From: lonewolf biteme@yahoo.com
To: sassychick southerngal@hotmail.com
Subject: Re: In the middle of the night...

It's actually past midnight now - I like to write my emails at night, when I know that I won't be disturbed. This is something I don't really feel like sharing - specially because some people like to think that I can hardly write my own name...

For some reason I can't sleep so I've decided to write to you. I know it's my turn anyway (sorry for taking so long!), but I had to write loads of papers for college applications and stuff. I'm not sure yet if I really do want to go to college and where, but since all my friends are going I pretend to be excited about the whole thing as well... I don't think anyone has noticed that it's fake. Everyone seems busy with that stuff at the moment - only natural I guess at this time of year. But sometimes I'd like to run to my bike and just get away after hearing yet another discussion about which college would be best! You really shouldn't have to pretend around your friends - if they're really your friends they should want you to do what makes you happy, not just go along with them... It's not my place to tell you what to do, but you should consider telling them that you still need some time to think about your future. What would you like to do? Any ideas?

*You* rescue *me*? I got the distinct feeling that ,,hotbabe's" conversation was starting to make you uncomfortable so you decided to use me as a cover up and hide in the private chat room! lol But we were sure lucky to find each other - I wouldn't have thought that there were that many wackos in the Alaska forum!
You're sure right about all the nutcases in the forum - but let me tell you that no woman has ever managed to make me uncomfortable! I just was not interested, that's all!

You're not the only one I know cheering whenever American blood flows. What is it with you Canadians? ;)
So I'm not the only Canadian you know? We're just a little more patriotic when in the US - wouldn't you be in a country that calls itself ,,America" as if there were no other countries on that continent? And even without that it's just a lot of fun to sit in front of the TV with someone you like (the girl I was telling you about) and have drink Molson's! Have I told you already that that's the only decent beer on this planet? *g*

Seriously, I'm flattered that you're so open - and I think your girl is one lucky lady! I'll give you some advice (since even if my experience *is* limited I've had some in *that* area, I think most women have...) - in things like that listen to your heart, not your head! (Now *I* sound like some love doctor! lol) Your head just piles reasons why not to do something in front of you until you don't see what's important anymore - that this girl is special and deserves to know the truth! So, go and tell her - because even *I* can see that you like her a lot!
Frighteningly enough what you say made an awful lot of sense to me... So, although I had no idea what would happen I did what you suggested - I told her the truth tonight. It's not like me to avoid conflict anyway.
She really reacted strangely - her eyes went wide and she stared at me. Then she asked me if this had been my idea and I told her about you - I hope you don't mind!
Well, just when I wanted to ask her what was the matter someone yellow and annyoing interrupted. (One of her friends has this obsession with anything yellow - don't ask me why!) I haven't spoken to her since - I think she's up to something, I can normally read people quite well and she smelled of excitement and anticipation when I saw her last... I hope I didn't mess the first real friendship I had in my life up! I'll let you know, okay?

Okay, enough of advice from an oh-so-wise girl who has read too much teen mags - don't want you to laugh your ass off! And to someone who listens to classical piano music in the evening I must seem like a kid... The concert was absolutely wonderful, btw - it *was* the piano version and I loved how different each ,,picture" sounded!
Stop dissing yourself - I still think your advice was good! And if you knew my girl's age you wouldn't think you're too young for me... Except for you no one even knows that I like classical music - that's something I like to keep private, I really don't need any jokes about pansy music from our resident king of wuss!

Hope to hear from you soon! Good night...

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