accept it, maybe it was just because I was sobbing and yelling at the time, maybe because of the scars i showed them.
Hell I dont know.
But somehow in someway, they accepted.
And after that, everything seems to simple.
Its like I was living in some dark deep cold room, then someone flips on a light.
I laugh thinking about it now, all the time i could have saved, all the problems I could have resolved just by simply being down right honest.
Everything is perfect...
Well..
Almost Perfect.
You see, even if im doing better in school, with my friends, and with my parents..
Something is missing..
Compainship,Trust,Devotion,Purpose..
Love..
The love I seemed to lose so long ago, I love i yearned for day after day for years..
The love of my one true love..the love ive been dying to give, the love ive been dying to recieve..
Lee's love.
God, If i could just be held in his arms
To be told sweet words on stormy nights
To be loved, wanted, accepted..
To be *his*
Every bone is my body ached for that, I waited, Waited so patiently..
Hell I even saved myself just in case..
And it ripped my heart up to not have seen nor talked to him this whole time, or to just *tell* him how I feel..
I call over to his house all the time, his parents say he wasnt there, I visit all the places we used to go, the places where Lee would be..
But nothing.
Worringly this went on for two weeks or so..
I hope I find him soon..
I sigh, looking down at the crowded streets, even if its March its rather nippy today and all i have on is a thin windjacket.
I shiver and wrap my jacket closer around my body, the cold wind was stinging my face and blowing without mercy.
I hope i can get home in this.
The sky was covered in dull gray clouds that look like they were going to burst, and leaves were wistling through the air..
I can feel raindrops starting to drip down..Great its raining..
As I was passing by an alley and caught something in the corner of my eye..
Was that?!
I stopped walking, I hesitated...
Could it...?
I looked back, it had to be, had to be! I started running through the crowd pushing and shoving my way through, it has to be, gots to be!!
The rain is pouring down now wetting the concrete and enhancing the smell of the city..
Finally I make it to the alley, its graffitti and garbage stained, it reminded me of the places i used to go and cut..
Rats were scurring away and you could see the disgusting flith hanging out of the overfilled garbage cans, the smell was horrible and the wetness dripping from the sky wasnt helping but i bared it and went on..
Since the alley turned into yet another alley I still had a chance I raced and turned the corner only to find someone in a long overcoat that was pure black, they had another black instrument poised to their head.
"LEE!" I call out, just hoping it was him..
The person turned around and sure enough a very frightened yet very angry rain-soaked Jenyra Lee faced me a handgun to his temple..
My god he's gonna..
"Lee! Put the gun down!"
"Why should i?!" He yells, his finger on the trigger trembling his silver eyes alit on fire.
"Why are you doing this?!?"I'm yelling now but its really hard to hear anything because of the rain..
"You cant awnser a question with a question!" he bellows.
"I dont want you to get hurt!"
"It's not like you care!" he sneers.
"What the hell are you talking about?! You think I came this whole way because i didnt care?!"
"If you cared you would have been around!"
"Around for what? I couldnt Jen! I could never find you I tried!!" I'm suddeningly calling him from his first name, I never did that, well only when we were younger..........
"Stop fucking lying Takato! You were too wrapped up in your life to care about me!"
"What?!"
"Im just going to end it all! Noone cares, noone would!"
"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!?! Your family loves you! They care!! God Jen, I care!!" I could feel myself trying to hold back tears.
"Like it matters! My life is a living hell, theirs no way to escape, Im going to die anyways, why wait?!"
"Dont talk that way!!!!!! You can get help!!" Tears were streaming down my face at this point, hopefully he wouldnt be able to tell because of the rain "I'll help you Jen, I'll help you!!"
"Cant you see what your doing?!" I sob "Your going to kill yourself over some fucking stupid problem!! Your not even considering the people who care and love about you! Your being a selfish bastard Jen!! People care about you, they love you!!God, *I* love you! OK! I love you Jen!!!!!!!!"
Im just crying, I dont know whats happening, I havent heard a gunshot, only a metal clanking sound, he must have dropped the gun but my eyes are too watered up and the rain is pouring down so hard its almost impossible to see..
But then i feel a hand on my shoulder and a warm body next to mine..
"Takato.."
I turn around and hug Lee tightly, not wanting to let go, not wanting to lose him.
"I dont want to lose you!!" I sob into his chest "I love you, Please Jen dont go!!"
"I didnt..think.."
"Thats right you DIDNT THINK!!"I say in a rageful sob.
"Im...Im..so..sorry..Taka-kun...
A silence.
He gulped and finally said in a quiet voice "I love you too."
I embrace him tightly, still crying, out of pain,regret and happiness, in the an dirty alley in the pouring rain.
And we're like that...for a really long time..
Then the rain lightens up, I look up at him, my eyes are still hurting and probably red from all the crying i did..
"You promise to help me Takato.....?" he says slowly.
"On my life."
He smiles, leans down and kisses me lightly on the lips..
Somehow...I feel things are going to be better now..
~
(Lee's Journal)
June 7th
-
I can't believe this guy done it!
He actually helped me..
I swear he's an angel.
And when I look at him now, i melt.
How could I have been so stupid, been so scared, and so cold???
I hate myself for being that way...but when Im around Takato..
I dont feel bad, I dont feel anger,hate, or angst..
I dont feel lonely.
He makes me feel so special and wanted..
For those many years I lost that feeling of being cared for and wanted..
I lost the feeling of love..
And now, now its like old times again, everything is right and wonderful (a/n: *coughs* corny)
Shiuchon is coming home this weekend, I cant wait to see her!
I cant wait to tell her what I had done and how I had recovered, I know she has too she kept sending me letters though I didnt reply, It took awhile myself to recover, Well Im not completely recovered from my heroin addiction but its nowhere where it used to be..
Ive had tons of tests, today i get the results I hope Im clean..
I take a heavy sigh, looking at the envelope addressed to 'Mr.Jianliang Lee' Im waiting for Takato to come over from school, then we can share the news together..
It's 3:45 pm, he should be here anytime..
I sigh falling on my back ontop of my bed, looking up at the ceiling, I cant stand waiting! Its toture..
I close my eyes, letting myself drift into pleasant thoughts and slowly...into sleep.
Everything seems dim, like it is when Im about to fall asleep then i hear a faint fimiliar voice..
"Jen-chan, Koi?"
My eyes fling open and I see a casually dressed Takato peeking through my door.
"Takato! Come in Come in!" I say sitting up.
He smiles one of his sweet smiles walks in and flops down on the bottom of my bed,dropping his backpack on my floor in the process.
"So whats up?" He asks, his soft brown eyes locked on me.
"I got the test results in today, I waited to open it because i wanted you to be here to share the news." I said smiling and waving the envelope in the air.
"What are you waiting for?? Cmon!!"He rushes me excitedly.
I smile and tear open the thin paper covering, the unfold the letter inside.
I read over it carefully...
'You have been tested for the following dieases; HIV,AIDS,Hepatitis B and C, here are the results,
HIV:NEGATIVE
AIDS:NEGATIVE
HEPATITIS B:NEGATIVE
HEPATITIS C:NEGATIVE
Thank you for using the Tamachi Health Center.'
I blinked reading it over again, this was right...wasnt it...???
"Jen....is everything ok?" Takato asks.
"Everything is Negative!!" I say happily.
"Oh Jen!" Takato squeels pulling me into a tight hug "I knew it was all going to be ok, I told you so didnt i?"
I smiled "Yeah you told me." He soon lets go, and looks up at me.
"Everything worked out, see there isnt anything to worry about."
"I should have known Takato, I mean the way I acted before was....."
"A bit dumb."
"And I didnt think..."
"That you'd love me."
I smile helplessly at him, he knew me too well, at least he was one of the few people, and quite frankly I was glad he was one of those people.I couldnt possibly imagine someone better to me.
There is a peaceful silence but I finally manage to speak up.
"Taka-chan." I whisper.
"Hmn?"
I glance away from him, not sure how to put my feelings into words "We've known each other for awhile, and we've went through good and bad.Everything, for better or worse....and..I thought now would be the time to--" I gulp and blush lightly "advance it." I smile looking up at him.
He looks so shocked, at first Im scared but he soon smiles happily "Oh Jen..." he croaks.
Before I know it, Im leaning over kissing him, he pauses then begins kissing me back.I smile into the kiss, soon Im placing my tounge in his mouth, light touches and soft kisses turn into feverish strokes and wet passionate kisses.
Suddenly he stops it, I feel a bit dazed the adrenline was really getting to me, he looks up at me with big innocent mocca eyes "What about your parents?"
I stop, begining to dread on that thought until I remember "My father is out on a bussiness trip, he'll be back tomorrow, my mother is away seeing my grandmother and no-one else knows were here, besides the fact if we *do* make a mess or bother the neighboors my father owns this building so theirs nothing to worry about."
He looks slightly confused at first but soon grins and pulls me down into another hot kiss.
I dont know what comes over me after that, I never dreamed of myself being dominant in a sexual relationship but Im doing it, Im pulling down his clothes lowering my hands touching him in places making him whimper,shutter and groan.
Everything is so intoxicating, its not just like something physical but its more, emotional spiritual.
Soon we're completely naked, panting,craving, wanting.
I get into position, I have no lubericant but I'm going to try to be as gentle as possible.In the blaze of passion a small voice of reason dwells in my mind, even though I've done this before, Takato hasn't.
I look down at him, he looks so vunerable but his glaze eyes beg to differ.I run my hand gently over his face, kiss his cheek and whisper "Do you want this Takato?"
He smiles, licks my sweat-soaked cheek and whispers back "Of course I do Jen." he pauses then lowers his eyes suductivly "I wanted this *so* long."
I kiss him once more passionately then assume position again, I hestiate slightly knowning this will trigger off a few things, pain,pleasure and taking aways Takato's virginity.
Placing my tip on his enterance I let out a sigh, looking at Takato who gives me a reassuring nod I push in, slowly to ease the pain.
But now this all doesnt matter, Takato's arching his back and screaming out,
"JEN!!!"
~
(Shiuchon's Journal)
June 9th
The sun is shinning, the birds are chirping, and the breeze is softly blowing through the leaves making a relaxing rustling sound.
I sigh, the sunshine is dancing over my skin, today's a new day.
A brighter better day.
It's summer, I'm finally home.Back where I needed to be, though it would have never been like this if I would have never went to my friend's party and tried herion, then got hooked.
My family isolated me for 2 years, in which I had to go to rehab the other 1 year I spent in reform school.
Boy did that shape me up.
But now, now everything is better.I'm finally going to get to see my onnichan for the first time in 3 years! I can't help but be happy today.
He wrote me an email, saying he had a suprise for me and to meet in the park where we all used to, I can't wait to see what it is.
I can't help but smile as kids run past me, playing with toys, chasing each other running around on the playground, just how all us tamers *used* to be.But we grew up, grew apart and cold.Now I can only pray that things will return as they used to.Sure I was the youngest of all the tamers back then, and I know I didn't understand everything they were always talking about.
But now, I think I do.
I remember Jenyra telling me 'Looking into the past always taints the future.' I can't forget my past but I certainly can get over it.
I keep telling myself Im a different person.
The one I used to be, not the heroin drug-addict I used to be.
I was still the same Shiuchon I was when i was 8, and frankly that's how I want it.
I can vaguely remember the place we all used to meet, in this park of course, I think by some Dinosaur type things.I wish I had Lopmon to remind me.
Looking down at the email I had printed out at my aunt's house I squint trying to see if I can still remeber it.
I glance over and surely enough there are dinousaur type things, a bit old looking but yet still there after all these years, I see some figures and assume the obviouse.
I run over, waving and smiling "Onnichan Onnichan!"
A tall man with deep sapphire hair turns around, I reconize the face immediately.
"Shiuchon!" Jenyra smiles, I run up and hug him tightly telling him I loved him over and over.
We do that for awhile and I let go, and standing all around me are all the 'former' tamers,Takato,Ruki,Juri,Hirokazu,Kenta and even Ryo.
"What a surprise!" I say smiling the way I used to, they all look so much different than I last remembered them, yet somewhat the same.
They all smile and ask me the normal greetings you know 'hi' 'how are you?' 'my you've grown!' I can only laugh, I feel so at peace.
Finally we all decide to sit down in a circle, they way we used to when we were trying to think up good plans.
It doesnt matter if the grounds dirty, because at this moment we're all kids again, like reliving the past, my good past at least.
Finally with a sigh of happiness,relief and a sense of inner-balance, I look around at the group, smile and ask,
"So, What's up?"
~FIN
OWARI
A/N: BUAAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I FINISHED, I FINISHED!! *dances around happily* Oooh you never thought I would, but BUAHA I did I *DID*!!!! Er, anyways, You like? Ahh your leekato did arrive so did this last chapter!! Well I've hoped you've all had a good time reading this, I most certainly had a wonderful time writting it.
So Review, REVIEW YOU MONKEYS! *grabs a glass of lemOnade and rests*
A/N:ALRIGHT! Finally, the last chapter has arrived, so has all the Leekato!! I know you guys have been wanting this for a *long* time, and my friends, patience is a virtue! Ok so this chapter is really corny and sappy, FLUFF IS GOOD! Im sick of angst fics, its like everyone's life is hell, well anyways, I best warn you, yaoi lemon in this chapter. Yeah it should be rated NC-17 but this fic has a good plot and will stay R.
At least I think it does.
Ok Since im a lazy beeyatch and some more time passage besides a WEEK or so needs to go on Im gonna skip ahead a couple of months.
Also, Im gonna roll off tons of credits at the end and *yes* Shiuchon will be in this chapter too!Anyways, for all you loyal readers....
HERE'S YOUR LEEKATO!! *cheering is heard* ^o^
~
(Takato's Journal)
March 7th
-
Its been two months now and I have recovered from my hospitalization.Also I have recovered from my sadomaschoism.
I didnt think i could, but i did..I really did.
After my whole 'near-death' experience my parents FORCED me to have a long painful and personal conversation with them.
I explained the crash.
I explained the party.
I explained the problems.
I explained everything in precise detail.
I even told them about Lee..
I told them I was gay.
I never imagined my parents to accept it, maybe it was just because I was sobbing and yelling at the time, maybe because of the scars i showed them.
Hell I dont know.
But somehow in someway, they accepted.
And after that, everything seems to simple.
Its like I was living in some dark deep cold room, then someone flips on a light.
I laugh thinking about it now, all the time i could have saved, all the problems I could have resolved just by simply being down right honest.
Everything is perfect...
Well..
Almost Perfect.
You see, even if im doing better in school, with my friends, and with my parents..
Something is missing..
Compainship,Trust,Devotion,Purpose..
Love..
The love I seemed to lose so long ago, I love i yearned for day after day for years..
The love of my one true love..the love ive been dying to give, the love ive been dying to recieve..
Lee's love.
God, If i could just be held in his arms
To be told sweet words on stormy nights
To be loved, wanted, accepted..
To be *his*
Every bone is my body ached for that, I waited, Waited so patiently..
Hell I even saved myself just in case..
And it ripped my heart up to not have seen nor talked to him this whole time, or to just *tell* him how I feel..
I call over to his house all the time, his parents say he wasnt there, I visit all the places we used to go, the places where Lee would be..
But nothing.
Worringly this went on for two weeks or so..
I hope I find him soon..
I sigh, looking down at the crowded streets, even if its March its rather nippy today and all i have on is a thin windjacket.
I shiver and wrap my jacket closer around my body, the cold wind was stinging my face and blowing without mercy.
I hope i can get home in this.
The sky was covered in dull gray clouds that look like they were going to burst, and leaves were wistling through the air..
I can feel raindrops starting to drip down..Great its raining..
As I was passing by an alley and caught something in the corner of my eye..
Was that?!
I stopped walking, I hesitated...
Could it...?
I looked back, it had to be, had to be! I started running through the crowd pushing and shoving my way through, it has to be, gots to be!!
The rain is pouring down now wetting the concrete and enhancing the smell of the city..
Finally I make it to the alley, its graffitti and garbage stained, it reminded me of the places i used to go and cut..
Rats were scurring away and you could see the disgusting flith hanging out of the overfilled garbage cans, the smell was horrible and the wetness dripping from the sky wasnt helping but i bared it and went on..
Since the alley turned into yet another alley I still had a chance I raced and turned the corner only to find someone in a long overcoat that was pure black, they had another black instrument poised to their head.
"LEE!" I call out, just hoping it was him..
The person turned around and sure enough a very frightened yet very angry rain-soaked Jenyra Lee faced me a handgun to his temple..
My god he's gonna..
"Lee! Put the gun down!"
"Why should i?!" He yells, his finger on the trigger trembling his silver eyes alit on fire.
"Why are you doing this?!?"I'm yelling now but its really hard to hear anything because of the rain..
"You cant awnser a question with a question!" he bellows.
"I dont want you to get hurt!"
"It's not like you care!" he sneers.
"What the hell are you talking about?! You think I came this whole way because i didnt care?!"
"If you cared you would have been around!"
"Around for what? I couldnt Jen! I could never find you I tried!!" I'm suddeningly calling him from his first name, I never did that, well only when we were younger..........
"Stop fucking lying Takato! You were too wrapped up in your life to care about me!"
"What?!"
"Im just going to end it all! Noone cares, noone would!"
"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!?! Your family loves you! They care!! God Jen, I care!!" I could feel myself trying to hold back tears.
"Like it matters! My life is a living hell, theirs no way to escape, Im going to die anyways, why wait?!"
"Dont talk that way!!!!!! You can get help!!" Tears were streaming down my face at this point, hopefully he wouldnt be able to tell because of the rain "I'll help you Jen, I'll help you!!"
"Cant you see what your doing?!" I sob "Your going to kill yourself over some fucking stupid problem!! Your not even considering the people who care and love about you! Your being a selfish bastard Jen!! People care about you, they love you!!God, *I* love you! OK! I love you Jen!!!!!!!!"
Im just crying, I dont know whats happening, I havent heard a gunshot, only a metal clanking sound, he must have dropped the gun but my eyes are too watered up and the rain is pouring down so hard its almost impossible to see..
But then i feel a hand on my shoulder and a warm body next to mine..
"Takato.."
I turn around and hug Lee tightly, not wanting to let go, not wanting to lose him.
"I dont want to lose you!!" I sob into his chest "I love you, Please Jen dont go!!"
"I didnt..think.."
"Thats right you DIDNT THINK!!"I say in a rageful sob.
"Im...Im..so..sorry..Taka-kun...
A silence.
He gulped and finally said in a quiet voice "I love you too."
I embrace him tightly, still crying, out of pain,regret and happiness, in the an dirty alley in the pouring rain.
And we're like that...for a really long time..
Then the rain lightens up, I look up at him, my eyes are still hurting and probably red from all the crying i did..
"You promise to help me Takato.....?" he says slowly.
"On my life."
He smiles, leans down and kisses me lightly on the lips..
Somehow...I feel things are going to be better now..
~
(Lee's Journal)
June 7th
-
I can't believe this guy done it!
He actually helped me..
I swear he's an angel.
And when I look at him now, i melt.
How could I have been so stupid, been so scared, and so cold???
I hate myself for being that way...but when Im around Takato..
I dont feel bad, I dont feel anger,hate, or angst..
I dont feel lonely.
He makes me feel so special and wanted..
For those many years I lost that feeling of being cared for and wanted..
I lost the feeling of love..
And now, now its like old times again, everything is right and wonderful (a/n: *coughs* corny)
Shiuchon is coming home this weekend, I cant wait to see her!
I cant wait to tell her what I had done and how I had recovered, I know she has too she kept sending me letters though I didnt reply, It took awhile myself to recover, Well Im not completely recovered from my heroin addiction but its nowhere where it used to be..
Ive had tons of tests, today i get the results I hope Im clean..
I take a heavy sigh, looking at the envelope addressed to 'Mr.Jianliang Lee' Im waiting for Takato to come over from school, then we can share the news together..
It's 3:45 pm, he should be here anytime..
I sigh falling on my back ontop of my bed, looking up at the ceiling, I cant stand waiting! Its toture..
I close my eyes, letting myself drift into pleasant thoughts and slowly...into sleep.
Everything seems dim, like it is when Im about to fall asleep then i hear a faint fimiliar voice..
"Jen-chan, Koi?"
My eyes fling open and I see a casually dressed Takato peeking through my door.
"Takato! Come in Come in!" I say sitting up.
He smiles one of his sweet smiles walks in and flops down on the bottom of my bed,dropping his backpack on my floor in the process.
"So whats up?" He asks, his soft brown eyes locked on me.
"I got the test results in today, I waited to open it because i wanted you to be here to share the news." I said smiling and waving the envelope in the air.
"What are you waiting for?? Cmon!!"He rushes me excitedly.
I smile and tear open the thin paper covering, the unfold the letter inside.
I read over it carefully...
'You have been tested for the following dieases; HIV,AIDS,Hepatitis B and C, here are the results,
HIV:NEGATIVE
AIDS:NEGATIVE
HEPATITIS B:NEGATIVE
HEPATITIS C:NEGATIVE
Thank you for using the Tamachi Health Center.'
I blinked reading it over again, this was right...wasnt it...???
"Jen....is everything ok?" Takato asks.
"Everything is Negative!!" I say happily.
"Oh Jen!" Takato squeels pulling me into a tight hug "I knew it was all going to be ok, I told you so didnt i?"
I smiled "Yeah you told me." He soon lets go, and looks up at me.
"Everything worked out, see there isnt anything to worry about."
"I should have known Takato, I mean the way I acted before was....."
"A bit dumb."
"And I didnt think..."
"That you'd love me."
I smile helplessly at him, he knew me too well, at least he was one of the few people, and quite frankly I was glad he was one of those people.I couldnt possibly imagine someone better to me.
There is a peaceful silence but I finally manage to speak up.
"Taka-chan." I whisper.
"Hmn?"
I glance away from him, not sure how to put my feelings into words "We've known each other for awhile, and we've went through good and bad.Everything, for better or worse....and..I thought now would be the time to--" I gulp and blush lightly "advance it." I smile looking up at him.
He looks so shocked, at first Im scared but he soon smiles happily "Oh Jen..." he croaks.
Before I know it, Im leaning over kissing him, he pauses then begins kissing me back.I smile into the kiss, soon Im placing my tounge in his mouth, light touches and soft kisses turn into feverish strokes and wet passionate kisses.
Suddenly he stops it, I feel a bit dazed the adrenline was really getting to me, he looks up at me with big innocent mocca eyes "What about your parents?"
I stop, begining to dread on that thought until I remember "My father is out on a bussiness trip, he'll be back tomorrow, my mother is away seeing my grandmother and no-one else knows were here, besides the fact if we *do* make a mess or bother the neighboors my father owns this building so theirs nothing to worry about."
He looks slightly confused at first but soon grins and pulls me down into another hot kiss.
I dont know what comes over me after that, I never dreamed of myself being dominant in a sexual relationship but Im doing it, Im pulling down his clothes lowering my hands touching him in places making him whimper,shutter and groan.
Everything is so intoxicating, its not just like something physical but its more, emotional spiritual.
Soon we're completely naked, panting,craving, wanting.
I get into position, I have no lubericant but I'm going to try to be as gentle as possible.In the blaze of passion a small voice of reason dwells in my mind, even though I've done this before, Takato hasn't.
I look down at him, he looks so vunerable but his glaze eyes beg to differ.I run my hand gently over his face, kiss his cheek and whisper "Do you want this Takato?"
He smiles, licks my sweat-soaked cheek and whispers back "Of course I do Jen." he pauses then lowers his eyes suductivly "I wanted this *so* long."
I kiss him once more passionately then assume position again, I hestiate slightly knowning this will trigger off a few things, pain,pleasure and taking aways Takato's virginity.
Placing my tip on his enterance I let out a sigh, looking at Takato who gives me a reassuring nod I push in, slowly to ease the pain.
But now this all doesnt matter, Takato's arching his back and screaming out,
"JEN!!!"
~
(Shiuchon's Journal)
June 9th
The sun is shinning, the birds are chirping, and the breeze is softly blowing through the leaves making a relaxing rustling sound.
I sigh, the sunshine is dancing over my skin, today's a new day.
A brighter better day.
It's summer, I'm finally home.Back where I needed to be, though it would have never been like this if I would have never went to my friend's party and tried herion, then got hooked.
My family isolated me for 2 years, in which I had to go to rehab the other 1 year I spent in reform school.
Boy did that shape me up.
But now, now everything is better.I'm finally going to get to see my onnichan for the first time in 3 years! I can't help but be happy today.
He wrote me an email, saying he had a suprise for me and to meet in the park where we all used to, I can't wait to see what it is.
I can't help but smile as kids run past me, playing with toys, chasing each other running around on the playground, just how all us tamers *used* to be.But we grew up, grew apart and cold.Now I can only pray that things will return as they used to.Sure I was the youngest of all the tamers back then, and I know I didn't understand everything they were always talking about.
But now, I think I do.
I remember Jenyra telling me 'Looking into the past always taints the future.' I can't forget my past but I certainly can get over it.
I keep telling myself Im a different person.
The one I used to be, not the heroin drug-addict I used to be.
I was still the same Shiuchon I was when i was 8, and frankly that's how I want it.
I can vaguely remember the place we all used to meet, in this park of course, I think by some Dinosaur type things.I wish I had Lopmon to remind me.
Looking down at the email I had printed out at my aunt's house I squint trying to see if I can still remeber it.
I glance over and surely enough there are dinousaur type things, a bit old looking but yet still there after all these years, I see some figures and assume the obviouse.
I run over, waving and smiling "Onnichan Onnichan!"
A tall man with deep sapphire hair turns around, I reconize the face immediately.
"Shiuchon!" Jenyra smiles, I run up and hug him tightly telling him I loved him over and over.
We do that for awhile and I let go, and standing all around me are all the 'former' tamers,Takato,Ruki,Juri,Hirokazu,Kenta and even Ryo.
"What a surprise!" I say smiling the way I used to, they all look so much different than I last remembered them, yet somewhat the same.
They all smile and ask me the normal greetings you know 'hi' 'how are you?' 'my you've grown!' I can only laugh, I feel so at peace.
Finally we all decide to sit down in a circle, they way we used to when we were trying to think up good plans.
It doesnt matter if the grounds dirty, because at this moment we're all kids again, like reliving the past, my good past at least.
Finally with a sigh of happiness,relief and a sense of inner-balance, I look around at the group, smile and ask,
"So, What's up?"
~FIN
OWARI
A/N: BUAAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I FINISHED, I FINISHED!! *dances around happily* Oooh you never thought I would, but BUAHA I did I *DID*!!!! Er, anyways, You like? Ahh your leekato did arrive so did this last chapter!! Well I've hoped you've all had a good time reading this, I most certainly had a wonderful time writting it.
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