Disclaimer: I do not own ANYTHING!! *wails* I am making no money out of this NOTHING!! infact....im broke right now, so please don't sue all i have that is worth taking is some Gravitation and Weiss episodes which you couldn't pry from my dead cold corpse if you tried *smirks* Secondly this is SHOUNEN AI! which basically means Boy/Boy love, If you find this offensie do NOT read, i wouldn't want to scar anyone for life now would I? There will be lemon in later chapters and i will bump up the rating when need be. So after all my warnings and rants i hope you all enjoy this fic. Unfortunetly due to big scary copy-right reasons i have to return the Weiss bishounen when i am finsihed playing with them *sulks* but it dosent mean i can't give em a good time before that happens does it?! *chuckles* Well R+R Arigatou minna!! *scampers away*
Inner Torment
Youji sighed as he stared at the blank screen before him, the monitor ocasionally flickering as if its life was dying away. Pulling a cigarette from his shirt pocket he lit it and took a drag, fingers wandering aimlessly over the keys. The others were out on a mission leaving him alone for a few hours and business had been quiet all day, giving the blonde some time to think. To everyone else Youji Kudo was a "ladies man" yes he flirted and yes he was constantly on dates with woman, but that meant nothing, it was just a passtime of his. Muttering to himself he began to pick up the speed of his typing, stopping every so often to erase the words he had previously written.
For all his years of experience on sweet talking woman, when it actually mattered his mouth ran dry, he didn't know what to say. Growling in frustration he began to hit his head off the desk he was sitting at, he couldn't belive three words would be so hard to say. Perhaps they weren't, perhaps it was the fear of rejection that stopped Youji from saying what he most wanted to.
"Aya, I love you, I know you will never get to read this, I don't intend to show it to you, or anyone else for that matter, I just had to say it. I'm sure you think i don't notice anything but the woman i spend so much time eyeing up, this isn't exactly true, i notice alot more things than people expect me to. I'm not sure wether you even even go for guys, but that dosen't matter either does it?..Your not going to read this. This is just a bunch of pointless blathering on my part to stop myself from going insane. I give up, what difference does it make? No matter how hard i try i can't stop and turn these feelings off, they're there wether i want them or not. Yes im confused, i don't know what i want anymore, but i do know I'm in love with you. YK"
Feeling better Youji momentarily took his fingers away from the keys and ran them through his hair, eyes darting across the passage his heart had just made. After saving the passage to a file on his computer he began looking around for another cigarette. Grumbling at having finished his last one moments before Youji grabbed his jacket and stalked out to the local store, leaving the computer screen flickering in the now darkened empty room.
TBC...
AN: Gomen nasai for the short chapter!! Im suffering from writers block again *wails* Chapter two should be longer ^_^
Bish.
Inner Torment
Youji sighed as he stared at the blank screen before him, the monitor ocasionally flickering as if its life was dying away. Pulling a cigarette from his shirt pocket he lit it and took a drag, fingers wandering aimlessly over the keys. The others were out on a mission leaving him alone for a few hours and business had been quiet all day, giving the blonde some time to think. To everyone else Youji Kudo was a "ladies man" yes he flirted and yes he was constantly on dates with woman, but that meant nothing, it was just a passtime of his. Muttering to himself he began to pick up the speed of his typing, stopping every so often to erase the words he had previously written.
For all his years of experience on sweet talking woman, when it actually mattered his mouth ran dry, he didn't know what to say. Growling in frustration he began to hit his head off the desk he was sitting at, he couldn't belive three words would be so hard to say. Perhaps they weren't, perhaps it was the fear of rejection that stopped Youji from saying what he most wanted to.
"Aya, I love you, I know you will never get to read this, I don't intend to show it to you, or anyone else for that matter, I just had to say it. I'm sure you think i don't notice anything but the woman i spend so much time eyeing up, this isn't exactly true, i notice alot more things than people expect me to. I'm not sure wether you even even go for guys, but that dosen't matter either does it?..Your not going to read this. This is just a bunch of pointless blathering on my part to stop myself from going insane. I give up, what difference does it make? No matter how hard i try i can't stop and turn these feelings off, they're there wether i want them or not. Yes im confused, i don't know what i want anymore, but i do know I'm in love with you. YK"
Feeling better Youji momentarily took his fingers away from the keys and ran them through his hair, eyes darting across the passage his heart had just made. After saving the passage to a file on his computer he began looking around for another cigarette. Grumbling at having finished his last one moments before Youji grabbed his jacket and stalked out to the local store, leaving the computer screen flickering in the now darkened empty room.
TBC...
AN: Gomen nasai for the short chapter!! Im suffering from writers block again *wails* Chapter two should be longer ^_^
Bish.