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I slammed on the brakes. Anya was screaming in the back round. Willow as in shock. The car slowed and I forced open the door with my shaky arm. I saw the body. It was of a girl with brown hair. It couldn't of been Dawn. Moment before impact Willows screamed "Dawn get out of the way" but she didn't know...she was wrong

"Xander you hit someone" said Anya "See if she's ok" I bent down and felt a pulse… none… I looked around. willow walked up tears rolling down her cheek. She knew before I never turned over the body of the brown haired girl it was dawn.

"Xander? How could we?"

"We didn't" said Anya "she's fine" she paused and tried to lift her "She jumped out in front of the car … she was just kidding… this is all a joke, " Anya chuckled. "Funny Dawny"

"Hospital" said willow. We loaded her into the back and took her to the emergency we ran in…so many questions… I didn't understand until everything seemed to stop "What happened?"

"She jumped out in front of my car and stood in front.. I don't know" I was crying now "save her" they pumped her and zapped her and 90 minutes later they declared Dawn Summers dead. All I could think was get the things on how we brought Buffy back… wait …how could we tell Buffy? "Willow, willow pull it together.. how are we going to tell Buffy" there was no sound "I mean we can't just walked up and be like Buffy your sister is dead"

"Xander?" I turned around Buffy stood there …consoling willow "your lying...right?"

"No" I said.. she was shaking she grabbed me... she broke down. I held her there as she grasp my shirt. Sceaming blames about how it was all her fault, and stopped and made me look into her eyes,

"What happened?" she grabbed my face

"She jumped in front of a car and stood there… I couldn't stop"

"it's my fault" Buffy cried "I yelled at her"

"we can raise her" said willow "just like you"

"No" Buffy screamed "I will not steal my sister from heaven like you did to me" and they all looked at her

"Buffy, you were in heaven" I looked around they didn't know how to take it.. saddens and guilt overwhelmed us all. The nurse came out

"Are you the sister?" I turned to her

"she's ok?" I asked with a new feeling of hope

"No but we were wondering you donate her organs?" I nodded.

"can I see her first?" I walked into the room… and slowly pulled the bloody cover from her face. A light drew from above her.. the energy ...that's all she was.

Her body began to fade as the light got brighter

Slowly all the memory of her began to drain from me "I'm sorry" I said and her voice began to speak in my head

"No, you were right"