Deadly Love
Chapter 2
Rating R
By Psycho4moon
Sorry its so short I've just been busy with school. I will really try to get the next one longer.
I needed this especially after last nights encounter. I can't believe he had the nerve to fallow me to my house. Then again he doesn't seem the type to let anything get in his way. I wonder what the girls would think.
"What are you doing out here!" Rei snarled. Sometimes she can be such a bitch but I still love her. Why I don't know.
"Tanning what else does it look like I'm doing." I snap back. This is one of the things about being half human; I don't have to worry about frying in the sun. I just get tan really fast. Sucks to be them. "You are supposed to be at he meeting we are having, oh I don't know about RIGHT NOW!" "
"Well maybe I don't want to be as pale like some people in this house I know." I say glaring right at her pale ass. I wonder what she is thinking. I could always find out if I wanted to use my powers, they do need to be used or they'll be forgotten so why not. * Why doesn't she see that I'm only trying to help her? * Oh please she knows damn well that I can take care of myself. "Thanks for your concern but I don't need your help and I can take care of myself."
"What?" she asked confused
"I said I can take care of myself."
"Whatever, are you coming in or not?" she asked.
"Maybe in a few, I just need to think about I few things." Him I need to evaluate my feelings for him.
"Just be in there in 5 minuets please." She says adding the please as an after thought.
"Ok mother" I reply childishly. I see her clench her hands into fist and just laugh. She's pissed, if I go in there know I'll just be bombarded with questions. What I'm I suppose to tell them. Hey guys I fell in love with a vampire. I know it's bad timing with my 180 birthday coming up I mean ya know the most important thing in my life. Yeah that would go over real good. I wonder what Mamoru is doing? He better not be with another girl, why am I even thinking that its not like he's mine or anything. But oh how I wish he would be mine and I could be his. Are souls becoming one and all of our powers merging into one. Oh what would I give for that day to come but knowing the whole time that it can never happen. Why can't he be Endymion the one the only one I can be with, if I chose that life.
"Usagi get in here now!" scream 4 very angry girls.
"Coming" Only 3 more hours till sun set then I can get out of here and see him again. Oh I wish time could fly. I open the door to see 4 angry girls sitting down just waiting for me to walk through that door. The only thing I could do was smile.
"What are you smiling about," questions Makota
"You guys look all serious." I wish I had a camera this was such a Kodak moment.
"Where were you last night?" pips up Ami.
"Likes it's any of your business anyways!" I snap back. What gives them the right to think that I should have me tell them everything? I can take care of myself; I'm a big girl. That's when I feel a slap on my cheek given by the one the only Rei. I fly, literally, at her throwing punches left and right till Minako and Makota pull me off. Ami runs over to Rei lying on the floor unmoving. Oh my God what did I just do? I can't control this anymore, with my birthday coming up soon my power is so much stronger than I ever thought it could be. I can't cry not in front of them they expect me to be the strong one I can't let them down now. Oh who gives a shit, I just knocked out one of my best friends and I'm going to cry.
"I think you should go now," Minako whispers.
"I'm so sorry, I..I didn't mean to, I didn't know I was that strong."
"Rei can't here you so you're wasting your breath but that's right you knew she couldn't here you cause you were the one that was beating her to death. Tell me Usagi would you have stopped if we weren't here." Makota inquired. Oh my God would I have stopped, I don't know if I would have, I didn't even realize what I was doing. "You've already answered by the silence."
"You guys have to believe me that I didn't mean to do this." I struggle to keep myself from breaking down and cracking.
"Weather you meant to of not, you did and I for one think you should leave for awhile." Minako please don't do this I need you guys so much.
"You're going to throw me out with my birthday 3 days away. You know what that day means to me, to us, and not to mention the world."
"You have to make your own choice, we can't choose for you. You know where we stand but at this point the question is where do you stand? From what I've seen today you are not heading in the right direction…."
I interrupt, " what is the right direction for me? Everyday I'm pulled in two different directions. Every day I go to work, shop with you guys, gossip about different people and live my life like a human. But every night I go out and I kill my own people. Then I sneak out every night to go to some club and party and drink, but not just any drink no I need blood for me to live and at night I live my life like the vampire I am. And the whole time wondering what it would be like to just be one or the other, and now I finally get to choose what life I want and you guys are throwing me out on the street."
Minako replies, "If its sympathy your looking for don't even try getting it from us." You've known this day would come for 179 years now and your telling us, you have never thought about it in that whole time. Bull shit, I'm not going to believe your lies anymore. You've had your mind made up from day one, and what you just did proves it. You've never wanted the human life; it's just to boring for you. Well I just want you to remember this when you walk out the door that if you do choose to become the queen of the vampires the three of us and I will be hunting you down in the hopes that we will get to pay you back for all the pain that you caused us." I can't believe this; I thought they were my friends. They were only using me for my sense to find vampires. I can't believe this.
"FUCK YOU! I want you to remember that if I do become a vampire shit even if I don't I will still come back and hunt you down. I wouldn't go out tonight, I here things happen at night bad things to most unlikely victims. You." With that said I walk out the door only to hear coming from inside the house 'you think your threats scare me, well I'll show you.' But she's lying I can smell the fear its so thick. She and everyone else will get what's coming to them. No one ever uses me and gets away with it, ever.