Here's a gushy moment. Well in this part is about what Yue is thinking along with Yuki popping in and out. Don't know why I did that but oh well enjoy.

Returning Powers or Not?

Chapter 5:

I did not know what to say when Touya told me his powers were causing him pain and I felt it was my fault. If I had never let him give me his powers to stay alive then perhaps known of this would have ever happened. Touya sat there so calmly explaining about it like it was the weather. I could tell that he was very worried but was trying to be strong for me. I did not want to loose Touya like I had lost Master Clow, because I think I loved him. Maybe it was because he was always kind to me or had befriended my other half Yukito. Whatever it was I realized that I wanted to stay with him forever and never let him go. I felt surprised that I could feel this much emotion towards someone besides Clow Reed. I felt a smile form on my lips and let out a surprised laugh. Touya blinked at me in shock and seemed confused by my laughter.

"Um Yue are you feeling ok?"

I nodded slowly and could feel Yukito laughing in the back of my mind.

(Its about time you realized how you felt for him Yue or more like how we both feel.)

I blinked in surprise when I heard Yukito say this and felt a warm blush stain my cheeks. Glancing over at Touya I noticed he was watching me curiously and seemed confused.

(Well are you going to show him how we feel or sit there like a rock?)

Well if Yuki thinks I should show Touya then that's what I will do. Feeling shy I scooted closer to Touya and threw my arms around his neck. I heard him gasp and tightened my grip. He felt so warm and I could have hugged him forever. I felt surprised when Touya wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me even closer to him. We sat like that for a long time while the sky grew dark and the stars came out. The full moon appeared overhead and I could feel my powers grow stronger. Pulling slightly back I looked at Touya and thought how good he looked in the moonlight. The moon turned his brown hair even darker and made his lovely chocolate brown eyes glow slightly. Touya smiled at me and I felt my heart skip a beat.

"Thank you Yue."

I blinked in surprise. "For what Touya?"

"For being my friend and for everything."

I felt tears appear in my eyes and slowly trickle down my face. I felt happy when he said that and for the first time in years I cried. Touya reached up hesitantly and wiped them away from my eyes.

"What's wrong Yue?"

"Nothing Touya. I am just glad that you considered me your friend is all."

"Idiot of course I consider you a friend."

Touya was looking at me so seriously except for the slight smirk on his lips. Yuki was laughing in the back of my mind and I knew he was telling me I told you so. He had been telling me for months that Touya considered me a friend as well but I never was the type to pay attention to things like that. I didn't think that anyone would want me for a friend since I could be so cold and serious most times.

"I will always be your friend Yue no matter what ok?"

I nodded slowly at Touya and we continued to gaze into each other eyes.

(Well Yue kiss him already! Or are you two going to stare at each other all night?)

Feeling shocked slightly at Yuki the shy one telling me this I smiled and leaning forward kissed Touya on the lips. I watched his eyes widened in surprise before he closed them. Closing my eyes I let myself enjoy the kiss and let out a slight gasp when Touya's tongue touched my lips. He took advantage of this and slid his tongue into my mouth. Warmth flooded me and I let out a slight moan of pleasure. One of his hands cupped the back of my head and the other encircled my waist. It had been so long since I had been held and kissed that I felt happiness fill me.

(Ha well its about time Yue.)

I blushed at Yuki's remark but ignored him. Touya broke off the kiss and smiled down at me.

"What was that for Yue?"

"Because I care for you Touya and wanted to show you how much."

I was still to shy and insecure to tell Touya how I really felt but maybe someday I would.

"Hmmm. Well if that's the way you care for me then you should do it more often."

I nodded slowly and laughed at his teasing comment.

"I should probably head back home now since Sakura and father will be very worried about me."

We both stood up and headed towards his bike. He got onto it and we both stood there for a moment.

Coming to a quick decision I asked, "Do you want me to follow you home?"

Touya looked at me for a moment before replying, "Yes I would like that very much."

Opening up my wings I flew along beside him as we headed towards his home. I hoped that Eriol would know what was wrong with Touya and be able to help him. I hoped and prayed with all my heart. I still felt that it was my fault that Touya was getting sick but until I knew it was me, then there was nothing I could do about it for now. But if it was then I was willing to give Touya's powers back to him and fade away rather then cause the one I loved pain.



Tbc……..

Man writing about emotions and gushy stuff is hard. Review please.