Sorry it took me so long to add more.I've been busy with school,Working on my Facts of Life site,and im writing a Division Fan Fiction.I'll try to add more soon.I hope you enjoy the next 5 chapters I've added.



*Chapter16*

"Morning everyone."said Sam as he walks down the stairs and over to Natalie whom is

sitting on the sofa."Moring."said Everyone as Sam sits down next to Natalie."Where are

the kids?"asked Sam."Tabitha and RoseMarie are playing with sidewalk chalk out front,

Lisa and Callie are upstairs,Felicia and Morgan are in Dorothy's bedroom painting their

nails and Marcie is in the kitchen with Edna having something to eat."said Natalie."Is anyone in the downstairs bathroom?"asked Jo as she stands up."No."said Bruce as Jo leaves.

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"Mrs.G could you pass the butter?"asked Marcie as she picks up her knife."Here you go."

said Edna as she hands the butter to Marice."Thanks."said Marice as she takes the butter.

"How did you sleep?"asked Edna."Ok,I guess."said Marcie as she butters her toast.

"What does I guess mean?"asked Edna."It means I kinda slept ok."said Marcie as she takes a bite of her toast."Anything on your mind?"asked Edna hopping to get something

out of her about Blair."Um..Lots of things."said Marcie then takes a drink of orange juice.

"Would this have anything to do with your mother?"asked Edna."Which one."mumbled

Marcie so that Edna could not hear her but did."What do you mean which one?"asked

Edna."My father was married before to my mother whom died when I was born,Blair is my stepmother and Morgan is my half sister."said Marcie as she finishes her last bite of toast."Do you or Morgan know where Blair was last night?"asked Edna."No dont think so."Lied Marcie as she stands up and walks her plate and glass to the sink and sets them

down."Allright."said Edna as Marcie leaves.

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I cant belive I still have a scar.It was like he hit me this morning instead of a day ago.

Thought Jo to herself as she drys her face off then walks into her bedroom.

Jo walks over to a mirror then takes her make-up out of a bag and puts some make-up on

the face to cover up the bruises and cuts.My life has come to this,I never thought that I

would have to lie to my friends well..Edna is still my friend she's like a mother and I could

never be mad at her and Natalie...well I think that we will make up soon then Not too long

after that Dorothy and I will.

God I wish I could tell someone,Maybe I'd feel better."Ouch!"Yelled Jo as her fingernail scraps one of her cuts and blood comes out."God."said Jo as she looks through her make-up bag and pulls out a band-aid and some cream.Atleast everyone else is having a better life then I am.Thought Jo to herself as she puts some cream on her cut then a band-aid over it.

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Blair wakes up to the sun shining in her window and to her head pounding and aching.

Blair looks over at a clock."12:00pm,God I should have been up hours ago."said Blair as

she sits up and runs a hand through her hair.Ugh.I wonder where Edna keeps the Advil.

Thought Blair to herself as she stands up.I think I'll go find out.Thought Blair as she walks

out of the bedroom.

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"Well good afternoon Blair and How did we sleep?"asked Edna as Blair walks into the livingroom in the same clothes she wore yesterday and slept in last night."Fine."said Blair.

"Blair you look like the living dead."said Jo as she looks at Blair while walking by."Jo I dont feel like your rude remarks,Do you have any Advil or something for my head?"asked Blair as she puts a hand to her head."I saw some in the bathroom downstairs when I was looking for a washcloth."said Jo."When did you get a bathroom downstairs?"asked Blair."89,Blair you feeling allright?"asked Edna."Yeah,Um..Where's Morgan and Marcie?"asked Blair."Bruce and the other guys took the kids to the park and to some other places,They just left."said Natalie."Oh ok,Im going to get that stuff for my head."

said Blair as she leaves.

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Blair walks into her bedroom five mintues later.She closes the door behind her then walks

over to her bed and lays down.I cant belive My life has really come right down to drinking.My life was great for 13 years,I was on top of the world so I thought.The night

my life fell apart was the night Jay died.Marcie must feel just as bad as I do,She found him,He was all she had for two years.My famliy is all I have to show of my life, Now I am

alone to raise two teenaged girls whom hate eachother.Jay was my everything.Now he's

gone.Thought Blair as tears just run down her face like water from a waterfall.

Still crying Blair stands up and walks over to her suitcase.She bends down and sets it down

on the bed.Blair sits down on the bed next to her suitcase and opens it.She digs around till

she finds the wedding picture of her and Jay and the letter he left her before he killed himself."Now to find out why you did this to me."said Blair as she takes the letter out of

the suitcase then Reads it.

My Dear Sweet Blair,

By now you know I'm dead,I dont blam you for being mad or upset.I just cant take it anymore I love you so much and I hate doing this but theres no way I can move on.I miss

my wife so much It hurts.When I look at Marcie I see my wife and I just want to die.I love

you so much I will miss you every day and I hope you will miss me.Be good to Marcie and

Morgan you'll all they have.

Blair before I left the room a while ago I told you not to change,Please dont I know you

too well and I know that you will go for a drink and that will hurt everyone around you.

Please for Marcie and Morgan's sake do not go back to the way you were when I ment

you.I dont want you to put the girls through that like you did me.

You were my everything and now its time to go and put the pain of this world behind me

once and for all.Tell Marcie and Morgan that I love them and that I had to do what I had

to do.Dont worry about getting a job all that is covered you can still keep the store if you

want it.

---Love forever Jay Gentry

Crying Blair puts the letter at the bottom of her suitcase then takes out the picture of her and Jay at their wedding."What about me!Im your wife!Your wife has been dead for 15 years!Love forever yeah thats a laugh.Well here's something Jay!I've changed and I will keep changing till I forget you and everything about you!"Yelled Blair as shoves the suitcase off her bed then stares at the picture for a second then throws it across the room watching it hit the wall. As the glass breaks Blair buries her head in her hands and cries uncontrollably as she lays down on her bed.