Author's Notes : Hello minna-san! I hope chapter two was alright!! I was a little nervous at putting that last bit out there, but hopefully everything goes alright! As usual, any comments, questions, suggestions are welcome. Thanks! - JediSerenity (JediSerenity@aol.com )
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Translations :
Demo - But Naze desu-ka? - Why?
Ohyao - Good morning Matte - wait Nan desu-ka? - What is it?
~**Moonlight Destiny**~
Chapter Three - Love Can't Continue As A Dream
My trembling heart still remembers, a secret kiss on that day.
As usual Endymion was the first to wake, though the sun was still down, and dark shadows filtered through the room. He smiled down upon his angel, memories from the previous night replaying in his mind. Her bare back was turned to him, and her golden hair spilling over the sheets. He realized he could never live without her, no matter what the traditional customs stated. He had finally found the one person he was meant to be with, and there was not way he would lose her because of class differences. Slowly and carefully Endymion slipped from the bed, covering himself with his robe, and leaving the room, placing a single crimson rose on the pillow beside his sleeping Princess.
Serenity woke to find the warmth was now gone, but in it's place sat one perfect rose. Smiling to herself, she took it between her fingers, inhaling the sweet scent, before lying back and closing her eyes. She brought a hand up to push back the bangs which had fallen onto her forehead. As her fingers touched the skin, she felt it was warm, almost as if it were on fire. She panicked momentarily, then rushed to a mirror, proving herself to be correct. Her crescent mark had once again appeared. Sitting back on the bed, she closed her eyes and concentrated, then felt the mark hide itself from the outside world.
Endymion reentered his room to find Serenity sitting on the bed, letting out a sigh of relief. He once more marveled in her beauty, as she was clad in nothing but a bed sheet.
He smiled, and sat down beside her, planting a kiss on her forehead.
There's something I think you should know. Serenity stated plainly, knowing she must now tell him about her past.
Matte, I have to ask you something. Endymion's eyes sparkled with nothing but the purest love for the women who sat beside him.
Demo - Endymion placed a finger over her lips.
The Prince took a hold of her hand, his other slipped into the pocket of his robe, producing a ring. Serenity's eyes widened, as Endymion's head dropped to look at it. It was my mother's. He said quietly. My real mother's. He corrected himself, and Serenity's hand squeezed his comfortingly. She told me to give it to the girl I fell in love with. Endymion looked up into her watery eyes. Usa-ko, will you marry me? Crystal tears of happiness fell down her cheeks, and she threw herself into his arms. Her mouth found his, and she kissed him for everything she was worth. Is that a yes? Endymion asked, laughing once they had broken apart.
Hai. Hai, hai, hai, hai, hai. Serenity repeated, while he slipped the ring onto her finger. Endy.. it's beautiful. For the countless time, his lips were hungrily against hers. They pulled apart, their breathing ragged. Demo.. what about you-
No buts. I don't care what my father thinks, or what anyone else does for that matter. You're the only thing that matters to me Usa-ko, never forget that. Serenity's grip tightened, as she whispered Arigato' in his ear, sending shivers up his spine when he felt her warm breath against his skin. But until I tell my father, perhaps you should wear this around a chain? He suggested as he held her hand, running his finger along the side of hers.
She nodded, grinning, looking down at her hand. Endymion tilted her chin up, his eyes meeting hers once more.
Now, what is it you wanted to tell me? Serenity opened her mouth, but the words caught in her throat. How can I possibly tell him the truth now?' she wondered, knowing things would never be the same.
It.. it's nothing. She smiled, convincing herself she would never again have to think, nor worry about her past.
Are you sure? Endymion raised an eyebrow, not entirely believing his angel.
She nodded to reassure him what she said was true.
You know you can always talk to me, Aisheteru. He stated very seriously, searching the depths of her eyes for an answer.
Hai. I know. She smiled sweetly, loving every moment she spent with him. Endymion squeezed her hand, his attention never leaving hers. I... I should be going home. They're probably worried sick. Serenity's glowing smile faded at the thought of leaving him.
Hai, I'll take you. Her head snapped up, and she looked at him confused.
Nani? You can't take me home. She giggled lightly.
Of course I can. I am the prince of Earth. I, my lady, can do whatever I wish. He said smugly, turning his head to the side giving her a profile as she laughed.
Fine, come on. Serenity rolled her eyes, and grasping his hand, pulling him up.
Don't you think you should put something more suitable on? Endymion's eyes traveled over her entire body, as she clutched a sheet to her chest, blushing crimson.
Once Serenity and Endymion were prepared to leave, the couple ran through the palace halls, receiving strange, yet joyful looks from everyone who saw them. They reached the outdoors, both smiling, laughing, and panting from their run.
Kunzite called from behind, jogging to meet the couple.
Hai? Nan desu-ka? The Prince turned and faced his guard, never letting Serenity's delicate hand slip from his.
Where are you going? Kunzite asked, somewhat annoyed by the Prince's childish behavior.
I'm taking Usa-ko home. Endymion wrapped an arm around her waist protectively, Serenity blushing at the nickname.
You'll do nothing of the sort. If you feel she needs accompaniment, I shall take her. Endymion's grip tightened, his eyes narrowing.
Kunzite, I will be taking her home. He stated, as the white haired man became more frustrated.
Drop this juvenile attitude. I forbid you to leave these grounds. The guard tightened his jaw.
Don't you dare take that tone with me. If I wish to escort my fiancee home, I will. That's final, I've heard enough. Kunzite's eyes widened. He knew it would happen, from the minute he saw them together, he knew it would all end badly. Although somewhere inside, the man was happy for the Prince, but his loyalty to Earth, and tradition kept him from saying so.
Kunzite watched as the couple ran through the thick grass, down to the stables, the sun beating down on them. He scowled inwardly, not being able to shake a strange feeling from his mind. He would admit he had grown to like the girl, yet found something about her out of place.
Stop here. Serenity whispered into Endymion's ear, as his horse neared her home. I.. I just don't want them to know yet. She stated, playing with the ring on the chain.
Hai, just tell them when you're ready. He dismounted, helping Serenity down afterwards.
Come here, in four nights. She looked up into his eyes, a smile playing on his lips. Takashi, and Mayumi are going overnight to Mayumi's sister's house.... Her words faded away, as Endymion tightened his grip around her waist.
What are you implying my dear? He asked, trying to act innocent, though his act was easily seen through, and Serenity punched him playfully.
Promise you'll come? She pouted, staring up at him with her large blue eyes. Endymion nodded, doing everything in his power to keep himself in tact. Serenity grinned, standing on the tips of her toes, and kissing him lightly on the lips. Endymion groaned slightly, and pulled her closer, claiming her lips with his. When they parted, he grinned, kissing the top of her head, the sweet smell of her hair invading his senses.
Can't they leave a day earlier? He asked seriously, Serenity giggling.
Iie. They can't. She smiled, her arms still wrapped around him.
Naze desu-ka? Endymion sighed, but could not wipe off the grin.
Endy.. you have me for the rest of your life, you can wait. Serenity said, while brushing a stray piece of his silky black hair from his eyes.
Iie. I can't. He replied, shaking his head, while grabbing her hand, kissing each finger gently.
Serenity whispered, as she felt her breathing become ragged. I.. I should go inside.. She bit her lip, every part of her screaming for him not to let go.
Hai, you should. It is getting cold. Endymion nodded, knowing his body would ache without hers.
Serenity sighed. Endymion once again tilted her chin, so her eyes met his, and kissed her, his arms always trying to hold her closer, his fingers running through her silky hair, as she snaked her arms around his neck, playing with the hair at the back of his neck.
I'll miss you. The Prince said hoarsely, as they pulled apart.
Hai.. I'll miss you too. She smiled lovingly.
And now, my lady, I am off. Endymion kissed the back of her hand, and bowed dramatically, jumping onto his horse, Serenity laughing.
I'll see you in four nights. She said, once again playing with the ring, sliding it between her slender fingers.
He winked, and took off, his horse galloping through the forest. Serenity sighed dreamily, and slowly made her way inside.
The curtains closed, and he scowled, never having felt so miserable in all his life. He wished he could take the Prince's place, having Usagi' as his, having her love. Seiya slumped into the chair, not knowing what he would say to her once she entered. Originally he had come to convince her to marry him, but after what he had witnessed, knew there was no hope left.
Serenity slowly approached the house, feeling a little uneasy, and let herself in, to find Seiya sitting in a large chair across the room. He slowly stood, and approached her. Serenity nervously looked around, taking off Endymion's cloak.
What are you doing here? She asked, swallowing, Seiya's eyes never leaving her.
I should be the one asking the questions. He replied smoothly, Serenity knowing he had seen her with the Prince.
Nani? I.. I don't know what you're talking about. She stammered, her eyes darting around the room, as if searching for an escape.
Like hell you don't. Seiya spat angrily. Who is he? He demanded, the girl bowing her head.
I told you before, it does not matter who he is. I...I love him. She said sincerely, as her fingers once more found the comfort of the ring. Seiya stood up, walking over the window staring out.
You're hiding something. He stated, his back still turned to her, Serenity laughing nervously.
Nani? Seiya, don't be ridiculous. What could I possibly have to hide? She answered, an anxious smile on her face.
Who is Serenity gasped at her name, her mind searching for a suitable answer.
She's a friend of mine. Seiya shook his head.
From where? He turned around, the shadows accenting his pain stricken eyes, as he prodded her for answers.
F..from town. Serenity struggled with her words, not knowing what to say.
You don't send your letters to town. They're going somewhere else, further away. Now, are you going to tell me? Or give me more work to do? The man demanded, both frustrated and hurt.
Dozo... leave. Serenity finally lifted her head, her eyes meeting his.
Tell me. Seiya moved closer, until his body loomed over her slender figure.
It.. it doesn't matter! She yelled, her face flushing in fear. Just leave!
Did he give this to you? He asked, grabbing the ring which hung around her neck.
W..we're getting married. Serenity grasped his hand, trying to get him to let go.
Fine. Have it your way. It will never work out. Seiya backed away, and left the cottage, slamming the door behind him, the Princess sighing in relief, yet hurt by his harsh words. She lightly stroked the ring, taking the chain from around her neck, and placing the ring on her finger, looking at it admiringly. Serenity then stood, making her way to her room, and sitting down to write to Makoto, telling her of the events, and exciting news. In no time, the letter was finished, Serenity putting it aside to deliver the next day. Tiredly, she lay down in her bed, pulling the blanket up around her. Mako-chan.. how I wish you were here..'. She breathed slowly, closing her eyes, then stretched out, falling into a peaceful sleep.
Makoto? What do you think you're doing? Rei whispered, as she found the brunette sneaking through the palace hallways late at night.
I'm going to see Serenity. Rei's face went solemn.
Nani? You baka. Let her be, where ever she is. Makoto tightened her jaw, breathing slowly.
Iie. We need her back here. You can deny that all you'd like, but it's true. Rei rolled her eyes, and Makoto pushed past, finding her way to a transport. Transforming into her senshi form, and concentrating all her energy, green wisps began to swirl around her. Her eyes closed, and her hair flying wildly around her, Sailor Jupiter directed the transport to take her to earth. Moments later she found herself surrounded by a forest, and could see the moon gleaming above her. She breathed a sigh of relief, and began her search, knowing she had no time to waste.
Makoto detransformed, as if to blend better with her surroundings, knowing a Sailor Senshi would most likely not be welcome on the Moon, as they were rivals of Earth. She pulled a letter from her pocket, rereading Serenity's words, about the Prince, and decided to start there.
Your highness? A young women knocked lightly at Endymion's office door, pushing it open.
Hai? Nan desu-ka? He replied tiredly, placing his glasses on his desk, and rubbing his temples.
There is a young lady at the door, wishing to speak to you. The servant bowed, the Prince smiling, hoping it was his angel.
Send her in. He nodded, the servant obeying.
Makoto sighed in relief as the young women scampered almost anxiously across the large marble floor, bowing, and showing her the way. Makoto thanked her kindly, following her directions, coming to the large oak door. She knocked, and heard the Prince from the other side. As she entered, his back was facing her, as he stared out the window at the Moon.
Your highness. The brunette bowed, her clothes covering any possible signs of recognition. Endymion turned around, disappointed.
Can I help you? He asked, nodding towards a seat, as he took his on the other side of his desk. Makoto thanked him, graciously sitting down.
I need to talk to you about something, well, someone, very important. The Prince's silence encouraged her to continue. I don't really know where to begin. I.. I've been friends with her since we were smaller. About ten years ago, she ran away, but we've kept in contact. Endymion furrowed his brow, trying to figure out any possible connections, completely overruling his perfect, blonde angel.
She is desperately needed back home, demo.. I can't find her. I was hoping you might help? Makoto finished, finally looking up from her fidgeting hands.
Gomen nasai. I have no idea who you could be talking about. Endymion answered quickly, placing his glasses back on, not wanting to waste anymore time with such stories.
Hai, you know her, very well. Makoto informed him, taking the letter from her pocket, and handing it to him. Endymion glanced over the letter, seeing his name mentioned, but not reading the words.
Like I said, I have no idea who this is. He handed the letter back. Makoto grew angry, standing up, she slammed the letter back down on the desk, her chestnut hair falling from it's place in frustration.
How many women are you engaged to? She asked seriously, the Prince startled by this question, as no one knew of their engagement.
Nani? You are out of line. Endymion replied, now wanting the girl to leave.
Read the letter this time. Annoyed, he once again picked up the letter, paying closer attention. His eyes grew wide, and he looked up at Makoto.
You know Usagi? He smiled purely at the thought of her, turning the letter over, curious to what she had said. Makoto looked at him, confused.
She mouthed, the Prince not paying any attention.
Demo, this can't be her. It's signed by someone else. Tabun, it's a joke. Endymion once again handed the letter back, dismissing it as someone's idea of a prank.
You don't know a Serenity? Demo, isn't this all correct? Still confused by the change in name, Makoto took a seat, trying to figure things out.
The only Serenity I know, is the Queen of the Moon, and I know of the daughter she once had.. who.. ran.. away.. Things began to click together. Makoto searched his face for an answer, finding nothing but confusion. She changed her name on Earth you baka!' Makoto cursed at herself. Endymion shook his head, laughing. Iie. Usa-ko is not a Princess. Never was a Princess. She's too innocent. Makoto smiled, looking down and blinking back tears.
Hai, you're probably right. Demo, could you tell me where this Usagi lives? I'd just like to meet her, see for myself. Makoto stood, taking the letter off the desk. Endymion thought, and reluctantly agreed, giving Makoto directions. She thanked him, and ran from the palace, hoping this Usagi was not the same girl, and the letter was Serenity's form of a strange joke.
Morning came, and Serenity woke, dreams of her Prince invading her thoughts. She smiled, sitting up to find Luna curled up in a sunny patch on the blanket. Serenity eventually rose from bed, walking around the house to find a note left by her guardians, saying they were off to Mayumi's sisters, and to have a good weekend. The Princess grinned, searching the cupboards for food.
At mid-day, there was a light tapping at the door, and Serenity rose from her reading. Slowly opening it, a young women, around her age was revealed. Tears of happiness poured down Serenity's face, and she threw herself into Makoto's arms.
Mako-chan! I.. I can't believe you came! Serenity stepped away, allowing her friend to enter her home.
Kami, I missed you Sere! Makoto replied, wiping her wet eyes. Demo, we need to talk. Taken back by the sudden seriousness, Serenity nodded, showing Makoto a seat.
Nan desu-ka? She asked curiously, leaning forward in anticipation. Makoto looked at the Princess and laughed, shaking her head.
You'll never change. Serenity smiled, blushing. Serenity... you need to come back now. I don't know why your mother let you stay here this long. The blonde's face grew pale, and she bit her lip.
Mako-chan, I can't. Gomen nasai. She replied, regretting the words, yet knowing she rather live a lie with her Prince, than risk everything she had.
Serenity. Don't be foolish. Who do you think will take over once your mother is gone!? If you're worried about being accepted, we can figure something out, we could say your mother wanted you to grow up like a normal child. Demo, it's time for you to come back. Makoto said sincerely, a sad look in her eyes.
Mako-chan! You don't understand. I can not leave Earth. Serenity insisted.
I know you're engaged to Endymion. Makoto blurted, no longer able to keep it inside, Serenity gasping, surprised.
Demo..you didn't talk to him did you? He.. I.. I never told him. Makoto nodded sympathetically.
I know. I brought him your letter, trying to find you. He thinks it was just a joke, and that this Serenity is playing a trick on me. But you have to tell him, Usagi. Serenity looked down, ashamed of lying.
I tried telling him... She began, Makoto looking up hopefully.
A crystal slowly fell down Serenity's cheek.
I was going to Mako-chan.. I had everything all planned out, what I was going to say.. how I was going to react when he made me leave... The tears fell faster, Serenity unable to control them. Demo.. he asked me to marry him.. Mako-chan.. I love him.. I couldn't tell him, it would break his heart. Serenity finished, in sobs, her friend pulling her into a soothing embrace.
Princess, gomen nasai, demo.. all I can say, is that if he really loves you, it won't matter. Serenity lifted her head, and saw the sincerity in Makoto's eyes, and realized her friend was right. She nodded slowly, showing her understanding, yet the tears continued to fall silently.
Mako-chan, my dream is shattered. I.. I wanted to live simply, I wanted to be normal. So I ran away, and for ten years, I had that. Then, I meet this unbelievable Prince, and I realized I would have to give up being normal for him, and that, was alright. Demo.. now I may have to give up him, for a life I never wanted to begin with. Once more her small body was racked with sobs. Serenity slipped the ring off her finger, holding it tightly in her hand, like a security blanket. Makoto rubbed her back, trying to ease the sobs, and soothe the pain.
I've missed you. The senshi of thunder said quietly, wondering if she was selfish, for wanted the Princess to return. Serenity's words replaying in her mind, and the irony of the situation filling her heart with sadness and pain, as silently, the crystal tears fell.