Hello, peoples!!! Okay, the ending of the last chapter was a bit sad, but I'm afraid things are gonna get worse before they get better. As a warning, you may need tissues when reading this.
Chapter12
Konoe stared into the quarantine room, feeling a rush of grief. Hisoka was in there, but he was raving around. His once beautiful emerald orbs of eyes now were a dark shade. His fingernails had extended and his mouth was full of sharp teeth.
I can't believe this happened, he thought. Especially to one of my employees...
He had remembered literally begging Enma to save Hisoka. Enma had promised to try his hardest, but there was no guarantee. And even if Hisoka became human again, his mind had been morphed, so he technically wouldn't be normal.
We have to try. He tried to stop Razius. He deserves better than this.
"Here, Tsuzuki!!!" said Watari, placing a slice of cake in front of him. "This was in the refrigerator!! We all know how much you love sweets!!"
Tsuzuki looked down at the plate then pushed it away. "I'm not hungry."
"Okay, I'll just put it back in there for you later."
"I won't be hungry then."
Watari sighed. He didn't even try to smile. "Tsuzuki..."
"How can I be hungry when 'Soka-chan..." tears filled his swollen eyes. "I couldn't protect him!! I had every chance to save him, but I didn't!! This is my entire fault!! How could I have let this happen?!?!"
He started sobbing again. Watari was close to tears himself. "Tsuzuki..."
Tsuzuki wiped at his eyes. "I-I-I'm sorry. I just need some time by myself."
"That's understandable. But don't keep things bottled up inside. If you need anyone to talk to..."
"I know. Thank you."
Watari left the room and let out a sad sigh. Hisoka was a demon and Tsuzuki was a wreck. Everything was in total chaos.
"How is he?" asked someone. Tatsumi walked up to Watari. He seemed to be on better terms with the doctor since he turned him back into a man.
"He's still a wreck," said Watari. He himself decided to stay a woman to continue his research. "Nothing seems to be helping him. He wouldn't even brighten up at the sight of sweets."
"It can't be helped. He's so depressed about what happened to Kurosaki-kun. But I have a bit of good news. Kachou said he talked to Enma about him. Enma said he'd be able to save Kurosaki-kun. Y'know, reverse the effect."
"Gods, really?!?! That's perfect!!!"
"It's the only way to save him. But...there is no guarantee on it. Enma will try his hardest."
"Should we tell Tsuzuki? It would be wrong to give him false hope if Enma can't do it..."
"It's better he have some hope than none. I'll tell him."
Hisoka growled in rage as he clawed at the walls. His fingernails broke again, but they immediately grew back.
"Fucking humans!!!!!!!" he screamed. "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!! Let me out!!!!!!!!"
He heard whispers beyond the walls. He couldn't stand it how they kept him here like this.
I'll kill them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He thought angrily. Every last one of these fucking humans!!!!!!!!!
He suddenly clutched his head. He heard a voice deep inside. Pleading, crying, begging...
(please stop this it isn't right I wouldn't want to hurt my friends please stop someone help me Tsuzuki please help me)
Hisoka shook his head. "What the hell?!?!"
Suddenly, the door opened. He growled at the humans who came in.
"It's time for the purging," said one.
"What fucking purging?!?!" snapped Hisoka.
"Yours."
The Shinigami sat silent outside the doors to Enma's chambers. Each of them was silently praying that Hisoka could be saved.
They had heard screaming from within several times. It was Hisoka repeatedly screaming 'get the fuck away from me!!'
Tsuzuki fidgeted in his seat with each passing minute. He knew there was no guarantee that Hisoka would be able to get better. It was torture just sitting there without knowing what was going on within.
Someone please show him mercy!!! He thought. He never did anything wrong in his life!!! It wasn't his fault he died!!! Please...
Enma finished the spell. Hisoka was screaming and convulsing on the floor as the spell surrounded him. Then his body stilled.
"Hisoka?" he asked softly.
There was a groan and Hisoka lifted his head. He opened his eyes and they shined like shimmering emeralds.
"Hisoka, you're back with us," said Enma. He extended a hand to the boy.
"Get the fuck away from me!!!!" he snapped, darting to his feet. He looked at his hands. His fingernails were back to normal. "You turned me into a fucking human!!!!!"
Enma sighed. He salvaged his body, but not his mind. "You are human, Hisoka. You've always been."
"I'm a demon!!!!! You fucking loon!!!!!! Change me back now!!!!!!!"
At least in this stage we can salvage his mind through his friends, thought Enma. This will take a while...I guess I should put him back in quarantine...
Tsuzuki lay in bed, drawing circles in the bedspread with his finger. He couldn't stand his comrades sympathetic faces anymore.
He's recovered his human form, he thought. But his mind is still screwed up. Kachou had said we could probably help him recover his human mind. Gods, I'll try my hardest. I refuse to lose 'Soka-chan...
He rolled onto his other side and looked at the pillow. Just the night before, they had slept there together. It's so terrible how things can change in just a matter of hours. He grabbed the pillow and pressed his face in it. He could smell Hisoka on the pillow.
Tears filled his eyes again and he couldn't fight back the sobs. He was gonna do whatever it took to bring Hisoka back. He would do anything for his love. Anything...
Hisoka slammed his fist into the wall, screaming. Not only was he locked in the same room with the same white walls, but also he was human.
More and more he heard that desperate voice inside him. It was so helpless and pleading. So annoying to Hisoka...
(someone help I need help please help me for the love of sanity help Tsuzuki help me find me Tsuzuki)
"Who the fuck is Tsuzuki?!?!?!" Hisoka screamed.
"I am," said a voice.
Hisoka turned his head. Another human stood there in the room. The door closed behind him. His amethyst eyes shined a little, but were serious.
"You fucking humans!!!!!!!!!" Hisoka shrieked, but he felt frozen in his place. He should've just lashed out at Tsuzuki, but he didn't. "Please try to remember," said Tsuzuki. "I'm Tsuzuki. Your love."
"Love?! HA!!!!!!!!! Why the fuck would I love another man?!?! A pitiful fucking human!!!!! You can go rot and die!!!!!"
Tsuzuki felt the sting of his words, but ignored them. Hisoka needed his help. Kurosaki Hisoka, not this lunatic. He took a step towards Hisoka.
"You stay the fuck away!!!!!! I'm serious!!!!! I'll fucking kill you!!!"
Tsuzuki didn't listen as he took two more steps towards Hisoka.
"You asked for it!!!!!!!!" Hisoka seemed to be gathering energy and concentrating it into his fist. Tsuzuki kept stepping towards him until he stood in front of him.
"I want to help you," he said. He reached for Hisoka. "Let me help-"
"Go to hell!!!!!!!!" screamed Hisoka. With that, he slammed his fist, in which he had concentrated his energy, into Tsuzuki's chest, and through his back.
Tsuzuki eyes widened with the pain. He spat out a lot of blood and fell to the floor. Hisoka stood over him, his arm soaked with Tsuzuki's blood.
"'So...'Soka-chan," he gasped, his life's blood pouring out of his body.
Immediately, the room filled with people. Hisoka just stood there, watching them work on Tsuzuki, then carry him from the room. When he stood alone, the voice came back at full swing.
(oh my god what have I done Tsuzuki what have I done please live please live please live I'm so sorry)
Tsuzuki heard the frantic voices around him. The pain was too extreme, and the voices sounded hushed over the roaring in his ears. Like a wind blowing too hard.
I couldn't save him, he thought, tears spilling out of his eyes. Now I won't be able to save him. I'm bleeding too much. This wound is fatal. I'm so sorry, 'Soka-chan. Please know that I love you. I love you. I love you...
The roaring in his ears grew louder, so loud it hurt.
Then there was silence.
OMG what have I done?! I kept saying something bad will happen to Hisoka, but then THIS happens to Tsuzuki. But like I said, things will get worse before they get better. Oh, and I'm sorry if anyone was offended by Hisoka's constant usage of the word f---. It was to emphasize that this demon isn't anything like him (I've never heard of Hisoka using the word f---) Well, I hope you liked this, and be sure to wait for the next one!!! ^_^
Chapter12
Konoe stared into the quarantine room, feeling a rush of grief. Hisoka was in there, but he was raving around. His once beautiful emerald orbs of eyes now were a dark shade. His fingernails had extended and his mouth was full of sharp teeth.
I can't believe this happened, he thought. Especially to one of my employees...
He had remembered literally begging Enma to save Hisoka. Enma had promised to try his hardest, but there was no guarantee. And even if Hisoka became human again, his mind had been morphed, so he technically wouldn't be normal.
We have to try. He tried to stop Razius. He deserves better than this.
"Here, Tsuzuki!!!" said Watari, placing a slice of cake in front of him. "This was in the refrigerator!! We all know how much you love sweets!!"
Tsuzuki looked down at the plate then pushed it away. "I'm not hungry."
"Okay, I'll just put it back in there for you later."
"I won't be hungry then."
Watari sighed. He didn't even try to smile. "Tsuzuki..."
"How can I be hungry when 'Soka-chan..." tears filled his swollen eyes. "I couldn't protect him!! I had every chance to save him, but I didn't!! This is my entire fault!! How could I have let this happen?!?!"
He started sobbing again. Watari was close to tears himself. "Tsuzuki..."
Tsuzuki wiped at his eyes. "I-I-I'm sorry. I just need some time by myself."
"That's understandable. But don't keep things bottled up inside. If you need anyone to talk to..."
"I know. Thank you."
Watari left the room and let out a sad sigh. Hisoka was a demon and Tsuzuki was a wreck. Everything was in total chaos.
"How is he?" asked someone. Tatsumi walked up to Watari. He seemed to be on better terms with the doctor since he turned him back into a man.
"He's still a wreck," said Watari. He himself decided to stay a woman to continue his research. "Nothing seems to be helping him. He wouldn't even brighten up at the sight of sweets."
"It can't be helped. He's so depressed about what happened to Kurosaki-kun. But I have a bit of good news. Kachou said he talked to Enma about him. Enma said he'd be able to save Kurosaki-kun. Y'know, reverse the effect."
"Gods, really?!?! That's perfect!!!"
"It's the only way to save him. But...there is no guarantee on it. Enma will try his hardest."
"Should we tell Tsuzuki? It would be wrong to give him false hope if Enma can't do it..."
"It's better he have some hope than none. I'll tell him."
Hisoka growled in rage as he clawed at the walls. His fingernails broke again, but they immediately grew back.
"Fucking humans!!!!!!!" he screamed. "Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!!!!! Let me out!!!!!!!!"
He heard whispers beyond the walls. He couldn't stand it how they kept him here like this.
I'll kill them all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He thought angrily. Every last one of these fucking humans!!!!!!!!!
He suddenly clutched his head. He heard a voice deep inside. Pleading, crying, begging...
(please stop this it isn't right I wouldn't want to hurt my friends please stop someone help me Tsuzuki please help me)
Hisoka shook his head. "What the hell?!?!"
Suddenly, the door opened. He growled at the humans who came in.
"It's time for the purging," said one.
"What fucking purging?!?!" snapped Hisoka.
"Yours."
The Shinigami sat silent outside the doors to Enma's chambers. Each of them was silently praying that Hisoka could be saved.
They had heard screaming from within several times. It was Hisoka repeatedly screaming 'get the fuck away from me!!'
Tsuzuki fidgeted in his seat with each passing minute. He knew there was no guarantee that Hisoka would be able to get better. It was torture just sitting there without knowing what was going on within.
Someone please show him mercy!!! He thought. He never did anything wrong in his life!!! It wasn't his fault he died!!! Please...
Enma finished the spell. Hisoka was screaming and convulsing on the floor as the spell surrounded him. Then his body stilled.
"Hisoka?" he asked softly.
There was a groan and Hisoka lifted his head. He opened his eyes and they shined like shimmering emeralds.
"Hisoka, you're back with us," said Enma. He extended a hand to the boy.
"Get the fuck away from me!!!!" he snapped, darting to his feet. He looked at his hands. His fingernails were back to normal. "You turned me into a fucking human!!!!!"
Enma sighed. He salvaged his body, but not his mind. "You are human, Hisoka. You've always been."
"I'm a demon!!!!! You fucking loon!!!!!! Change me back now!!!!!!!"
At least in this stage we can salvage his mind through his friends, thought Enma. This will take a while...I guess I should put him back in quarantine...
Tsuzuki lay in bed, drawing circles in the bedspread with his finger. He couldn't stand his comrades sympathetic faces anymore.
He's recovered his human form, he thought. But his mind is still screwed up. Kachou had said we could probably help him recover his human mind. Gods, I'll try my hardest. I refuse to lose 'Soka-chan...
He rolled onto his other side and looked at the pillow. Just the night before, they had slept there together. It's so terrible how things can change in just a matter of hours. He grabbed the pillow and pressed his face in it. He could smell Hisoka on the pillow.
Tears filled his eyes again and he couldn't fight back the sobs. He was gonna do whatever it took to bring Hisoka back. He would do anything for his love. Anything...
Hisoka slammed his fist into the wall, screaming. Not only was he locked in the same room with the same white walls, but also he was human.
More and more he heard that desperate voice inside him. It was so helpless and pleading. So annoying to Hisoka...
(someone help I need help please help me for the love of sanity help Tsuzuki help me find me Tsuzuki)
"Who the fuck is Tsuzuki?!?!?!" Hisoka screamed.
"I am," said a voice.
Hisoka turned his head. Another human stood there in the room. The door closed behind him. His amethyst eyes shined a little, but were serious.
"You fucking humans!!!!!!!!!" Hisoka shrieked, but he felt frozen in his place. He should've just lashed out at Tsuzuki, but he didn't. "Please try to remember," said Tsuzuki. "I'm Tsuzuki. Your love."
"Love?! HA!!!!!!!!! Why the fuck would I love another man?!?! A pitiful fucking human!!!!! You can go rot and die!!!!!"
Tsuzuki felt the sting of his words, but ignored them. Hisoka needed his help. Kurosaki Hisoka, not this lunatic. He took a step towards Hisoka.
"You stay the fuck away!!!!!! I'm serious!!!!! I'll fucking kill you!!!"
Tsuzuki didn't listen as he took two more steps towards Hisoka.
"You asked for it!!!!!!!!" Hisoka seemed to be gathering energy and concentrating it into his fist. Tsuzuki kept stepping towards him until he stood in front of him.
"I want to help you," he said. He reached for Hisoka. "Let me help-"
"Go to hell!!!!!!!!" screamed Hisoka. With that, he slammed his fist, in which he had concentrated his energy, into Tsuzuki's chest, and through his back.
Tsuzuki eyes widened with the pain. He spat out a lot of blood and fell to the floor. Hisoka stood over him, his arm soaked with Tsuzuki's blood.
"'So...'Soka-chan," he gasped, his life's blood pouring out of his body.
Immediately, the room filled with people. Hisoka just stood there, watching them work on Tsuzuki, then carry him from the room. When he stood alone, the voice came back at full swing.
(oh my god what have I done Tsuzuki what have I done please live please live please live I'm so sorry)
Tsuzuki heard the frantic voices around him. The pain was too extreme, and the voices sounded hushed over the roaring in his ears. Like a wind blowing too hard.
I couldn't save him, he thought, tears spilling out of his eyes. Now I won't be able to save him. I'm bleeding too much. This wound is fatal. I'm so sorry, 'Soka-chan. Please know that I love you. I love you. I love you...
The roaring in his ears grew louder, so loud it hurt.
Then there was silence.
OMG what have I done?! I kept saying something bad will happen to Hisoka, but then THIS happens to Tsuzuki. But like I said, things will get worse before they get better. Oh, and I'm sorry if anyone was offended by Hisoka's constant usage of the word f---. It was to emphasize that this demon isn't anything like him (I've never heard of Hisoka using the word f---) Well, I hope you liked this, and be sure to wait for the next one!!! ^_^