AN: I still own NOTHING!! *whines* Main disclaimer is on the first chapter ^_^ The poem featured at the end of this fic is MY work, i created it, i wrote the translation for it, don't sue, you wont get very far *grins*
warnings in this chapter, HIGH sap alert, very very fluffy its also shounen ai YoujixRan to be exact.*Points to main disclaimer again* In this chapter Aya-kun is also very OOC for the sake of the sap ^_^ Please R+R Arigatou! *scampers away*
It was the consistant banging on the trailer door that snapped Aya from his thoughts, placing the scowl back on his delicate features the red-head made his way to the entrance of the temporary structure, opening the door and peering out into the growing darkness.
"Red..."
The voice was no more than a whisper, almost completely drowned out but the wind through the trees. head snapping down to the source of the sound, Aya felt his eyes widen at the vision before him, Youji torn and bloodied, yet still smiling with the same cocky grin that seemed to constantly adorn his face. Crouching down so he was the same height with the now slumping Youji, Aya brushed a few stray strands of fine, blonde hair away from the older mans line of vision, fingers lingering on the scarlets smears around his cheeks.
"Lets get you inside Yotan...what..what happened?"
He asked trying to keep the surprise from his voice, as he carefully picked up Youji, swaying alittle with the first burden of the weight, then walking slowly into the living room, kicking the door shut with his foot as he went.
"Yotan hmm?..never heard you call me that before"
Came the raspy chuckle from the flirts lips as he tried to keep up his humour, despite the pain flickering in his glazed eyes.
"Lets just say..women are nothing but trouble"
Nodding but choosing not to comment any more on the subject Aya went about stripping off the older mans shirt and pants, trying to ignore the almost silent whimpers as Youji fought to keep quiet and show he was alot stronger than a few cuts.
"I know it hurts yotan...shh, the cuts aren't that deep..you'll be okay if you just stay still"
Even though the blonde was feeling disorientated he didn't miss the softer tones in the normally sharp tongued man that was going about cleaning and stemming the blood from the cuts littering his body. Biting his lip on a yelp of pain as his legs rubbed against the fabric of the couch Youji pulled himself into a sitting position, staring intently at Aya as the younger man went about his work, avoiding the eyes of the other man.
"You feeling okay Red?"
The playboy asked as Aya stopped his ministrations and stood a few feet away, Eyes scanning Youji's body for any other injury he might of forgotten.
"Yeah..why wouldnt i be?"
"Well..your not scowling at me for getting myself beaten to a pulp"
Smirking slightly at the red-heads sudden flustered look, Youji allowed himself a pat on the back, it wasn't everyday someone could make Ran Fujimiya look like a little boy caught with his hand stuck in a cookie jar.
"You should really try and get some rest now Yotan, don't move i don't want those bandages coming loose"
Finding himself unable to stop staring at the older mans taught almost naked figure Aya swiftly turnt his back to to Youji, almost sighing when his gaze focused on something other than skin, greatfull that the blonde could no longer see his eyes and perhaps read the emotions that were left for once exposed and raw.
"I'll be fine..you can go y'know"
Noticing the other mans relcutancy to talk Youji allowed himself to fall back onto the softness of the couch once more, casting a quick glance to Aya's re-treating figure
before closing his eyes and falling into what he hoped Aya would think was sleep.
*******
Youji waited a full twenty minutes after Aya had left him to sleep before he went in search of the red-headed bishounen, easing himself off the couch, wincing once more at the pain caused by sliding off the soft material. Making no more noise than a shadow the blonde padded out of the living and began to look, quietly opening doors to pinpoint Aya's location. It was the sound of keys moving softly from one of the bedrooms that drew Youjis attention, following the sound untill it stopped outside his own room the oldest member of Weiss blinked, what was Ran doing in his room? Leaning against the door frame to his room Youji watched on silently as Aya continued to type over the blondes keyboard.
"Perhaps i should tell him.."
The younger man sighed as he scanned the text he had just written on Youji's computer.
"Tell him what?"
The sound of Youji's voice in the room that was quiet moments before made Aya jump in surprise, quickly turning around on the chair seating him at Youji's desk the red-head turned to meet the other mans eyes.
"Tell him..that..he really should turn his computer off before he go's out and almost gets himself killed..without even being on a mission"
Aya hoped the mixture of his blunt words and the almost innocent expression on his face would throw Youji off his current subject.
"Comon Red, you should know by now the angelic look dosent work with me, i've seen it enough from Omi to not be phased by it"
Smirking slightly the blonde walked further into the room watching Aya with intense green eyes.
"Tell..me what?..Ran?"
For the second time that evening Aya looked flustered and chose to study his hands rather than watch the almost grinning face of the other occupent of the room.
"Tell you..that..that..i know how you feel for me"
Youji raised an eyebrow and picked up the packet of cigarettes that were placed next to the keyboard, slipping one out of the packet and taking his lighter he lit it and took a long needed drag.
"So.."
"So.."
the moment seemed to be endless as both men eyed up each other, Youji, love evident in his mocking eyes and Aya, slightly confused at the new thoughts beginning to flow into his mind, but not disliking them. Stubbing out his cigarette and stepping closer to the younger man Youji smiled slightly, he wasn't planning on Aya finding out his feelings, but now he knew, Youji thought he may aswell take advantage of that and just hoped to god he didn't choke up like he had done so many times in the past.
"Well i was kinda hoping that if you found out you would throw yourself at me saying "I love you Yotan!!" but thats WAY too out of character for you"
Smirking slightly Youji took a quiet breath and leant over, kissing the younger boys neck softly then pulling back, watching as the Aya brought two of his fingers up to touch the place Youji's lips had just been. His eyes searching, almost pleading for Aya's answer.
"I wont throw myself at you like that, i might when i figure out whats going on in my head..depends"
Blinking slightly Youji resisted the urge to break out into a grin, growing alittle bolder he took a step closer to the red-head, lips almost touching his.
"Do you love me Red?"
"I..don't know"
"Do i atleast have a chance?"
"Yes"
Chuckling slightly Youji dropped his gaze from the other mans eyes and eased himself into the chair by Aya, fingers already calling up the passage of writing the other man had been working on.
"Well..for now thats far better than hearing you say loved me, if your still unsure yourself, i can wait..i've waited this long..alittle longer wont hurt will it?...wanna show me what you were writing?"
A smile hinting at the corner of the normally cold mans face Aya nodded and knelt by the seated blonde, watching as Youji skimmed the text, on the computer that may have brought them closer than both ever thought possible.
******
Hontou no yasashisa wo,
Omou tabi mayou no wa,
Kanashii toki ya sabishii toki,
Boku wa itsu demo soba ni iru.
Namae mo shiranai hana ga,
Tatakai no akai hi ni tsutsumareru,
Densetsu no senshi,
Itsu ka kiete itta.
Itsu ka hohoemi wo,
Kurai sora ni kagayaku hoshikuzu wa,
Omoidasereba ii,
Toki wo wasurete miru.
Hontou no yasashisa wo,
Omou tabi mayou no wa,
Kanashii toki ya sabishii toki,
Boku wa itsu demo soba ni iru.
Sore demo boku wa anata no itami wo,
Kawatte agerare wa shinai.
*******
Owari.
AN: Gomen nasai if the poem is scrappy, i am still learning japananse, please clever people reading it that already know the language be gentle ^_^ The translation for those that don't understand it is on the next chapter aswell as my thankyou's and dedications.
Bish.
warnings in this chapter, HIGH sap alert, very very fluffy its also shounen ai YoujixRan to be exact.*Points to main disclaimer again* In this chapter Aya-kun is also very OOC for the sake of the sap ^_^ Please R+R Arigatou! *scampers away*
It was the consistant banging on the trailer door that snapped Aya from his thoughts, placing the scowl back on his delicate features the red-head made his way to the entrance of the temporary structure, opening the door and peering out into the growing darkness.
"Red..."
The voice was no more than a whisper, almost completely drowned out but the wind through the trees. head snapping down to the source of the sound, Aya felt his eyes widen at the vision before him, Youji torn and bloodied, yet still smiling with the same cocky grin that seemed to constantly adorn his face. Crouching down so he was the same height with the now slumping Youji, Aya brushed a few stray strands of fine, blonde hair away from the older mans line of vision, fingers lingering on the scarlets smears around his cheeks.
"Lets get you inside Yotan...what..what happened?"
He asked trying to keep the surprise from his voice, as he carefully picked up Youji, swaying alittle with the first burden of the weight, then walking slowly into the living room, kicking the door shut with his foot as he went.
"Yotan hmm?..never heard you call me that before"
Came the raspy chuckle from the flirts lips as he tried to keep up his humour, despite the pain flickering in his glazed eyes.
"Lets just say..women are nothing but trouble"
Nodding but choosing not to comment any more on the subject Aya went about stripping off the older mans shirt and pants, trying to ignore the almost silent whimpers as Youji fought to keep quiet and show he was alot stronger than a few cuts.
"I know it hurts yotan...shh, the cuts aren't that deep..you'll be okay if you just stay still"
Even though the blonde was feeling disorientated he didn't miss the softer tones in the normally sharp tongued man that was going about cleaning and stemming the blood from the cuts littering his body. Biting his lip on a yelp of pain as his legs rubbed against the fabric of the couch Youji pulled himself into a sitting position, staring intently at Aya as the younger man went about his work, avoiding the eyes of the other man.
"You feeling okay Red?"
The playboy asked as Aya stopped his ministrations and stood a few feet away, Eyes scanning Youji's body for any other injury he might of forgotten.
"Yeah..why wouldnt i be?"
"Well..your not scowling at me for getting myself beaten to a pulp"
Smirking slightly at the red-heads sudden flustered look, Youji allowed himself a pat on the back, it wasn't everyday someone could make Ran Fujimiya look like a little boy caught with his hand stuck in a cookie jar.
"You should really try and get some rest now Yotan, don't move i don't want those bandages coming loose"
Finding himself unable to stop staring at the older mans taught almost naked figure Aya swiftly turnt his back to to Youji, almost sighing when his gaze focused on something other than skin, greatfull that the blonde could no longer see his eyes and perhaps read the emotions that were left for once exposed and raw.
"I'll be fine..you can go y'know"
Noticing the other mans relcutancy to talk Youji allowed himself to fall back onto the softness of the couch once more, casting a quick glance to Aya's re-treating figure
before closing his eyes and falling into what he hoped Aya would think was sleep.
*******
Youji waited a full twenty minutes after Aya had left him to sleep before he went in search of the red-headed bishounen, easing himself off the couch, wincing once more at the pain caused by sliding off the soft material. Making no more noise than a shadow the blonde padded out of the living and began to look, quietly opening doors to pinpoint Aya's location. It was the sound of keys moving softly from one of the bedrooms that drew Youjis attention, following the sound untill it stopped outside his own room the oldest member of Weiss blinked, what was Ran doing in his room? Leaning against the door frame to his room Youji watched on silently as Aya continued to type over the blondes keyboard.
"Perhaps i should tell him.."
The younger man sighed as he scanned the text he had just written on Youji's computer.
"Tell him what?"
The sound of Youji's voice in the room that was quiet moments before made Aya jump in surprise, quickly turning around on the chair seating him at Youji's desk the red-head turned to meet the other mans eyes.
"Tell him..that..he really should turn his computer off before he go's out and almost gets himself killed..without even being on a mission"
Aya hoped the mixture of his blunt words and the almost innocent expression on his face would throw Youji off his current subject.
"Comon Red, you should know by now the angelic look dosent work with me, i've seen it enough from Omi to not be phased by it"
Smirking slightly the blonde walked further into the room watching Aya with intense green eyes.
"Tell..me what?..Ran?"
For the second time that evening Aya looked flustered and chose to study his hands rather than watch the almost grinning face of the other occupent of the room.
"Tell you..that..that..i know how you feel for me"
Youji raised an eyebrow and picked up the packet of cigarettes that were placed next to the keyboard, slipping one out of the packet and taking his lighter he lit it and took a long needed drag.
"So.."
"So.."
the moment seemed to be endless as both men eyed up each other, Youji, love evident in his mocking eyes and Aya, slightly confused at the new thoughts beginning to flow into his mind, but not disliking them. Stubbing out his cigarette and stepping closer to the younger man Youji smiled slightly, he wasn't planning on Aya finding out his feelings, but now he knew, Youji thought he may aswell take advantage of that and just hoped to god he didn't choke up like he had done so many times in the past.
"Well i was kinda hoping that if you found out you would throw yourself at me saying "I love you Yotan!!" but thats WAY too out of character for you"
Smirking slightly Youji took a quiet breath and leant over, kissing the younger boys neck softly then pulling back, watching as the Aya brought two of his fingers up to touch the place Youji's lips had just been. His eyes searching, almost pleading for Aya's answer.
"I wont throw myself at you like that, i might when i figure out whats going on in my head..depends"
Blinking slightly Youji resisted the urge to break out into a grin, growing alittle bolder he took a step closer to the red-head, lips almost touching his.
"Do you love me Red?"
"I..don't know"
"Do i atleast have a chance?"
"Yes"
Chuckling slightly Youji dropped his gaze from the other mans eyes and eased himself into the chair by Aya, fingers already calling up the passage of writing the other man had been working on.
"Well..for now thats far better than hearing you say loved me, if your still unsure yourself, i can wait..i've waited this long..alittle longer wont hurt will it?...wanna show me what you were writing?"
A smile hinting at the corner of the normally cold mans face Aya nodded and knelt by the seated blonde, watching as Youji skimmed the text, on the computer that may have brought them closer than both ever thought possible.
******
Hontou no yasashisa wo,
Omou tabi mayou no wa,
Kanashii toki ya sabishii toki,
Boku wa itsu demo soba ni iru.
Namae mo shiranai hana ga,
Tatakai no akai hi ni tsutsumareru,
Densetsu no senshi,
Itsu ka kiete itta.
Itsu ka hohoemi wo,
Kurai sora ni kagayaku hoshikuzu wa,
Omoidasereba ii,
Toki wo wasurete miru.
Hontou no yasashisa wo,
Omou tabi mayou no wa,
Kanashii toki ya sabishii toki,
Boku wa itsu demo soba ni iru.
Sore demo boku wa anata no itami wo,
Kawatte agerare wa shinai.
*******
Owari.
AN: Gomen nasai if the poem is scrappy, i am still learning japananse, please clever people reading it that already know the language be gentle ^_^ The translation for those that don't understand it is on the next chapter aswell as my thankyou's and dedications.
Bish.