Lucrecia Hurts

Lucrecia is bleeding

inside.

She loves the rage that

tears her to shreds.

Lucrecia swallows pain

and it immolates her mind;

Crecia lives in morose ecstasy.

The heart that leaks bright crimson

is screaming incoherently.

It wants release—

It tries so fervently!

Her death,

like great winged demons,

swoops down on her soul.

Lucrecia stares in horror:

The darkness consumes her whole.

Poor girl in the black of night,

poor girl so full of fright.

She's crying tears of blood for

the red that stains the hands of her lovers—

and herself.

Lucrecia mourns the reverie

as the silent poetry of devotion

leaks from her mouth.

She is old in her disposition,

like a dust-laden room where

morbid secrets are kept

locked up in a hidden basement.

Lucrecia can't see beyond regret,

so instead,

she wept

for dreams instead of nightmares.

But the incubus thrives.

Lucrecia hurts.

--Emerald Eyes

02.27.02.