Song is by Stabbing Westward. Character don't belong to me I'm guessing
Warner brothers has that right. First song fic. Revised. Well I added to
it.
I am lost in the darkness between two worlds and here I'm struggling.
My whole life I've been told how to act, how to behave in high society and I've rebelled at every turn and now I'm stuck in the land of corn where none of that high brow breeding matters and I don't know how to act any more. Everything I've ever been taught seems wrong. From the moment you came into my life I knew I was alive. Literally. How can I exist without you?
You're the light I've been seeking cause my whole life there's been something missing.
I heard angels cry with envy when I first looked into your eyes. Everything I was and everything I thought I was disappeared when I looked into your eyes. I thought you were an angel because surely I was dead. This boring town banished here like some servant and then you. None of God's creations should be so beautiful for what person would want to go to heaven? No one has ever looked at me like you do, you trust me, but could you love me. I've never allowed myself to feel the way I do when I look at you.
Only you can make me whole Just one touch and you complete me Rescue me from this black hole that's sucked me in and left me dying.
Can you save me? You've got about twenty-three years working against you. I'm too much like my father. To ruthless, to untrusting and everyone sees it but you. I wanted to be greater then that, stronger then my father but how can I when one touch, one look from you takes my breath away. It takes all my power all my training to keep my composer and for me that's saying a lot. You give me purpose. You give me life. You make it hard to breath. I never thought I would find anyone like you. I never knew anyone like you existed.
You're the truth that I've been seeking cause my whole life I've been lying.
Sex and drugs were to be the answer the way for me to break away from my family and be myself but that wasn't the answer. You are. You're the goodness in life that until that day at the river existed only in fairy tales. You woke me up. You willed me alive and until that moment how could I have known that the answer lies in a farm boy. A farm boy with sky blue eyes and hair as dark as night. A smile that can leave my legs feeling weak. It's so wrong that I need you. You who are so above me.
God I pray you find me worthy of the right to stand beside you and of your truth and of your passion and of the right to sleep beside you.
Clark I love you. Trust me with you secrets, I will never betray you. What do I have to do to make you want me? I'm not as selfish as I used to be. That's a part of me that never made me proud. I'll try anything. Let me love you as I've always dreamed of loving you. I know I don't deserve your love but I hope one day to earn it.
I am lost in the darkness between two worlds and here I'm struggling.
My whole life I've been told how to act, how to behave in high society and I've rebelled at every turn and now I'm stuck in the land of corn where none of that high brow breeding matters and I don't know how to act any more. Everything I've ever been taught seems wrong. From the moment you came into my life I knew I was alive. Literally. How can I exist without you?
You're the light I've been seeking cause my whole life there's been something missing.
I heard angels cry with envy when I first looked into your eyes. Everything I was and everything I thought I was disappeared when I looked into your eyes. I thought you were an angel because surely I was dead. This boring town banished here like some servant and then you. None of God's creations should be so beautiful for what person would want to go to heaven? No one has ever looked at me like you do, you trust me, but could you love me. I've never allowed myself to feel the way I do when I look at you.
Only you can make me whole Just one touch and you complete me Rescue me from this black hole that's sucked me in and left me dying.
Can you save me? You've got about twenty-three years working against you. I'm too much like my father. To ruthless, to untrusting and everyone sees it but you. I wanted to be greater then that, stronger then my father but how can I when one touch, one look from you takes my breath away. It takes all my power all my training to keep my composer and for me that's saying a lot. You give me purpose. You give me life. You make it hard to breath. I never thought I would find anyone like you. I never knew anyone like you existed.
You're the truth that I've been seeking cause my whole life I've been lying.
Sex and drugs were to be the answer the way for me to break away from my family and be myself but that wasn't the answer. You are. You're the goodness in life that until that day at the river existed only in fairy tales. You woke me up. You willed me alive and until that moment how could I have known that the answer lies in a farm boy. A farm boy with sky blue eyes and hair as dark as night. A smile that can leave my legs feeling weak. It's so wrong that I need you. You who are so above me.
God I pray you find me worthy of the right to stand beside you and of your truth and of your passion and of the right to sleep beside you.
Clark I love you. Trust me with you secrets, I will never betray you. What do I have to do to make you want me? I'm not as selfish as I used to be. That's a part of me that never made me proud. I'll try anything. Let me love you as I've always dreamed of loving you. I know I don't deserve your love but I hope one day to earn it.