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Diablos

Chapter 2: Memories of death



Important Author's note: Ok. I'm just going to tell you that this chapter is a flash back. (. Anyway it would be indicated.) So chapter 2 would be on the memories of Hilde's past. .........So enjoy.....

Warning: Rape implied, watch out kids.

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Hilde looked around her room. The room seemed to belong to a little girl.There was a nicer bed and a way nicer looking furniture than the previous room. On the wall there also was a drawing. Feeling drawn to the image, Hilde decided to take a good look at the art. She gasped.

I was a drawing of a grim reaper of some sort. But the thing that made her gasp was the signature on the drawing.

In a black crayon it was written: Hilde Schbeiker.

Troubled, she decided to lie down. Sleep took over her faster than a speeding bullet. And she dreamed, dreamed of her lost past......she was remembering.

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Little 8 years old Hilde Schbeiker ran up to her mother.

"Mommy!! Mommy!! Let's set the decorations for my birthday party!!!"

Hilde's mother smiled at her only daugther. " Not untill you finish your breakfast my dear."

With a pout Hilde forked another piece of egg into her mouth. She was 8 years old now and her mom promised her that she was going to have the biggest and best birthday party a lil girl can have. Hilde grinned, "I'm all done mommy." she said after taking a use gulp of her orange juice.

"Than let's start."

"Wait mom where's daddy?" Hilde made a face, her dad had promised to stay home and help her mom and her to decorate the house with them."

"I'm here my lil darling." She looked behind her to see her dad.

"Yay!!!" She rushed up and hugged her dad.

All of the sudden there were scream in the streets. And gun shots could be heared.

"What is happening dear?" Hilde's mom ask her husband

The man just looked back at his wife. "Alliance soldiers. There killing everyone in the town. We must flee!"

"But daddy!! what about my birthday party." Hilde pouted but stopped when she saw her fathers look, -this was serous bussiness-.

They just passed through the back door when two soldiers intercepted them.

"And where do you think YOU are going?" ask a mean looking black haired man.

Hilde's dad tackled the man and told his wife to run with their daughter.

Hilde was in her mom's arms while they were running through the small forest that led out of the town.

"Everything is going to be all right Hilde. Daddy is going to be fine." Hilde's mom was trying to reassure the young girl, ignoring her own tears on her face.

Then a loud noise. Hilde found herself on the ground. She looked at her mother and saw that there was blood on her back.

"Mommy! Mommy!" Hilde cried. Her mother moved a little but was to exhausted and hurt to get up.

"Hilde run away, fast. Go warn the next town." she pleaded her child to go away and hide. Hilde backed away only to be lift up by one of the man.

"No one runs from the alliance." The black haired man smirked and fired at Hilde's mom head.

"Mother!!!!" Hilde yelled, cried and bit her way out of the other man's strong hold, only to be picked up once more.

The guy, who had red hair, asked. "What should we do about the girl sir?"

The other one shrugged. "Do whatever you want with her. Our day is over, they were the last one. It's time to go back."

The guy smirked. "I have an idea, little one you might worth some money." He took Hilde to his Jeep and sped off. (after tieing up a reluctant 8 year old girl.)

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Little Hilde woke up; She had cried herself to sleep. She was scared to find that all this wasn't a dream, she was an orphan now. She looked around her, she was still in the jeep and the man was beside her, driving.

" I see you have awoken, we are almost there."

The car pulled into the driveway of an impressive old house. The man took Hilde by the shoulder and he rang the doorbell. A strong looking man opened the door.

"Hi. Dan!" the strong man looked at the soldier.

"What do you want Joe?"

Joe pushed Hilde in front of him. "I got a little package for you. So how much would you give me for this lady here?"

Dan crouched and looked at the totaly scared Hilde. " I don't know.She doesn't look strong enough."

"You kidding me. She got to be strong?" Joe said raising a brow.

"Of course or she won't survive and she wouldn't be able to do any heavy chores. Clients aren't interested in weak childeren."

"Well....... I guess she could do some chores....and if the owner get tired or needy he can always have his way with her." Dan looked at Joe then at Hilde.

" Nine hundred dollars."

"What only!!!!!??"

"Look, it's nine hundred or nothing, I don't usually pay for the merchandise you know?"

Joe thought a minute. " Ok deal."

After a minute, Joe left Hilde in the 'good care' of Dan.

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" Is that the best you can do!!!!!????" yelled an angry Dan.

Hilde was crying her eyes out, she wasn't able to keep up with the chores in time, and she burned herself while helping with dinner. The other kids.... yes there was a lot of other kids..... they looked at Hilde with sad eyes, she was going to be punished.

It turned out Dan was a commercant, his merchandise? Children..... slaves to be exact. At her arrival Hilde met a lot of young children, they all had sad faces.....she was scared. And there was the work, it was hard, Hilde tried to keep up with the others. They told her that Dan was making them do all sorts of chores every day to turn them into good little slaves then, three times a month, he takes them to a place where he tries to sale them.

"You worthless little tramp. Stop crying all the time, I don't like cry babies and I am going to fix you up!" Hilde didn't know what hurted the most; the words or the slap he just gave her. Not able to take more of this traitement, she bit Dan's arm..hard.

"OUCH!!!! In the basement you go!!" he screamed, picking her up and taking her to a room, located downstairs in the far end of the house.Hilde cried, through her tears she could see the other kids shiver and wishpering, some of them had teary eyes but shed no tears.

Dan threw little Hilde into the basement. She hit the floor hard. She took the the time to examine the room. It was dark, no wonder the kids called it the dark room.Even the small windows of the room were painted black, so no light could come in. But a little of the paint was scratched so a little light could enter the room. Otherwise she was completly in the dark. Alone...... but she didn't feel quite alone, weird.

"Hi!!"

Hilde yelped and backed away.So there was some one in the room with her.

"Who are you?" She asked, her eyes got used to the dark. She saw a boy about her age. He had dark blue black hair (much like hers) that seemed cut with a knife and was left in spikes on his head. He also had the coolest green eyes that seemed to glow in the dark, he wore a blue jean that was ripped at many places and a black t-shirt that gave him a 'bad boy' look.

"My name is Darrien, what's yours?"

" ........um.......m..y......name...is Hilde." She studded, looking at the floor.

Darrien grinned and sat next to her. "Cool name, I'm not used to have a girl in with me, so what did you do?And how come I never seen you before?"

Hilde looked at the boy with wide eyes; he looked so cheerful, how does he do it?

"......I just came here today, the man said I cry too much and I can't do anything right." Darrien must have seen the tears in her eyes because he suddently hugged her.

"Don't be scared, I won't hurt you. Your parents are dead huh? And you are all alone?" Hilde looked at the boy shocked, how did he know?? "I've been there, I was a street rat, steeling and running around. Dan finally caught me and he tries to make me a slave, I've been here for a long time." He replied to her silent question with a slight dose of sadness in his voice. He then smirked." To him I'm a little runt who keeps dissobeing his orders, he won't sell me that's for sure." There was a silence.

"How long will we stay here?" Hilde was scared and she yelped when a rat bit her footh.

"Judging by the amount of light there is in the room, it's evening, he'll come at night when every one else is sleeping."

"You've been in this position lots of times?"

"I told you I was unruly." He said with a smirk.

"What will he do to us? I mean, will he just let us go?" Hilde's question seemed to make Darrien nervous because he squirmed.

" I.......... don't think you'll like it. He'll punish us." He then showed Hilde one of his many scars he got.At this, Hilde began to sob softly.

"Aw, don't cry. I'm here for you, you are not alone." Darrien then cuddled near Hilde while rubbing her back.She cried herself to sleep against Darrien's chest.

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Hilde and her new found friend Darrien were fast asleep when the door was opened. Dan's figure could be seen

in the light.

" Well, well isn't it cute." he yelled waking up the kids.

Darrien glared at Dan and pushed Hilde behind him so she could be sheiled.

"Time for a beating boy." Dan gripped Darrien's arm to draw him closer in order to beat the little boy.Hilde watched helplessly as Dan beated the shit out of Darrien.She couldn't help but cry.

"Oh, so little miss Hilde still haven't learn her lesson?" Dan said as he threw a beat-up Darrien on the floor and approached Hilde.She backed away only to be taken by the strong man.He started punching her and slapping her poor body, then stripped her out of her clothes.That night was a living hell for Hilde, and she knew there was more to come.

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In the morning, Hilde was feeling like shit, and she had to work.She looked at Darrien that was beside her; the boy looked as if it had been his fault that Hilde got raped.She, of couse told him it wasn't his fault and they should forget about it............. FORGET.... That was what she was trying to do all day but she couldn't forget that night. She sighed, today she didn't get in trouble and neither Darrien did.At supper,she found her friend eating the foul food the were given.

"Hi.How do you feel?" She asked sitting next to him; Dan was absent and everyone was less stressed although there still was some one looking over them, but Tom was always sleeping instead of watching them.

" I've been better, although he was nice to me last night.How about you?Can you walk properly?" Hilde smiled at his concern look. "I'm fine, but it still hurt when I walk."

Darrien gave the rest of his food to a smaller child."I'm sorry, I could have done something."

"Don't start Darrien, you were hurt.It's not your fault."

"Still, I promise you I'll always try to save you from any harm and we'll be friends forever." Hilde was thouched by the sincerity of her friend.

"And we'll always try to be together Darrien, is that ok?"

"That's grand."

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[Months have passed, and the friendship between Hilde and Darrien grew.There was more rape and beatings but Hilde could have gotten more of those if Darrien hasn't always turn Dan's anger towards him.They really began to think that they will always be together until..............]

Dan and his slaves were at the slave market, where children were sold.A buyer found Hilde quite interessting much to her dismay.

"How much for this one?"Said the man.

Dan grinned.He was finally getting rid of that little bitch who made friends with that pesky little runt Darrien.

"Three thousan."

"Um...... interessting, I think I'll take her." The man payed up, and took Hilde's hand.

"NO !!! Leave her alone!!!!" Hilde, who was trying to break loose, heard Darrien's voice.The boy tried desperately to catch his friend and protegee but Dan hit him in the stomach.

"Darrieeeeeeennnnnn!!!" Hilde yelled (Usagi style) tears in her eyes.

"Hildeeeeeee!!!!" She could see tears in her friends eyes before she was shoved in a car.

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[She will never see Darrien again, or she thought so. Her life with her master was hell. He kept beating and raping her, and worse.....she was alone.]

One night, her master came back from a party drunk as a pot.Hilde trembled; that was one of those times she wished she was still with Dan, at least he didn't get drunk.

He came near her. "Come here little slut, I've got a suprise for you." he said in a sing song voice.Hilde ran away from him, causing only anger in the man's body."Come back here!!! Got'cha!!!" He laughed when he lift her up in the kitchen.Hilde was scared but she knew she had enough, she didn't want to spend another night being raped and beaten by her master.She took a kitchen knife and with all the courage her 8 and a half body could have, she stabed her master.The man fell down on the floor, dead.

She had killed her master.She was a killer like the ones on TV.She sobbed and shivered while glancing at the lifeless body of ther ex-master."No....I got to get out of here." With tears in here eyes she ran as fast as her body could.

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She was on earth.She still couldn't believe she was able to sneak in a shuttle and leave the colonie.She wandered aimlessly through the streets,she was hungry.

"Hi little girl."

Hilde looked behind her and saw an ugly looking woman.She wasn't scared, no, she had tuffen up since the murder of her master.

"Who are you and what do you want from me?"she growled under her breath.

"My aren't we menacing. My name is Kate but you can call me doctor K.And I do not want anything from you IF you refuse to follow me." The woman looked at Hilde in an amused way.

"And why would I follow you?" Hilde raised a brow, backing away slightly.

"Because I can give you food and a nice home.You don't have to be scared.I know you would want to sleep in a soft bed tonight."

It must be the offer of a soft bed that made Hilde follow this lady.Doctor K led Hilde to an underground secret base. She then turned to the child and said.

"Little girl, welcome to your new home."

..........Home......what a great word........

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Hilde woke up. So this was her past? She sadly looked at the scars on her body.Most of them were healed but it explained how she got them. She looked at her old alarm clock; it was still early in the morning, but she knew she wouldn't be able to sleep again so she prepared herself. There was a lot of remembering to do and, she felt it in her bones, there was so little time to spare.

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Duo woke up. "Hilde?" No response.

Seemed Hilde didn't come back at night. This was a bad sign. He got up and looked at the clock; 6:30 am.

"It's damn early." He said rubbing his eyes.Then he heard the ring of the vid-phone.

"Ya, Ya hold on." He answered and saw the very familiar face of the perfect soldier.

"Hi. Heero." Zero's pilot just nodded and said in his monotone voice.

"There's a possibility of a war coming up. Meet at the preventers now." He hung up leaving a very confused and worried Duo.He had to go to earth, and Hilde that still haven't give any sign of life.How could he search for her AND fight a war?He sighed, his life was all messed up now.

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*End of chapter2*

So? how was it? Be honest and review ok? :P I kinda made poor Hilde's life miserable and it's just the beginning!!!! O.O Anyway, toon in next time for gundam wing episode (chapter) 3!!!! ^_^ same hour, same channel.

Disclaimers: Not mine. But the storyline belong to me.