Author's Notes : Hello minna-san! I know this took forever! But I hope you like it! This chapter will be more. . . sad? If you go back and read about the first night she stays with him. . . (in my opinion at least). Anyway, hope you like this! Thanks so much for all the support, and wonderful reviews! And thanks so much to Jenn (PinkSugaSweetie) for giving me ideas, encouraging me, and listening to my constant ramblings! Also, there's a song in the fourth musical, called Lonely Distance, which I listened to *A LOT* while I wrote this... it's from the Stars period, but it sort of fits with the story. If you're interesting in hearing it, please feel free to e-mail me, and I can send it to you!
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Chapter Four - Love Brings A Lonely Lonely Heart

I long for the past, smiling to myself, Wanting to be together with you.


Nightfall came, and the two girls had been catching up everything they had missed throughout the years. Makoto told Serenity how her mother constantly worried for her, praying someday she would return to her rightful place. Well into the evening there was a light knock at the door, Serenity excusing herself to answer it.
She gulped nervously, as his tall figure loomed in the doorway.
We need to talk. He stated seriously, Serenity shaking her head.
Gomen nasai. I can't. She answered apologetically, trying to shut the door, but Seiya moved his foot to prevent her from doing so.
Who is he? Seiya asked plainly, the pain, and jealously showing through his voice, and on his features.
Seiya. . . I. . . I can't. Gomen. Once again she tried closing the door to no avail.
Sere? What's wrong? Makoto came up behind her friend, blanching when she saw Seiya standing in the doorway.
Who's this? Seiya glared at the brunette, who returned the gesture. Who are you? Makoto replied, stepping in front of her Princess, as if she were protecting her.
Mako-chan. . . this is Seiya. Serenity whispered, her friend raising an eyebrow at the man.
Get out. She ordered, her temper beginning to show.
Not until I get some answers. Seiya pushed, trying to get past the tall girl who stood before him.
You don't need answers. Makoto hissed, glaring at him with her piercing green eyes.
I'll have no woman telling me what I do, and do not need. He retaliated haughtily, as Makoto's jaw dropped at the comment.
Excuse me? Do you have any idea who I am!? She wondered, not used to arguing with commoners. Serenity's head throbbed, as tears began to fall from her eyes. Frustration, confusion, exhaustion, and pain all being released from her, and this argument was not helping.
Please stop. Serenity's voice was barely audible, and the two continued their argument, both making absurd comments, Makoto being careful not to reveal Serenity's true identity. Serenity yelled, as a brilliant light flashed through her body, a crescent moon appearing on her forehead. She collapsed to the ground, weeping, Makoto running over to her aid.
Carefully she scooped Serenity into her arms, placing her on the couch.
Seiya repeated, dumbfounded, confused by the scene he had just witnessed. His eyes followed Makoto's path, stopping at the blonde who was laying on the couch, her friend rubbing a cool cloth across her forehead.
Are you alright? Makoto asked tenderly.
I. . . I feel so weak. Serenity's entire body felt heavy, and she slowly tried to blink back tears. I think I'm going to be sick. Instantly Makoto grabbed the garbage, just in time for Serenity to miss being sick all over the carpet.
Jupiter Star Power! Make Up! Her peasant disguise faded away, as Makoto took on her Senshi form, Seiya not believe what he was seeing. Jupiter held the Princess's hands between her own, pouring some of her strength into her friend. Soon enough Serenity felt better, her stomach settling, and the pain decreasing.
You. . . so then you're. . . Seiya began, piecing things together in his mind. Jupiter ushered him all the way into the cottage, shutting the door behind him, and drawing the curtains.
Tell anyone, and you will regret it. She threatened, the lightning sparking in her eyes.
Your highness. Seiya bowed, unsure of what he should do. I don't know what to say. Slowly he fell back into a chair, holding his head in his hands, letting things settle in his mind.
Please Seiya. . . don't tell anyone. Serenity begged, her crystal eyes filled with tears on the verge of falling.
I. . . I won't. His eyes fell on Serenity, who smiled, thanking him. An awkward silence passed between the trio, each looking at each other, then away at their surroundings.
Mako-chan. . . can you please get me that cloak? Serenity asked, pointing to the stand where Endymion's cloak hung. Makoto nodded, fetching it for her Princess, and draping it over her. She smiled, immediately feeling a warmth similar to the one Endymion radiated while she was in his embrace. She closed her eyes, taking a deep breath, Endymion's cologne still lingering on the heavy fabric. Seiya moved forward, picking up a corner of the cloak, and examining it.
Did you steal this!? He wondered, running his finger over the embroidered symbol, used only the royalty of Earth.
Serenity asked, confused not realizing what Seiya was doing. Iie, my. . . my fiancee gave it to me. Once again she grinned, snuggling deeper into the clothing. Seiya blanched, Makoto frowning, knowing he had figured it out.
You're engaged to the Prince of Earth? Seiya laughed, raising an eyebrow mockingly. Serenity's grin faded, and she mentally smacked herself for letting her secret slip. Seeing her expression, Seiya realized this was not a joke. Oh kami! You're engaged to the Prince of Earth. He thought, a smile spreading on his lips. And you're the long lost Princess of the Moon! A chuckle escaped from his mouth, Makoto glaring at him annoyed, Serenity unsure of what to make of his sudden change in moods. And the Moon and Earth . . they don't get along at all! He finished, shaking his head in disbelief.
I do not see what you find so amusing about this entire situation. Makoto said through clenched teeth, doing all she could to hold herself back from injuring the man. Seiya's laughter stopped, and he readjusted himself. Princess, we are returning to the Moon immediately. And he is coming with us. Makoto ordered, Seiya glaring at her, jaw dropped.
Mako-chan, please. Let Seiya be. Serenity replied, sympathetically.
Iie. He knows far too much. She turned to face him, And I don't trust him. The brunette added. Only for a little while, then we can release him. She sighed, Seiya's thoughts traveled, as he began to feel like a caged animal.
Seiya hurried back to his home, escorted by Makoto to gather a few belongings. The more he thought, the more he liked the idea. After all, he was now able to spend time with Serenity, without worrying about the Prince, as there was nothing she could do to pursue the relationship.
Serenity slowly packed up her things, tears falling softly from her eyes. She wrote a long letter to Mayumi and Takashi, explaining everything, with the exception of her engagement to the Prince, and any details about Seiya.
Come on Luna. The black cat purred, jumping into Serenity's arms. I guess we're finally going home. She whispered, cradling the small creature in her arms. The Princess gathered all her belongings, draping Endymion's cloak over her shoulders. She placed the note on the kitchen table, and took one last look at what had been her home for a little over ten years. The blonde sighed, bowed her head, and made her way to the palace, to bid her Prince goodbye.

Endymion sat at his desk, holding his head in his hands, frustrated. His father had decided to lay more responsibilities upon him, and he had spent the last three hours trying to make numbers work. The Prince rubbed his forehead tiredly, and sat back in his chair, closing his eyes, thoughts of Usa-ko' filling his mind.
Your highness? A small voice called, Endymion bolting upright in his chair.
He asked, excitedly, waiting in anticipation as the door slowly opened. He grinned when he saw her standing before him, immediately rushing to greet her. The Prince pulled Serenity into a protective embrace, kissing her hungrily. Endymion noticed something different about his Princess, and pulled away slightly. Are you alright? He asked, concerned, Serenity bowing her head, unable to look at him.
Endy. . . A solitary tear rolled down her face, as she closed her eyes in pain.
Usa-ko? What is it? Endymion lead her over to a couch, sitting her down, wrapping his arms around her.
I. . . I just came to say goodbye. Biting her lip, she managed to look up into his stormy blue eyes, a look of confusion crossing his features. Slowly she began to remove the cloak. I should give this back now. . . She continued, her voice barely above a whisper, as she did everything in her power to keep the tears from falling. I'm so sorry. Unable to control her emotions, the sobs took over, Endymion gently pulling her closer.
What is it? You can't be leaving. Endymion spoke softly, his voice cracking at the thought of her being out of his life.
Gomen. . . gomen nasai. I have to. . . I don't want to . . but I have to. She mumbled, her face buried in his chest.
Have to what? Usa-ko. . . Endymion's voice trailed off, as he ran his fingers through her silky hair, attempting to sooth her sobs.
I have to leave. Please don't ask any questions. She begged, knowing if she did not leave soon, she would never go.
I don't understand. Endymion's mind whirled with questions, theories, and shattered dreams. Regretfully Serenity slid the ring off her finger, turning his hand over, and laying it in his outstretched palm.
I don't expect you to. Just know. . . I'll always love you. Gomen. The Princess stood up shakily, feeling slightly dizzy, but soon regaining herself.
Matte, take this, you'll need it to keep warm. Still unsure if he was living in reality, or a nightmare, the Prince placed his cloak over her small shoulders.
Serenity replied, swallowing nervously.
Usa-ko. . .Aisheteru. . . that will never change. Tears threatened to fall, and Serenity stood on her tiptoes, giving him a kiss on the cheek, before turning and leaving the room. Once outside she rested momentarily against the wall, never feeling so much pain in her life. Quickly she resumed herself, and took off down the corridor.
Endymion stood in the room, watching her leave, her golden hair the last to make it out the door. He opened his palm, revealing the ring, knowing it no longer belonged to him.
Usa-ko! Matte! The Prince called, taking after her as she ran down the long hallways. Catching up, he grabbed hold of her wrist, not caring about the looks passersby gave him. Keep it. He stated, slipping the ring back on her finger. Neither moved, hot tears still streaming down Serenity's face. Endymion pulled her closer, cupping her chin, raising her eyes to look at him. Promise me something . . ? He whispered, leaning down to kiss her gently on the lips.
Serenity replied once they had broke apart, the pain becoming almost unbearable.
Promise me you'll come back. Serenity nodded slowly, before throwing her arms around his waist.
I'll never stop thinking about you. Endymion's arms found their way around her slender waist, holding her tightly against him.
Please. . . promise me. . .someday, you'll come back. He asked again, Serenity pulling back to look at him; his face pale, a worried, confused, and pained expression showing on every inch of his body, and his raven bangs falling messily over his forehead.
I promise. His angel replied, then forced herself from his embrace, and continued down the hall.
Usa-ko. . . He called after her, his voice hoarse. Endymion repeated, before sinking to the floor, holding his head in his hands as tears fell down his face.

Sere, it's for the best. Makoto smiled sympathetically, as Serenity sat quietly in the corner of the room, gazing up at the Earth, which now seemed so far away.
If it's for the best. . . why does it hurt so much? She asked innocently, her eyes welling with tears. A long silence passed between the friends, Serenity's attention once again fixed on Earth.
Come now. . your mother can't wait to see you again. The brunette suggested, not knowing what else to say, knowing she had to break the silence.
Endy . . . His name slipped from her lips as she took one last glance at his planet before leaving with Makoto.

After numerous introductions, and greetings things were returning to normal on the Moon. Serenity was becoming reaccustomed to how things were done, and her role as the Princess. She spent many nights talking with her mother, who was overwhelmed with happiness to have her daughter returned to her. Ami, Minako and Makoto spent many long hours sharing stories with their Princess, who in return told them about her life on Earth. Rei still had not spoken to Serenity, as she still thought she should have been left on Earth, not accepted back to what many thought was her rightful place.
Seiya was treated as a guest in the palace, also spending a lot of his time with Serenity, falling more in love with her every day. Yet her thoughts never drifted from her Prince, and just as when she was little, she spend her days staring up at the blue orb which hung against the star lit sky, wishing she could be there. The people of the Moon Kingdom were told Serenity had been sent away to grow up as a normal child, but had been also been trained as a Princess, and prepared to fulfill her role. From the time she had left Earth Serenity had continued to have constant dizzy spells, and an upset stomach.

The sun shone his way through the silky curtains, and Serenity stirred lightly in her slumber. Luna sat perched on the edge of the window sill, staring almost in awe at the Princess, shaking her head in disbelief.
The cat whispered, hoping hearing her name she would wake, but at the same time not knowing who called it. The Princess yawned, stretching one arm above her head, before slowly opening a crystal blue eye. Her eyes widened in horror, when she saw was lay around her, opening her mouth, she let out a piercing scream, Minako and Makoto running to her aid.
Makoto called, barging into the room, stopping dead in her tracks.
Princess!? Are you alright? Minako asked, as she peaked around the corner, her jaw falling open.
What happened? Makoto rushed to her side.
I. . . I . . . I just woke up! Serenity answered, panicking, Minako slowly approaching her.
What's going on? The Queen ask, calmly entering the room upon hearing the shrill screams echo through the palace. Your hair. She gasped, seeing her daughter's once golden hair now silver, gleaming in the sun. I never knew it would change. . . The Queen smiled, placing a comforting hand on her daughter's shoulder. You still look just as beautiful, just, a little older. Minako and Makoto nodded in agreement, as Serenity looked herself over in the mirror, trying to get accustomed her new appearance.
You'll get used to it Sere. Minako stated, picking up a handful of her silky hair to examine it.
Why did this happen!? The Princess asked, still in a state of shock. Sometimes, it just does. No explanation as far as I know. The Queen shrugged, with a sympathetic sigh.
I need to get some fresh air. Serenity spoke softly, beginning to feel sick. The Princess made her way from her room down to the gardens below, losing herself in the maze of flowers, finally finding a resting place near the roses.


Seiya called, as he ran through the gardens, searching for the Princess. Usagi? Where are you? He continued, desperate to spend more time with her, hoping someday she would feel the same way for him. He turned a corner, stopping dead in his tracks. Serenity sat on a stone bench in the middle of the rose gardens, her once golden hair now shining silver in the sunlight. Her back was to him, holding her head in her hands, and her shoulders trembling slightly as small sobs escaped. Seiya stood still, barely breathing as he watched the Princess, who dropped her hands in her lap, staring up at Earth. He heard her call Endymion's name repeatedly into the air, her whispers being carried off in the gentle breeze. Quietly the black haired man walked up behind her, placing his hands on her shoulders. Serenity gasped, quirkily wiping the tears from her eyes to turn around.
Seiya? What. . . what are you doing here? She asked, wondering how long he had been watching her. He sat down next to her, running her silver hair through his fingers.
What happened? Seiya watched her expression, her eyes once again welling with tears.
I woke up, and it was like this. Serenity replied, her eyes never meeting his.
How are you feeling? Seiya placed his hand over hers, but she drew it away.
She lied, Seiya seeing right through.
Usagi, tell me. He begged, Serenity standing up, her long white gown falling to the ground around her. What's wrong? Serenity lowered her head, biting her lip to keep back more tears. Seiya called again, growing frustrated. He stood up, walking up to her, and gently placing his hands on her bare arms.
I'm pregnant. She whispered, closing her eyes.
Seiya's hands fell to his sides, Serenity's back still to him.
I'm going to have a baby. She repeated, rewording her statement, her head hung, forcing back tears.
Seiya asked, his voice harsh, his body becoming tense with anger.
She answered, her voice distant as were her thoughts. I miss him. She stated, her lower lip beginning to tremble.
Anyone who makes you cry this much is certainly not worth it. Seiya spat, Serenity spun around angrily, slapping him across the face.
You have no idea. She hissed, before breaking down into tears, her slender body falling into a heap on the ground. What am I going to do about my baby? She repeated, Seiya watching her helplessly. Don't tell anyone. She whispered, her blue eyes looking at him, like those of a timid rabbit caught in the fox's den.
I have an idea. He spoke softly, bending down, and lifting her chin. We. . . we could say it's mine. He suggested, Serenity's eyes growing wide in disbelief.
How . . . how could you even think something like that? She asked dumbfoundedly. I love him. If you think I'm ashamed, I'm not. If I had to do it all over again, I would, a million times. Demo . . . I'd know better than to leave him. Serenity gathered herself, standing up proudly, and walked away, needing to be alone. Soon after, Seiya did the same, his expression cast downwards as he lingered back to his chambers.


What is it? Endymion growled as he heard a light knocking on the door.
I think we need to talk. Kunzite called from the other side, causing Endymion to sigh. The guard entered, closing the door tightly behind him. I know you've been upset about - He started.
The Prince hissed. He had already heard enough. Day after day Kunzite would try to console him, telling him it was for the better, and he was sick of hearing it.
You've hardly left you chambers. You can't lock yourself in here every time you get hurt. Kunzite yelled, eying the state of the room; clothing discarded on the floor, and papers covering every table and desk.
I'd prefer to be left alone. The Prince replied, picking up a book in attempt to ignore his friend.
I have news which might interest you. Kunzite stated, trying to lighten the mood.
I don't want to hear it. Endymion shot a cold glare at Kunzite, his midnight eyes showing nothing but pain and frustration. Guiltily the white haired main nodded, slinking out of the room.


It was the conversation with Seiya which made Serenity change her mind, and before long, she had summoned all her strength and returned to Earth. Upon nearing the palace, she focused, her silver hair washing over with gold, and the golden moon disappearing from her forehead. Her clothes were replaced with that of a commoner on Earth, her slender shoulders adorning his cloak. Peacefully, she inhaled the sweet air, before setting on her path to the palace.

Shielded by the darkness of the trees, Kunzite shook his head, clenching his fists angrily. He had just been returning from one of the small villages after running an errand for the Prince, who in his depressed state refused to leave the palace. It was then he saw a bright light beginning to appear in a small opening, and hid in the shadows of the trees to watch. He saw a young woman, with sparkling silver hair appear in the green grass. Curiously, he followed her, never leaving his protective shelter, until he realized where she was going. Kunzite had witnessed the entire thing, thoughts of betrayal filling his mind. I warned him about this. I knew it.' He repeated, determined to find out what exactly was going on.

Serenity ran down the dirt path, on instinct finding the stables. She quirkily climbed over the fence, swiftly making her way up to one of the palace's side entrances. Knowing she could not just walk in, the Princess knocked lightly at the heavy oak door.
May I help you? An older lady asked, as she tried to rub the flour off her cheek.
I. . . Do you know where the Prince is? Serenity looked up hopefully, the woman raising an eyebrow suspiciously.
If you wait her, I may be able to find him for you Miss. She replied after some consideration.
I'd rather find him myself, if it's not any trouble. The blonde pushed, wanting to make sure there was no one hearing a word of the conversation she had planned.
Gomen, I can't let you do that. The servant spoke sharply.
Let her in. A deep voice called from behind, the woman blanching before nodding quietly, and opening the door. Serenity's eyes met Kunzite, who stood at the other end of the entrance, glaring.
She ran up to him, smiling gratefully. Where is he? The Princess asked quietly, biting her bottom lip in anticipation.
In his chambers. He's barely been out since you left him. Kunzite whispered angrily, his icy eyes causing Serenity to take a small step back.
Can I go see him? She asked innocently, her eyes pleading. Not knowing the feeling which seemed to warm him inside, Kunzite nodded, then cursed at himself as she flew past, taking the long back stairwell. He knew Endymion should not be associating with her, especially with the information he knew now. Yet, something told him to let her go, and he obeyed.