Author's Notes : Hello minna-san! I hope you enjoyed chapter one! As usually, any questions, comments, suggestions are welcome! And thanks to Laura for helping me out!! - JediSerenity (JediSerenity@aol.com )
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* * Warning ** The end of this chapter is rated NC-17. (and it took me forever.. this is my first attempt (and depending on how it goes, perhaps my last)..).
Translations :
Koko - Here Dozo, anata-no namae wa? - Your name please
Ohayo - Good morning Aisheteru - I love you.
Kotae watakshi - Answer me.
~**Moonlight Destiny**~
"My heart is a kaleidoscope."
Damnit Father I don't want to hear it! Endymion slammed his fist against the wooden table.
I don't care what you want! You're nearly twenty-two! You should show some interest in marriage by now! But you won't even give any girl a second glance! The King yelled, getting frustrated by his son's constant dismissal of every suitable young women.
I will marry when I'm ready. The Prince stated coldly, his midnight eyes glaring into his father's.
Well what are you waiting for!? His father demanded. Endymion sighed. No matter how many times they had been through this, his father would never understand.
Love. I'm waiting for someone I can love. Someone who doesn't want to marry me because I'm a Prince! Someone who doesn't want money! Someone who is not like your wife. He spat, only causing the King to become more angry. Endymion's real mother had died when he was only six years old, a few years later, his father remarried. He loathed his current wife, for she was only with him for the money, and the power.
I've had enough of this. Get out. Endymion rolled his eyes, and obeyed his father's wishes.
It was getting late, and the Prince had been tossing and turning in his sleep for the past hour. Not knowing what to do, he rose from bed, and got dressed, then made his way towards the stables. Endymion entered, and noticed the light was still on. Damnit. Can't anybody do anything right around here?' He asked himself, shaking his head. Endymion went to the stall where he kept his horse, only to find it empty.
The thunder crashed in the night's sky, and the lightning flickered, illuminating everything around her. Serenity felt the small icy drops hit her face, and turned her horse around, signaling it was time to return. As she approached the building, she noticed a tall figure standing in the doorway. The blonde panicked, but realized there was nothing she could do now.
Endymion heard a horse approaching, and went to stand in the doorway, hoping it was only one of his guards. What he saw, was a dark figure riding his horse, a cape adoring their shoulders, and their face hooded in the dark.
Show yourself. The Prince demanded, as the rider dismounted.
Who demands it? A small voice replied, causing Endymion to be more intrigued. Usually he would be angry at the intruder, but something held his temper back.
Prince Endymion, of Earth. He stated smugly, then heard a slight gasp from the figure.
Oh your Highness! Please forgive me. Serenity bowed her head, praying her penalty would not be too severe. Endymion stepped closer, now sure the figure was female, and intended no harm. The rain poured down harder, and Serenity could feel the cold water seeping through her clothes.
He lifted her chin up with his hand, and found the most amazing pair of blue eyes staring up at him. Her hands went to pull the hood back, but he stopped her, wanting to do it himself. Serenity blushed a deep crimson as he pushed back the hood, allowing her golden hair to fall.
She whispered, turning her eyes to the ground. I.. I.. Endymion silenced her by placing a finger over her lips, which were now tainted blue. Her entire body was once again covered in goose bumps due to the cold. Her golden hair was soaking wet along with the cream night gown she was wearing underneath.
You're freezing. Come inside, get dried off, and warm up. He said smoothly. Serenity blushed again, then nodded accepting his offer.
As the two took off up the hill, Serenity looked back at the stables, wondering if this is what she should be doing. Is this right?' she asked herself, but when she felt his warm hand take a hold of hers, it didn't matter. A warmth seemed to flow through her entire body, and she felt herself blushing once more. What is this feeling?' She silently asked herself, Endymion doing the same. Never had either of them been so at peace, especially with someone they had only met a few moments ago.
The Prince handed her a fluffy white towel, smiling, Go have a shower, it will warm you up, and I'll find something for you wear. Serenity smiled, and realized how handsome he was. The way his raven bangs fell messily onto his forehead, his midnight blue eyes, and that quirky lopsided grin.
She bowed, and did as he had told her. Endymion searched his drawers for something suitable for her to wear. Nearly everything he had would be far too big for her, as she barely came to his shoulder.
Serenity felt the warm water make her numb body return to normal, and she washed the rain, and the cold from her hair. Feeling rejuvenated, she wrapped the towel around herself, and emerged from the washroom. She stopped dead in her tracks when she walked in on Endymion in a state of undress. Her eyes roamed over his well built chest and arms, and she once more found a blush creeping over her features.
The Prince heard a slight gasp, and he turned to see her standing there, wearing nothing but a towel, which left little to the imagination. Something about her made Endymion feel at a loss for words, he felt he could look at her forever and never find a single imperfection.
Endymion handed her one of his white dress shirts to put on. You'll stay the night? It's too dangerous for you to be going out at this hour. He raised an eyebrow, awaiting her answer.
Your Majesty.. I.. He stopped her when he realized she would probably turn him down.
It's Endymion. And I'm not asking you to. I'm telling you. He ordered, giving her one of his infamous lopsided grins. Now get dressed. He ushered her back into the washroom, and once again she obeyed.
When she came back into the room she found him sitting in a chair in the corner with his glasses on, reading. When he sensed her presence, he looked up, doing everything he could from keeping his jaw from dropping.
Dozo, anata-no namae wa? He asked, once he had regained himself.
She replied quietly. Gomen. About the horses. I.. I used to ride when I was young. A.. and... when I found your stables.. I didn't know they belonged to Royalty. Gomen. She bowed her head again. Endymion stood up, and walked over to her, placing his hands on either shoulder.
It's alright. You can use them anytime you wish. She looked up at him, her eyes wide in surprise.
Endymion laughed at her expression, and lightly ran a finger down her cheek.
Of course. Serenity blushed.
What's it like being Royalty? This question took Endymion by surprise, and he took a moment before answering.
You're not a Princess? He asked, confused.
She shook her head, Not really'. She thought, wondering if she should tell him the truth.
I thought a beautiful lady like yourself would have to be. He grinned again, and Serenity giggled, the pink hue never leaving her face. Are you hungry? Endymion asked her, Serenity nodding eagerly, making him laugh once more. What would you like?
The Prince shook his head, and ordered a servant to bring him some food, making sure Serenity stayed away from the servant's sight, the last thing he needed was his father knowing about this.
Morning finally came, and the two had gotten very little sleep. The entire night was spent talking, as both felt at peace, like they had known each other for years. Serenity found herself already falling in love with the Prince, knowing it could never be. Endymion felt the same way, but he'd be damned if he ever let her get away. Neither knew how, nor minded, but somehow she ended up falling asleep in his arms. When he realized she had drifted off, he pulled a blanket up around them, and his arms circled her waist protectively.
The Prince was the first to wake, and found a golden waterfall surrounding him. He looked down and smiled, watching his angel as she slept peacefully. I wish things could stay like this forever.' He thought, regretting the moment he had to let go, and loving the feeling of her soft skin against his own.
Kunzite called through the heavy wooden door. Endymion cringed when he heard his voice. The Prince had four guards who were to protect him; Kunzite, Nefurite, Zoisite, and Jadeite. While they were friends, there were times he no longer wanted, nor needed them to be around.
Get out of bed! Kunzite yelled again pounding on the door, Endymion rolled his eyes. If only he knew', he thought, grinning to himself. He screamed once more, before turning the knob, and letting himself in.
Kunzite stopped dead when he saw the picture in front of him. Endymion was sitting in bed, his glasses on reading a book, while a young women had her head resting on his shoulder, one arm draped across his bare chest. Her golden hair was spilling around them, while the Prince had one arm tightly around her waist. Their legs entangled with one another, and a light blanket covering them.
Now you see why I can't get out of bed Kunzite? Endymion asked smugly, a grin playing on his lips. Without a reply, the white haired man turned, and left the room, still in shock. Endymion shook his head, letting out a small chuckle, but being quiet not to wake his sleeping Princess.
Mid-day was fast approaching, and Serenity still had not waken. Endymion kissed the top of her head, and ran his fingers through her silky hair. He gently nudged her to wake her up, knowing he would regret this later. Serenity's blue eyes slow opened, and she felt her face go warm when she realized where she was. She looked up and saw Endymion reading a book, she tried making out the words, realizing it was about the Moon.
Endymion smiled down at the girl, pushing a stray piece of hair from her face. Sleep well?
She answered, laying her head back on his shoulder.
Promise me something? Serenity looked back into his eyes, and blue clashed with blue. Time seemed to stop, and Endymion lowered his head, claimed her lips with his own. Serenity moved her arms around his neck, the book and his glasses landing on the floor, completely forgotten. Their kiss seemed to last for an eternity, as both passion and desire grew. Eventually Endymion pulled away, to look into her crystal eyes, her breathing labored, and her hair a mess.
She asked, raising an eyebrow.
Endymion replied, furrowing his brow, obviously confused.
What do you want me to promise you? Serenity smiled, Endymion shook his head and laughed.
Usagi... it fits you. He mused, but his grin faded when he saw Serenity's face go solemn. What's wrong?
She plastered on a smile, hoping he would not see through her. Endymion realized it was something she was not ready to share, and smiled back.
Promise me you'll come back. His angel nodded, and once again he kissed her, this time running his hands over the soft curves of her body. She responded instantly, but pulling him closer to her, a soft moan escaping from her throat. His lips moved from hers, down her jaw line to her throat, stopping to suckle the sweet skin, as his hand moved up her side to cup her breast. Serenity ran her fingers though his ebony hair, her breathing ragging, but never wanting this to end. Eventually, she spoke, knowing it was time for her to go home.
I.. I have to go. Endymion nodded, still trying to regain himself. The Prince picked her up, causing her to giggle, and set her feet on the ground, lightly kissing her forehead.
Put this on. You're clothes still aren't dry enough to wear. He said, handing her a pair of riding pants, and his cloak. Serenity smiled and accepted his offer.
Arigato. For everything. Endymion took hold of her hand, and once more pressed his lips to her smooth skin.
He bowed, causing her to laugh. Come back tomorrow night?? He more pleaded than asked.
As you wish. Serenity nodded her head, and giggled. Endymion then helped her out the window, down to the grass below. With one arm wrapped around her waist, he pulled her into his embrace, her arms once again snaking around his neck, and pulling his lips to hers. Endymion then pulled a rose from the air, tucking it behind her ear.
Serenity asked, confused.
Shh, later, Usa-ko. He placed a finger to her lips. Now go, before I change my mind, and make it so you can never leave. The couple smiled, and she gave him a peck on the cheek, thanked him, and took off towards her home.
Endymion sighed, watching her disappear over the horizon, and turned to go back inside, only to be met by Kunzite. The guard stood there, his face solemn, arms crossed, not looking impressed. He took a step closer to the Prince.
What the hell do you think you're doing? Kunzite spat, not caring about formalities as he was not only the Prince's protector, but his friend.
I don't know what you're talking about. Endymion replied tightening his jaw.
Like hell you don't. Who was she? Endymion raised an eyebrow.
Don't use that tone of voice Kunzite. It could get you in trouble someday. He smirked.
Kotae watakshi. The silver haired guard demanded. Endymion decided not to play any longer, as he knew Kunzite's temper was wearing thin.
Her name is Usagi. She lives on the outskirts of one of the small towns. Endymion informed him.
A commoner!? Endymion, just when I thought you couldn't make things worse between you and your father, you sleep with a commoner! Kunzite kept his voice under control, in fear of someone hearing him. Endymion laughed. Kunzite asked, annoyed.
I never slept with her Kunzite, we just talked, until she fell asleep. Endymion wished he could have captured the look on Kunzite's face.
That's not the point. Soliciting with any commoners is not a good idea. She could be a spy for all you know! The guard threw his arms up in a frustrated fashion.
She's not like that. You.. you don't know her. Endymion's tone rose.
And now you're going to tell me you do? Kunzite mocked.
Hai. She's unlike anyone I've ever met. She's beautiful, caring, gentle, she listens to me, and she has this radiance about her. I can't explain it, and I know it sounds impossible, but I think I'm already falling in love with her. The Prince stated seriously, and the smirk on Kunzite's face faded. And if you like your job, I suggest you keep this news far from my father. Kunzite could not believe the words he was hearing, yet could do nothing but oblige the Prince's orders.
Hai, but don't turn to me if it all goes sour.
It had been over a month since Endymion and Serenity had been seeing each other. Kunzite had kept quiet about it, and actually got to know the Princess, realizing she was everything Endymion said she was. Every time they saw each other, the couple fell more in love, and nothing could keep them apart. By now both Mayumi and Takashi were curious about their daughter's' whereabouts, but neither wanted to ask. Knowing that she would tell them when she was ready.
Serenity confided everything Luna, who in turn told the Queen. Makoto still kept in touch, and was happy to know Serenity was doing alright. The blonde angel told Makoto everything about the Prince, Makoto wishing she could be there. Queen Serenity prayed that one day her daughter would return to the Moon, and fulfill her rightful place.
Every time she went to meet with the Prince, she would wear the cloak he gave her the first morning they woke up together. Every morning before she left, he would drape it over her shoulders, and send her on her way. They both knew nothing could come of their relationship, yet neither cared. Nothing in the world could break these two apart, they were soul mates; two beings bound together, both wondering how they lived before they met the other.
After spending another night with the Prince, Serenity ran nearly the entire way back from the palace, but slowed to a walk when she could see the cottage in sight. She noticed Mayumi and Takashi were not home, as the horses were both gone from the pasture. Quietly, she let herself in, to be greeted by a very angry man.
Where have you been? He demanded, his eyes filled with worry.
I.. I was out. She replied, not wanting to lie, yet knowing she could not tell him the truth.
Everyone's been worried about you lately, Usagi-chan. Especially me. He inched closer, taking a hold of the cloak in his hand. Where did you get this? Serenity smiled, remembering the feeling of the Prince's warm hands against her flesh.
A friend. Seiya dropped the fabric.
Promise me you'll stop leaving like this. He whispered, still inching closer, Serenity took a step back.
I can't make a promise like that. Feeling uncomfortable, Serenity took off the cloak, and held it in front of her, almost as if it were a shield.
Be my wife Usagi-chan. Seiya stated plainly, drawing a ring from his pants pocket. Serenity didn't know what to say. Her mind told her she could never be with the Prince, but her heart and body didn't care. She loved him, and was now sure of it.
Oh Seiya. Don't play games. She drew the flower from her hair, inhaling it's sweet fragrance.
I'm not playing. I.. I've fallen in love with you. Will you? He asked again, taking his hand to bring Usagi's face to look at his.
I.. I can't. Her eyes dropped, as his hand fell lifelessly to his side.
Naze des-ka? Am I not good enough? Seiya's heart felt like it would break in two.
It's not that. She turned her attention to the window, so she would not have to face the sad look in his eyes.
Then what is it? Did I do something? Seiya pressed on.
It's not you. She brought her eyes up to meet his, and did everything she could from crying, as she felt his pain; wanting something that would never be.
Who is he? The tall man demanded, growing frustrated.
Serenity looked up at him, wondering if he knew, then turned her attention back to the outdoors.
Who is he? Don't tell me there isn't someone else. You've changed Usa-ko. At the instant she heard Endymion's name for her come from someone else's mouth, a hint of anger boiled inside of her.
Don't call me Usa-ko. I'm not yours. She stated coldly. Seiya grabbed a hold of her arm, turning her to look at him.
Who is he?! He demanded once more, not being able to control the jealous fire which raged in his heart.
It doesn't matter. Please go. Her voice trembled, and her eyes filled with fear as he grip tightened.
Usagi, stop playing these childish games. Tell me who he is. Because if he so much as makes you shed a single tear, he'll deal with me. Seiya spat.
Go. Please just go. Serenity managed, as her lips trembled. Seiya realized how hard he was holding her, and let go. Giving her one last look, Seiya turned and left the cottage.
Mayumi and Takashi returned a short time afterwards, and noticed Serenity sitting at a chair gazing at the sky. The couple had noticed how lately she had seemed to grow more distance, but always with a happy, dreamy expression in her eyes.
Usagi-chan? Are you alright? Mayumi asked, as she saw tears running down Serenity's face.
She did not look at her mother' , knowing if she did, she would easily be found out.
What happened? Serenity could barely hold in the tears anymore than she had been, and threw herself in Mayumi's arms, who gave a puzzled look to her husband. Sobs racked the girl's petite body, and Mayumi wrapped her arms around her comfortingly. What's wrong my child?
S.. Seiya... Both were now full of concern. He.. he asked me to marry him. Serenity's tears turned into small sniffles and hiccups before anyone spoke again.
My dear, what's so bad about that? Takashi wondered.
I don't love him. Serenity's large blue eyes filled with tears once more.
Seiya-san would make a very good husband for you. Mayumi said thoughtfully. Tabun.. you will rethink his offer? Serenity looked at Mayumi, almost in horror, and shook her head. She got up, and ran to her room, closing, and locking the door behind her, and once again began to cry as she collapsed on her bed. Suddenly a brilliant flash of light filled the room, and the crescent moon which had been hidden for so many years appeared once again on the Princess's forehead. Luna awoke from a peaceful slumber, her large cinnamon eyes going wide at the sight of Serenity.
Luna.. why does it have to be like this? The Princess choked out, I wish I never left. That way, we could at least be together. She thought sadly, as she knew a Prince would never marry a commoner like herself, no matter how much they were in love. Although she was a Princess by blood, Serenity did not feel like royalty in any way. The people of Earth also hated those from the Moon, therefore they would never be able to be together. Divided by class on one side, and by birth place on the other. These thoughts however only brought on more tears, and she found it hard to think straight. Serenity did not even seem to the notice her birth mark had returned.
Once she had calmed down, Serenity scribbled a note to Mayumi and Takashi saying she would return in the morning. She then put Endymion's cloak over her shoulders, and began out the door, until she noticed her reflection in the mirror. Taking a moment, she concentrated, making the crescent moon disappear, then took off in the direction of the palace.
Endymion sat at a desk reading over papers his father had asked him to take care of. His attention turned to the window, where he saw a small figure running across the lush landscape. He immediately recognized her blonde hair, and rushed out to greet her.
Serenity saw the Prince, and ran to his arms, as sobs once again took over her body. Endymion's arms instinctively wrapped around her, as he rubbed her back to try to calm the crying. Without words, Endymion escorted her to his bedroom, not caring about the looks the people in the palace gave him. He sat her down, removing the cloak which adorned her small shoulders, and setting it beside him. Her arms went around his waist, as she cried into his warm embrace.
What's wrong? He asked, full of concern, feeling the pain Serenity felt in her heart.
I.. I don't want to marry him. More sobs came, and his arms tightened around her small body.
He whispered into her golden hair, anger boiling as he thought of her with someone else.
I don't love him. T.. they want me to.. an.. and I don't love him. She said through sniffles, never leaving the protectiveness of his arms.
Who? Tell me what happened. His voice soothing her pain, and she realized he was something she never could be without. Serenity calmed her emotions, not wanting her mark of royalty to show once again. She sat up, and looked in his eyes, hers still puffy from crying.
Seiya, he asked me to marry him. She stated plainly, biting her lip to stop the tears. Endymion once again felt the jealousy rise in him.
What did you tell him? The Prince asked, trying not to let his overwhelming jealousy show.
I.. I can't. I won't. I'm in love with you. Endymion felt his eyes begin to water, and not being able to control his emotions, he brought his lips down on hers, kissing her with ever fiber of his being. Serenity was taken back at first, but soon responded, their love, and desire increasing ten fold.
Stay the night? Endymion questioned, once they had broken apart. Serenity nodded, still trying to control her breathing.
Of course. Once again Serenity could feel Endymion's velvet lips pressed against her own, and he slowly parted her lips with his tongue. His arms pulled her closer, her small hands placed on his chest, fiddling with the buttons on his shirt. Endymion moved his kisses down her neck, as he slowly peeled away the thin layer of clothing she adorned.
In all the nights they had spent together, they had not once made love. Many times they came close, but reasoning took over, and the two stopped, knowing if anything should happen both their lives would be a living hell. But now that didn't matter. To each other they were all that existed, and their need for one another could not be ignored.
Endymion's kisses soon reached her bare breast, and Serenity arched her back as her Prince gently took her nipple into his mouth, running his tongue over the flesh. Her slender fingers tangled in his ebony hair, urging him to continue. She moaned as he laid tender kisses down her abdomen, his hands inching up her thigh.
The Prince paused, lifting his head to look at his angel. Her chest rising and falling in anticipation, and the light of the moon causing her heavenly body to glow. He wished he could capture this moment forever, never wanting to lose her.
Are you okay with this? He asked, nothing but love showing in his stormy eyes. Serenity nodded, as she was still at a loss for words. Endymion continued downwards, as he unclothed the last parts of her body. He sat up, the rest of his clothing joining the pile on the floor.
You're absolutely beautiful. His warm breath tickled her ear, as he positioned himself above her. I.. I don't want to hurt you. He stated almost nervously, Serenity not caring about the pain.
I'll be fine. She smiled lovingly, and brought his lips down to hers. She let out a muffled cry, digging her nails into his back as he slowly entered her. Instantly he stopped, not wanting to cause her any pain. Don't stop. His angel groaned, her eyes half closed, as she bit her lip, forcing back any tears from falling. Endymion obeyed, slowly moving further, her fingers once again grasping his back.
When the pain had subsided, all Serenity could feel was an overwhelming amount of pleasure, as her only love gently moved between her. She finally joined in his rhythm, moving her hips to meet his thrusts. Her muscles clamped, as she reached pure ecstasy, sending them both over the edge.
The couple collapsed from pure exhaustion, sweat beading their foreheads. Endymion rolled over, pulling Serenity with him so that her head lay on his chest. He drew a blanket up around their entangled bodies, and lightly combed his fingers through her soft, golden locks.
He whispered, as he closed his eyes, reveling in the afterglow of their love making. Serenity smiled, never feeling so complete in her life.